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Updates ~

2011-11-06T03:40:00.000-08:00

Its been a long time~
so start my updates for my blog :D

Firstly, at last I been to Kuantan with my frds.
The beach/seaside is so damn different from those at west coast.
Especially the waves and the sky.
Looking at the horizon is like endless view of sea water.
It is hard to tell by words,
next time I should bring the others go.
it is so damn nice even thinking of it make me excited XD
Anyway, hope I got the time to bring the others go also.

My 2nd Semester of my Degree lvl2 has started,
so soon I will gona be busy busy busy...
a few days later gona have my GCI exam too...
felt like demotivated sometimes... haha

I think wont gona be updating anytime later on,
too bad gona leave this blog away for sometime.
See ya~

TA Pangkor Island Trip !!!

2011-09-04T07:21:00.001-07:00

2nd of Sept, the first trip I go with my TA friends.
It is fun but it is not what I expected at first.
Everyone enjoyed the whole trip, a few just a bit moody due to some accidents happened during the trip.

2nd of Sept,
Early 5am in the morning went out to fetch some people,
6am we start our journey to Pangkor.
It took around 4-5 hours for us to reach there.
Tired but excited XD
First we went to find the person in charge of our activities and we had lunch in the person's own house, and then we waited for our rental car.
Checked in the hotel, and then of course we went straight to the beach next.
We had alots of fun at the beach, everyone get wet,no one stay back and just sit at the beach, which is very hyper.
After a few hours we head back and bath and went to dinner at the same place.
In the night time is kinda boring, some people play cards,
some people drink beers.
The first day is not that interesting.

3rd of Sept, today will be the day full of fun.
early in the morning 7am we wake up, had breakfast and we head out to the beach for a boat ride to a place where we snorkel.
It is the first time i snorkel so myself is very very excited and i cant wait ><
In my mind, they will send us to somewhere in the middle of the sea to snorkel but actually they fetch us to somewhere which is safe and easy for snorkeling.
somehow I know how to snorkel so getting used to it isnt that hard after all.
before snorkeling, they bring us around Pangkor to show us about the island.
After snorkeling ends, we head back to the beach for some water sport activities.
We had BananaBoat, and beach volley ball.
After all, it is not that bad, everyone seriously enjoyed but we expected longer time but the whole activities only lasted like a few hours...
which is not everyone expected to be.
After volley ball we head back to the hotel to have water polo.
After water polo, we head for lunch and we got into the cars and drive around the island.
In the evening, some went for cycle, and some went for basketball.
That night everyone is tired so there is no more activity for that night,
which is very wasted...

4th of Sept,
Again early in the morning we decide to leave the island,
becoz of the traffic jam which very possible to happen if we leave the island late.
We decide to go back around 9am,
after another 4-5 hours drive, luckily there is no jam on the roads we take,
We reach back to our gathering place, had lunch and all went home.

The trip is satisfying thou,
I did not expect to be that fun for where I pay 200+ for this trip,
I guess it is not a wastage after all.
Looking forward to the next trip if there is one.

The "not so good" days~

2011-08-02T08:51:00.000-07:00

Recently is just too too bad...
Everything seems to go the way I dont want it to be
Life, work, studies, all not in good condition.

About life, damn it is so boring,
Same routine everyday every week,
I wounldnt say all of the time is boring but just majority of it is,
So many things but so little time,
I really wish 1 day is 48 hours
or someday some scientist create a pill which let u stay awake always without getting sick.

About work,
well this is the most unfortunate thing for now,
recently my TA team changed a new supervisor,
which is a Fucktard.
A supervisor that duno how to repect people and personality problem.
I just duno why the high management of APIIT would suggest this Fucker as the supervisor.
My conclusion is just simple from this point, the high the level u r in the organisation, the more stupid u r to see the real fact that u r stupid than a children.
There is just too many bad things to say this supervisor,
there is just not enuf space for me to spit it all out here.
I still have another probably 1++ years time to work as a TA,
in the meantime, I wish I can handle all the pressure they put it on the team.
I know everyone is pissed off when the staffs says shit,
but we are still under their supervision,
so wat to do?
Want to complain to them, they just simply ask u to leave the team if u dun like,
The only thing is stand there and listen to their immature lecturing
or I quit the job myself...
Adults nowaday getting more idiotic than childrens...

About studies,
well it is almost time for me to start my assignment,
soon i will be very busy, which is kinda good to kill time and boredness.
just wish me luck in scoring.

A word for U Mr.Hasan "The Fucking EGOistic person which ur brain doesnt function well"
U fail in management, U fail in socializing, U fail in LIFE !
I dun even know why person like you there are people still wana frd with u,
probably ur frds are just as stupid as u r, thats why u are the same gang.

Titleless 20

2011-06-17T06:42:00.001-07:00

The Titleless had came back...
In another means im bored.. ya...

SO recently I found out something which everyone will have.
EGO !
Speaking of EGO, this makes me think of my friends,
which kinda have a VERY HUGE EGO in itself.
Everything he talk about himself is everything he is good with,
thats not the point he want tell us,
the point he want to tell us is that he is Way More BETTER than the rest of the people.
HUGE EGO but idiotic.

Sometimes I just kinda dun understand wat the hell they were thinking,
Izit the way the bring brought up is like that ?
OR maybe is own thinking style makes him think like that ?
Anyway, it is still unacceptable...

They can just feel proud of themselves over something small...
What they actually want to tell to the people around them ?
So that people will admire you or make U GOD ?
No way Im making this kinda people GOD !

I duno I should be happy, dissapointed, angry or wateva...
It confuses me man...
The funny thing is,
they are good at saying the good stuff about themselves,
and also he will make sure the people really support his Greatness.
And if the people around him talks about stuff they Suck at,
They quickly change to a topic which the topic is their good stuff.

Not one people but many of them out there is like that...
This is an example of the situation,,,
:" Hey, The match we had yesterday, I won without using my full potential"
:" It's not even a fair match."
:" Nah, u guys just suck at it."
:" Just because we lost doesn't mean u are better than us."
:" What !? Fine then lets come and had another match and u will know how pro I am."
:" Whateva, just do wateva u wan."

Just a small thing in life and he can make it like a life achievement.
For me, is just plain bullshit...
And summore ask me to prove him as the most best in the world...
Who the hell that dumb to do that ?
They wun think that people around doesnt like the shyt he is talking about...
Fail peoples.
I never ever see a person win a non-fair match and tell their opponent "u suck !"

Childish and Immature Fucked up people !

闷死~

2011-06-17T06:34:00.000-07:00

天啊，真的要闷死我才可以麽 =.=”
天天晚上都没有活动做~
死人线又那么lag~
家里又那么多人用,更不用说咯，lag死咯
出去又没有人出。
哎~

人生又感觉到闷了~
能有什么办法弄得不闷啊~！

2011 年中的生活

2011-06-02T03:48:00.000-07:00

年中的生活，真的是有够刺激的
星期一到五都是读书天~
好没有乐趣叻~
虽然可以和朋友在一起，但是总是觉得少了点什么~
和学院的朋友一起是很快乐，我也学了不少东西，领悟了不少东西~
跟他们在一起真的是开心的，没有一秒是伤心的~
跟着他们我可以什么烦恼都不用想~
上一次的旅程，让我很期待下一次的来临~
上了山，现在要下水咯！
但是就是不知道要几时去，
有可能读完这个学期去，又有可能要读完整个学期才去，
无论怎样都好，下一个旅程我是去定了！

工作地也是一样，有一班很好的朋友~
一起工作，一起玩乐~
现在还有新人加入，家庭又加大了。
虽然在一起的时间不比同班的多，但是还是一样好玩快乐。
学到的东西更是多了，
可以说是已经是社会的工作人士了。
这样的人生经验，好到我都不知怎么说~
感觉上就是我比其他人先前一步踏入了社会~ 超过瘾！
人生的观点又不同了。
看到现在的中学生，就好像小孩子一样~
最重要是“我长大了“~！
虽然样子还是有点小孩子（我自己不清楚，感觉是咯）~~~
但是我不是哦~！
有时候有人会用那种“你是小孩子”的眼神看我，
第一！我自己会觉得，我有奖小吗？
第二！我会暗爽，“你的眼神说我还小，你有搞错吗？” XD
可能我平时喜欢穿中学生的运动衣服，所以才以为我是中学生吧。。哈哈

不久前才update我的部落格，
说的就是现在进入新的学期了~
现在已经过了9天的课，
我已经累倒了~
天天早上，上课到旁晚才回家~
5天里面，肯定有2天是9.30晚上回家~
累死了~
自己的玩乐时间也少了~
有点不爽 >.<
就因为读书，我做工的时间也少了~
从先开始，一个月最多可以赚RM200以下~
少之又少~

不知不觉又是年中了，6月来到了
时间真的用来飞的~
过了这样久，我还是一样没变过~
每天做的东西也是一样，没有变过，
天天一样的东西，重复又重复~

我最不甘心的就是，
我失去了机会，
辛辛苦苦保留的机会，
这样子就没了，
我有保留过机会给自己吗？我不知道我有这么做没有。。。
还是我多心了？
失去了才知道要珍惜~
每个人都这么说，可是我做不到~
是我做不到吗？还是我根本就没有想珍惜过，又哪来的失去叻？
人说：“日有所思，夜有所梦”
我真的梦到失去了过后的不安，
可是已经太迟了，
也因为这样，我的“梦”的等级又增加了，
也就是说我又有新版本的梦了。
记梦的力量也增加了！
过了几天的梦我还记得叻！
不是夸自己，是真的。。。
就因为一个多心，想太多，我多了一个新梦幻世界。
我是不是那么的不好运啊？
有了目标，但是没有去到达目标。
为什么总是我是做“失去”的那方，而不是做“被失去”的那方叻。。。
我的好总是被某些东西遮住了，
还是我根本就没有什么是好的？
还是我的好，不是你要的好？
这些事，很久以前，已经是不明白了。
“好人难做”？
不是~
是“好人难过”。
这样才对~
总是做了好事没人知道。
为了疗伤，我都会听圣杰的疗伤歌。
歌里所说的全部中完。
心情好点，可是好不到多少~

对这样的人生已经过到闷了。
什么时候才能脱离单身啊！？
有谁可以补了我人生的缺陷啊？
“我喜欢你”4个字，何时才能说得到啊？
“我爱你”3个字，何年何日才能实现啊？
都是未知数，
很不想去理，但是又不是说不理就不理，怎样都会一直去想个不停~
心乱了~
我要的我能得到吗？能保住吗？
未知~~~
我真的是没用极了！

New level of studies ~!

2011-05-27T07:51:00.000-07:00

At last I start my Degree Level 2 !
Yeayyyy~!

Get to meet back all my friends,
Get to laugh out loud all the day,
Get to outing with them,
This is wat I am waiting for during the holidays, and now is here already!
I can get back to study IT stuff which I like~
"Knowledge Deathmatch" this is wat I call fun !
Soon gona have assignments and test and Exam.
Syok ~

The only bad thing is that the timetable.
Stupid scheduler makes us study for 5 days...
Worst than secondary primary...
Full 5 days, 8am-6pm.
and sometimes I need to stay at college until 9.30pm
First week of studies and I already can feel the tiredness of the whole semester.
Now I feel like 24hours a day is seriously not enuf.
I need to go TA duty, go tennis club, go sport wif my frds, go gaming wif my frds...
All those stuff makes me less sleep time...

Anyway, the timetable is already set like that,
the only way is to make fun of the tiredness,
that is where my frds comes in,
starting to feel like I cant live without them XD

Last thing to post here is,
I fail to keep it as the way it was,
failure,
now start to look for a new chance.

Wish the coming days is full of fun which makes me happy.

超闷的日子！

2011-05-12T06:23:00.000-07:00

这个月真的是闷到死了还要死。
什么都没有得做，想做的没办法做到。
掺死了~唉~
去工作虽然不会闷，但是回到来又闷了
找个女友，对我来说还不需要。
我现在还想要这种自由的生活，想做什么就做什么。
问题是想做又做不到~
希望能想到个办法完成我的任务。
如果真的没有办法了就只有用必杀技了。

我的欢喜
我的兴趣
我的生活
我的人生
我的秘密
XD

One of The Best Trip ! CH~ cont..cont..

2011-05-04T06:46:00.000-07:00

4th day of CH trip:
Today is the last day of our trip.
Early in the morning kena SABO by u guys =.=
luckily I was half awake, if not sure kena gaogao ad...
We went to Kea Farm to get some stuff to bring back and we went back Raaju's to buy Jam again.
In Raaju's we stay for 1 hour for photos again.
And we really get alot of nice photos XD
After that we head back to Tanah Rata for Lunch.
We went to a Indian Restaurant but it seems like a Mamak for me(Or izit a mamak? ==)
We have our lunch there an baam...
Heavy Rain...
Ish...
while waiting the rain to stop we stop by the souviner shop.
some of us get some stuff of course.
After 1 hour lurking in the shop,
the rain is still heavy but we have no choice to go,
heavy rain and we are going down hill.
Dangerous~
A lot of landslides while we heading down but is minor ones.
Heavy rain continues even we enter the highway...
Loke let me drive his car while he get some rest XD
another new car i drove.
I reach home about 9.30pm at night.

END of CH trip.

Review of the trip:
The whole trip I used only below RM200,
maybe becoz Im not the driver.
so to balance everything the trip is below RM300.
Kinda worth it for a 4D3N trip.
We picked the wrong time to go there,
the traffic jam there is pain in the ass due to public holiday.
I duno whether is correct or not that it is also the rainy season in CH now.
bad timing for this trip.
Lastly,
I hope we can have another better trip next time !
Im waiting~~~

One of The Best Trip ! CH~ cont...

2011-05-04T06:11:00.000-07:00

cont of... 2nd day of CH trip:
After BlueValley,
we went to a restaurant near Tringkap town,
I saw one of my college frds there!
How coincidence!
We had our lunch there and right before we about to leave,
heavy rain pouring down again...
So unlucky la...
we waited for like 10mins and we just couldnt wait anymore,
I rather wet myself than waste my time.
The next destination is BHARAT Tea Plantation.
It is more beautiful than the last time I went there.
They even made a path to walk in the Tea Farm.

A view of the Tea Farm.
We hang out there for almost an hour just for pictures.
By the time we leave BHARAT it is already 5 smth.
So went back to the Apartment,
also the traffic jam,
we wasted 2hours in the jam to get back to the apartment.
That night we had steamboat! Weeee~
luckily during the way back to the apartment,
we get to get some meat stuff.
If not we will have Vegetarian Steamboat ==
The dinner is nice of course,
Thanks to BEN who prepare everything for us.
After the Steamboat we rest awhile and then head out to the streets in TanahRata.
We walked like 15mins to get to the main street so can imagine how long the apartment and the main street is...

We suppose to go for TehTarik in the Mamaks but is closed already,
so we went StarBucks for a drink.
In StarBucks, we played another game call "1 Gun,Bang,Ah"
I personally think the game is better than truth or dare coz it is only Dare to choose. XD
We had a crazy night at StarBuck,
Lots of Laughters !
thinking back now I still can laugh weh !! HAHA

After that we went back and thats the end of the 2nd day.

3rd day of CH trip:
Today we suppose to be leaving but due to the traffic jam.
We all agreed to stay one more night!
AWESOME isnt it !?
luckily we all brought enuf cash.
So we went to Raaju's Strawberry farm,
We stop by Sungei Palas Tea Farm.
Early in the morning we first went to Raaju's Strawberry Farm.
They bought Strawberry Jam and I bought Strawberry Pure Juice XD

After Raaju's we went to Sungei Palas Tea Farm.
Sg.Palas is new to me so is the first time going there.
It is a very very nice place to go, the view if damn nice!
Green 360 degrees.
There is also a factory there but it is closed.
so we chill there and have HighTea there.
Plus the small rain makes the place cold and relaxing.
A must go place next time.

The Top is the Tea Cafe.

The view from the Cafe.

The small town with a Primary School.

About 5pm we went back to the Apartment.
That night we had "Maggi Party"
Seriously the first time having a Party like this.
2 big bucket and 4 ppl share 1 bucket of Maggi.
AWESOME eh !
Kinda cool la.
After eating we went out to the street again for Mamak,
And this time we got one mamak open atnight.
we have TehTarik in the night and is Hot&Cold XD
After that, we head back to the apartment for another game.
PepsiCola rite?
I guess so..haha XD
it is not that fun la, so we play back "1 Gun,Bang,Ah"
That night I really really Laugh My Ass Off la...
CheeSeong's Spirit lives with us !
CheeSeong our sex spirit and sex logo XD HAHA!
Thatnight u guys plan to Sabotage me also huh!
Just becoz I won the game didnt mean u guys can Sabo me also la...
end of the 3rd day...

to be cont...

One of The Best Trip ! CH~

2011-05-04T05:48:00.000-07:00

Thanks to Puven,Loke,Vinod,Jerome,Wan,Ben and Carol for this F**king Awesome trip !
Its been a long time I haven get this crazy in a trip.
U guys really know how to entertain each other!
1 trip is enuf for me to remember for the rest of my life.
Just felt wasted becoz Kugan n CheeSeong was not there with us :(

Well, let me write all those down here.

1st day of CH trip:
We depart from Carol's house and drove for almost 5hours to CH.
5hours becoz due to the traffic jam and also the heavy rain.
We stayed at Tanah Rata in an apartment.
First day we just chill in our apartment becoz we reached there by 7-8pm.
That night we had an awesome night with the game "truth or dare"
Sorry to say I'm surprise by U guys coz everytime I play "truth or dare",
I will just go for truth.
Reason why becoz it is too extreme for me XD
Anyway, it was still awesome larh...
Ass Scratching and Tummy Blowing. HAHAH!
The first day is only a few hours so we din get to go any places.
so we end the day with the Awesome Game!

The Apartment we stayed in (view from window)

2nd day of CH trip:
We went to a place which I neverheard b4,
It is called the BlueValley.
Loke leads us there and I was shocked when I reach there.
The BlueValley is almost the far end of CH and reaching Gua Musang and Simpang Pulai.

One of the photo of BlueValley.
I couldnt get the best view of BlueValley coz the place we stop is not the good ones.
Anyway so simplify the place, it is a view from the top of the mountain.
So basically I can see the view of a very very huge area of CH.
Most of them is plantation ground.
I wonder why they called it "BlueValley" instead of "GreenValley"
So next time if i had the chance I will bring my frds to go there and have a true look.
We all left our name there also XD

This is mine! Name,Date,and the Time i wrote it.
I hope the next trip I go it will still be there !

To be Continue...

If u dun like me... ( cont...)

2011-04-07T08:17:00.000-07:00

...So this fucking driver drives the others to the park.
I am very very sorry for those who sit in the car,
I guareentee no next time,
we cancel the event rather than sitting in that car.
The blame should be put on one person, the person who promise to back us up if there is a car problem.
Becoz I trust "you" too much, which make the event not 100% perfect.
and also becoz of this, there are some clashes in opinion in our team, which lead to unwanted arguements.
I want to say to U person who cause this, THANKS TO U AND FUCK U !

I feel everything beside me is falling apart.
almost everything is a failure.

Degree LVL 1 is ending,
This second semester is more dissapointed than the previous semester.
Becoz of the first semester, this second semester me and my frd carefully select our team members, but still it is worst.
My group can say almost being caught plagiarism,
and until now I dun even know if the plagiarism part still exist in my assignments or not.
thanks to the careless person,
which I also trusted 100%, and after that letting me down.
becoz of that, ur image to me is broken.
aside the people who let me down,
I want to thanks the people who helped me and my frd in this period.

In my working area,
things are worst,
ystrday kena scold from the department heads.
scold for becoz they think I dun care of the team.
Seriously,
for so long in the team,
I never sign any letters regarding releasing my duty or couldnt fulfill task given.
this is the first time i signing my duty quota letter due to my exam.
but still they think I din did well for the team...
I can be honest with them that I never did something which is not true or cheating,
The only thing I admit I did wrong is I din get signatures from the supervisors.
Beside that problem, other stuff I did it 100% true.
I believe everything I did they already know how my working style,
but until ystrday, I find out it is not enuf.
All the time I trust people to trust me doing the correct work,
but now they dun think I am that kinda person who can do work correctly.
I can see in their eyes saying u suck at ur work.
So from next week onwards,
I will make sure they understand my working style,
if u think im not capable of doing a good job, u better watch out, I had my eyes on everyone in the team.
When im serious, u better watch out.

I knw thr are people who doesnt like me now.
I can feel it when i talking to them.
I know u say I say bad about u and u think im childish.
I can tell u this,,,
When I talk bad about someone, they are mostly doing the bad thing.
i wouldnt say things that is not true.
Before U say im retarded, u should think of urself 1st.
U say im childish, then i guess u r more childish than me.

I can be a good frd,
u good to me,i good to you,
if i good to you, that means u r really a frd to me.
If u dun like me, say it out, dun backstab me, and dun think i duno u did.
U dun like it then fuckoff or just keep it to urself.
Fucking Bastards !
I will be watching closely on every move u make,
u try to do something that may be bad to me,
i guareentee u, u will suffer later.

If u dun like me, dun read this post ! U have been warned.

2011-04-07T08:05:00.006-07:00

I cant believe the last post is so long ago. XD
Anyway, I got alot to list down here.
In this period, so many things had happen, BIG things I mean.

First, the big family is in chao right now.
Everyone is not in the good n happy mood.
No one want to sit down and talk about it oso.
The adults all acting so childish.
I talk to my cousins about wat happening,
we know wat is happening, but we cant help much,
we can only sit there and listen to their "mouth battle".
Now things is in ColdWar, everyone ignore wat they should do becoz they duno wat to do.
I just hope things can get better sooner,
I cant imagine when the coming CNY, everyone will gather at my house or not.
Hope the problem solved soon.

Second,
About my HighSchool friends.
We had have so many events lately until now.
About the previous events :

Genting Event :
We suppose to go PD for the event, but some problems showed up and messed up the whole thing.
I dun wana say I was angry or dissapointed becoz I already expected it.
So when they say there's a problem going PD,
so i suggest to them we go Genting,
coz our goal is to just have fun together,enjoy and relax.
So me, the driver plus another 7 ppl went to Genting for this trip.
Although it is just a few people but it is full of fun.
Conclusion to the event is, everyone enjoyed, everyone is happy,
just that after the event, when we wrap up our event, we found out some problems,
but it was just a small problem.

Bukit Cahaya Event:
This is the most recently one.
This is another one big trip,big in the mean of alot of people joining.
This is also the one with alot of problems.
The organisers is me and chris,formally is yew but we thought he should rest awhile and let the others to do, so me and chris that is.
Chris is the bigboss and me as the smaller one.
The thing is, this big event is happy and also kinda not well.
things starts of at the preparation of the event.
I admit that the preparation is not that perfect due to I myself too trust the people around me.
The problem is always the same, the transportation problem.
All this long, Me, Hong, Nich are the fixed people to be the driver.
I am totally agree with Hong's saying,
everytime when there is an event, we are the only drivers that can find.
previously I am not that mindful of this problem becoz most of them still studying and not even have a license yet.
BUT now it is already so long, everyone should have a license already, althought not many but sure there are some people who have.
BUT still they not even wana contribute to the team.
I understand there are problems with their own,
and I also know they will say alot if i ask them to drive,
luckily me and Hong is the same person(almost same), we think alike i mean.
I dun mind I be the fixed driver always becoz I now have some money for myself to spend, and hong too.
So we dun mind and we know the others are always headache about money problem.
So fine...
As this is the common problem we dun care about it anymore,
As long as u guys happy, we happy.

Another thing I learn form this trip is that PEOPLE kenot be trusted 100% !
never ever 100% trust a person !
The best u can trust is 99% !
but not 100% !

The trip should be as easy as simple as ABC,
but i duno why people always want to bring problems to that.
Plan A n Backup Plan, when Plan A fails, Backup Plan must work, but if Backup Plan fails?
This is the thing why I dun trust people 100% .
Supposely Backup Plan should work becoz is already said, it is a BACKUP PLAN.
I just cant believe BACKUP PLAN can fail...
It is not wat i expected actually, but it happen at the last preparation of the event.
So the solution, we get a FUCKED UP driver to drive the rest to the park.
this leads to wat i always tell people, and also why I hate MYVI drivers so much.
"MYVI is an economic frdly car, not a FUCKING FERARI, so dun think it is for sport usage! "
Why that ?
becoz a bunch of people that I know who drives MYVI are totally retarded !
This only apply to those MALE MYVI drivers!
I can say here, U guys are really FUCKED UP people !
If u wana hate me then fine, I dun like ur type oso.
These people can drive MYVI like a FERARI. Cool rite? Ya, FUCK U !
Im not saying I am good at driving, but please care of others when they are in your car or when u are on the road.

First post in 2011

2011-01-09T22:52:00.000-08:00

I totally forgot about this site.
Seems like I'm lossing interest in this site. haha ==

Holiday passed, time to start working and assignments.
I felt so lazy to do work, assignments, but not part time job.
How to get away from laziness =.= aiks...
Hope everything is fine lar...hmm

Chinese new year is only a few weeks far, so near huh...
Soon gonna be holiday again...

Jan 1 BBQ at my house, it was a success.
Althought some bad things happened but all my besties came.
BFF are important u knw.. haha

Starting from now on, I will only post short posts, currently no mood to post long ones.

Ciao for now...

2011 fast come ler...

2010-12-22T05:03:00.000-08:00

Faster come lar 2011, I want a new new year to start again.
Sick with 2010 already...
No improvements in life...
The only new thing is that I found a job in college, so I can earn some pocket money for myself. Payday is one of the best days in this year ^^

Although almost 2 years has passed or maybe more...
but still I kept those items that shouldnt to be kept...
recently my friends ask me about it I was like wow, i din notice I still keep it.
A few days ago I went Midvalley for movie,and i passed by the donut shop we used to go, quite memorable...
WELL, past tense is to be left aside...
Wish you gud luck all the way till the end.

I feel like im into someone but,
I feel like someone is into me,
but time will show me everything,
I must be patient.

This year year end trip cancelled,
kinda sad but fine,
already expect the outcome when there is so few people joining,
the backup plan is, BBQ at my house,
first time having a BBQ at my own house...
Hehe,cant wait~~~ >.<

To be continue after the BBQ countdown party...

How to end 2010 ?

2010-12-13T20:39:00.000-08:00

End of 2010...
I got a lot of plans in my mind,
but none of these plans are working fine.

to simply summarize my year 2010...
simple but not easy...
I have been doing the same routine for the whole year...
Felt bored...
Felt lifeless...

I wish 2011 is different in someways.

To be cont...

...zzZ

2010-12-03T17:33:00.000-08:00

almost 1 month never come up here to post a thing.
Truth is I have nothing to post.
Most of my friends are busy with exams...
Well I'm busy in sport. (^.^)v
The only think I care for now.

Soon form6 STPM will gona end,
Last week of December and the First week of January is holiday,
we planned to go somewhere but duno where,
The bad news is that I will probably not free in that whole holiday week,
because of work...
but I sure wun choose to work on holiday right...

Anyway, plans is still in process,
I have no idea where to go since we cannot go far,
Well,
I just see wat I can do about that.

For my personal updates,,,
Days are still the same,
made many new friends at college,
assignments are coming up, excited O.o
Money is coming in O.o (and also going out =.=)
Felt more lifely, not lifeless.

Time to move on ~ ~

Signing out...
4 Dec 2010...

~End of Report~

19了

2010-11-06T22:06:00.000-07:00

19岁了。时间过得真快啊。
虽然早一天庆祝但是算了吧。都一样。

昨天一大班人跑到sunway吃火锅。
还要是不知情的去吃。
就是应为火锅，现在喉咙痛+伤风+好像要发烧那样。
整个人很不舒服。
生日前一天这样子。唉~

吃到一半，应该是还没开始就下雨了。
可怜的是还要搬到3楼去吃。
搬到3楼还要等开座。
这样子就搞了半个小时。

我还是第一次去吃火锅，拿一次食物就没有拿过了。
都不知道是饱还是不饱。
没想到吃tomyam会弄到我喉咙痛 ==
下次不要也不敢了。

吃完了，第2圈。
回到mamak庆祝生日。。
我叻，其实很累了。
可能是开始觉得不舒服了吧。
坐在那里很想睡觉咯==

等到他们说要切蛋糕时候才有回点精神。
好像每一次切蛋糕都是在不同的地方。
嘉欣那一次就在厕所。
CHoy的就还好在家，但是很安静很安静的庆祝。
这次就在我的车庆祝==
好像我车生日叻。哈哈

跟你们说过了，我不要surprise，不要玩蛋糕。
你们死都要玩。
我已经没有以前那么疯狂了，我的胆便小了。
不要玩奖刺激的东西plz。
你们要说什么都好，我不想要就不想要。

我从来生日没有许愿的。
拿手起来只是做个样罢了。很不好意思。
个人的看法，觉得没用。
许什么愿，到头来还是要靠自己去争取。
你们可能会说：“有许愿好过没有”之类的话。
可是到头来还是看自己。
怎样都好，我尽量配合你们。

礼物！
我很吓到。
不是说不好啦。不要误会。
我还以为你们会送我一些有用的东西tim。
怎样都好，谢咯！
很久没有收礼物了。

我的正日生日不知道怎样过。
好像没有东西做。
休息呱，现在就好像要发烧奖。唉~

谢谢你们咯！
过了一个不错的生日。

Holidays ON !

2010-10-12T03:55:00.001-07:00

I should have posted this since last Friday.. haha..4gt Xp

I am on Holiday now...
but every Wednesday I still will go to work in college,
better go and work and earn some pocket money rite...

Holiday is about i think 1 and a half month.
Ends by Mid of November, 3 days after my BoD. :)
I got damn a lot of time to rest and do stuffs...
Time to relax a bit...

I wonder if anyone is like me on holiday.. hmmm
I guess not... alone holiday~ing =.= haiz...

Recently bowling alot... haha
kinda addicted but not so into it, coz i still suck at it ==

Tats all for now,
I will post more in the coming days ;)

Exam starts tomorrow... :(

2010-09-25T23:07:00.000-07:00

My degree lvl1 sem1 exam starts tmr...
but i dun have the mood to study :(
thats is the bad news, the good news is, most of the contents I still remember.

As long I still remember, it should be fine...
Wish me luck in my exams...
it gona be 2 weeks time, sounds good to me coz it oni take 2 weeks to finish exam.
After that is my holidays ^^
Can rest after that...

talk about mooncake festival ( wat i like to call)
I din celebrate much of it...
that day i work until 9.30, reach home is already 10pm..
I din touch candles or lanterns...
hmmm...
not even the foods that prepared for the festival...
tis years festival is not that good, i din heard any firecrackers or maybe i missed the play time ? hmmm...
anyway, whether to celebrate or not, is not important...
I wonder if the people will still remember this festival 100 years later...

I got my salary for July..yeah ^^
RM200++ O.o
out of my expectation, i oni expect for RM160+
maybe I work too hard in July.haha
during my holidays i think i can earn much more since is holiday for me, i can spare 2 days to work at college, kill time.
Anyone wan me belanja ? XD

Everything is fine here,
Im still the same, no changes in mental, a bit change in physical...
Hope everything goes well...

Resident Evil : Afterlife

2010-09-18T09:41:00.000-07:00

This is one of the Must-Watch Movie in 2010.
I watched it last night and it was seriously NICE !!!

I duno why there are still people out there saying : The movie sux !
Probably they are not watching the movie correctly or they watch it for the first time?
Well, I say this movie is EPIC.
EPIC in terms of storyline.
The storyline is really nice.

There is one thing that I dont like in this movie,
the producers make Wesker so WEAK !!
WHY !!!
WHY WESKER IS SO WEAK !!??
WESKER is the best u know ??

What is that thing that come out of his mouth ???
Is not like LasPlagas or Uroboros... hmmm... not G-virus either...
New Virus or Parasite? hmmm
This I will find out myself...

Alice lost her powers !
hah, how good is that ?
She lost her power but she is still damn powerful and full of agility.
No difference...

Chris Redfield !
You are so damn skinny... build some muscles !!

Claire Redfield ain't cute too...
The animation 1 looks better and cuter...

Jill Valentine !
You pop out at the end of the Movie,
we should expect you gona play apart in the next RE movie.

Leon S.Kennedy !
Where the fuk are you !!??
We are waiting for you to appear !!!

So in the end...
Did Wesker really get purged to death ??
I dont think so he will die that easy...
probably Wesker escape ? hmmm...

Where the hell did Jill come then...
They are at Los Angelas that time,
so maybe the LA Umbrella Corp Division ?
They dint explain the Red Device attached to their chest too...
Who send Jill ?
How Alice get back her powers ?
Did Wesker died ?
Whats that thing came out in Wesker's mouth ?
Will Ada Wong and Leon S.Kennedy come out in the next movie ?

All the questions will be answered when the next movie is out...
Last question...
What will be the next movie title ?
Resident Evil : (______) ?

Another Tearful Dream

2010-09-15T21:40:00.000-07:00

I have another tearsful dream again...
This time is not like the first time,
the first time was I cried because of someone,
but this time I cried because of some incident.

The incident was just about hurting someone and beating of some people,
it was like a dreams full of fighting and dying and crying...

I kinda remember wat happened but I duno izit really like that not.
It starts of me with some guy trying to steal "something".
This "something" is very important too many,
wat i know about this thing is like a big tank tube, inside there is something, i duno wats inside.
And I was like very protective of this item,
people starting to plan and to steal this item.
And I of course beat the crap out of everyone who steal it.
I also have some partners in protecting this, I cant remember who...

And somehow after I beat up all stealler,
I like have a flashback of memories that make me cry so hard...
The memories of being I couldnt save someone and that someone is long gone...
Weird huh, I din save anyone before, why my mind have this idea? hmm

This dream keeps on repeat and repeat,
each time with a different situation but same story...
I cried for a few times in my dream,
and when I woke up, I can feel my eyes are wet.

Wat piece of memories form up and became this dream is something i duno about.
but it seems like it happened before or izit random thoughts?

Wat a dream ~ ~ ~

A'Famosa Resort !!! WaterWorld !!!

2010-09-11T06:00:00.001-07:00

Came back from a nice vacation !!!
Woooo~~~!!

Yesterday went A'Famosa Water World.
First time going there and it was exciting ^^
Damn a lot of people lorh, even the counter person need to come out and sell tickets...
Anyway, me and my family and my cousins all together 17 people went in Water World.
RM40 per person, wooshh, expensive, peak season now... hmm

After we change into the correct outfit and off we go to have fun.
The first thing we search for is the slides of course,
the first slide is something like the one in DesaWaterPark, i forgot wat it call,
we sat in a big float and then grab onto the handles, smth like this,
very fun and scary...
I almost fell out the slide coz the momentum too high already...
Also this is the first time I ride it with my mum, she enjoyed, NICE !!

After that we went for the BEST SLIDE IN THE PARK.
THE HIGH SPEED SLIDE !
only 3 people dare to play it...
Me, my cousin brother and my cousin's BF " duno how to say" == paiseh

We climb to the top of the tower and we choose the slide for like 2 mins...
it is a high tower and the slide is very cool,
there are 2 slides, 1 is a bit scary and another is not that scary...
Anyway, we took one of it and slide down,
althought the feeling is not like riding a roller coaster but it was still very fun.

The last slide we played was the BODY SLIDE,
We all went up and slide down twice because there are 2 different tubes to choose for...
it was not that scary thou just the water rushing into ur nose and make it pain thats all...

There are actually 4 slides but the only thing that is we did not have the float...
We din rent float so we missed one.... :(
too bad...

It was a nice day with nice weather, no sun of course.
Next time bring my frds there..hehe

That night We spent the night at a bungalow...
RM900 per night, coz holiday price ==

That night we played the game called "Killer and Police"
using cards...
Very unlucky I din get the chance to be the killer ==
Jz got the chance to play Police, but Im the one always die 1st ==
Next time got a game can share we u guys...XD

One more thing, this week i kenot tahan steamboat already...
continuous 2 days steamboat...
Walao...
WAna vomit fishballs a..

the next morning we pack and leave the place...
Reach back home and I dont fell well, maybe becoz of the foods...
Need to rest...

next time bring u guys go ^^

Assignment Finish !!!

2010-09-08T07:41:00.000-07:00

YEAH !!!!
Finally assignment finish !!!
So relax now...
and summore holiday already.. wohooo..
This friday and sat going to Melaka with my cousins,
Its been a long time since the last trip...
Hope is enjoyful...

Assignment is finish but exams are coming.
well, i can get a nice rest now, and then oni deal wif exams...
Cant believe so fast I have finish Semester 1 in Degree LvL 1...
Phew.

Tats it for now... ^^V

Titleless 19

2010-09-04T02:29:00.000-07:00

Today is a great day !
just the saying is great but actually it isnt...

Today went for movie, Cats & Dogs 2 : Revenge of Kitty Galore
Oooo, excited... haha
Kinda funny that I will like this kinda movie, lol...
one of the best things happened today.
So long never watch a movie after 3 weeks i guess.
Today finally stepped into the cinema again... yeah !!!

After the movie I went to buy a new mouse,
cause my bro's mouse broken and I duno how they broke it..

I went to buy a belt also but this is seriously a fucked up thing.

Picture this situation :

I : (I point at the belt and said this) Boleh cucuk lubang ke?

and then there was this Malay Women standing at the counter also, and i was talking to the worker(a malay women), i was asking tat.
Then these 2 women look at me and were like : Apa ? Cucuk lubang ?
And I was like : Did i say something wrong? but i was pointing at the belt.
SO maybe they mistaken my idea of "cucuk lubang"...

Then this MalayWomen said : Pergi counter bayar dulu baru boleh...
Then the Malayworker also : ya lah...
Showing those CIBAI face to me...

Fuck them la, like I wana really cucuk their lubang,
WHO THE HELL WANA CUCUK UR LUBANG?
FUCKING DISGUSTING AND DIRTY !

That time I really bo song ady,
I was going to scold her and ask her boss to see me, make a complain.
But then fine, there are so many malays there and I dun wana make a Chaos thr.

I pay the belt and walk away, for the last time.

U malays really need to think straight,
people are doing business and U thinking so dirty,
No wonder Malays are Retarded, coz their mindset is already wrong from the beginning.
No wonder Malaysia are downgrading, becoz of U brainless people...
Even the some Malays dun wana help ur own kind becoz they know Malays are stupid.

I have this one sentence to tell U malays :
If u wan someone to respect you, First U must know how to respect others !
Not people respect U first then only U respect others !

God Dammit...

Degree LvL 1 : Sem 1 : I grouped with an idiot !

2010-09-04T02:18:00.001-07:00

Ya, like the title says...
FUCK YOU J**** , dun wan tell who is that but if u knw then fine.

Such an asshole u r,
puting blames like it is ur hobby,
U think U r good enough ? Well think again...
U born as a chinese and doesnt speak a word of chinese... FUCK U man!
All u knw is english and japanese...
U think U are cool with a laptop with japanese language ?... FUCK U
So retarded thinking U have thr huh...

After this assignment grouping I swear I will never be in ur group again.
U shitty bastard !!!

Puiii !

Mentor !!!

2010-08-25T07:37:00.000-07:00

Today I officially a Mentor for my Mentees !!!
Haha ?
I'm just not good at this... :(

Anyway, today the new recruitment joined the Team.
Congratz to them and Welcome !
There are so many people passed the interview, more than my batch.
A lot of girls also, goodnews since there is not enuf girl helper in the team.
A few people are from my class,but I did not talk much to them, but still its cool.

During the meeting, My supervisor called me...
I just felt weird, because I never wanted my Bosses talk about me, I just somehow never like it, but then supervisor called me today =.=
Duno wat to say =.=

Start from today onwards, I need to guide and train my mentees.
Sounds like I'm a senior. haha, but then actually im still a junior.. haha
Junior already got mentee..hehe
Our Technical Assistant Team assistant supervisor put a lots a lots of hope on to us.
I wish I can be very very committed but then we are just students working parttime, not like the staff that is fulltime, there is something we can do and kenot do.
Punctuallity no problem for me, for others i duno.

Anyway, just hope that everything goes smoothly and the team quality increase lo.

I started to like this TA team.. ^^

Boring days...

2010-08-22T06:50:00.000-07:00

These days are sure boring enough ~!
All people are busying ~~~ AGAIN !! and I duno they busy for wat !?

I wanted to say something to u guys !
To :
TarC-rian : U guys not finish assignment, exams and everything ady meh ?
Why still busy like hell ??
SS form 6 : u guys i know, exam is coming, this i can understand,
GoodLuck in ur STPM anyway.
Hopefully after that u guys can chill.
SEGI-an : U guys... never seems busy but anyway, kinda lost news from u guys.
Taylorian : Jess u always is busy... can understand thou...
Melaka KY : Dude !! When u will come back ??
UCSI Rou : Rare Case ! nvm..
Sunway Myra: Once in a blue moon u will come out with us, so nvm.

Anyhow, Apiit is the best !! Xp

I'm just saying eh...

I know u guys will think like
:"why the hell u asking ? I know U very "free"...
I'm not you lo, so "free", I need to exam and assignment lo..."

I think... hmmm... maybe u are right.
I'm too free !!
BUT i got assignments and exams too. stresss....
That why i need to chill out wif u guys since I have no one else to share with,
u guys are the best to talk with.

APIIT is already full of faggots,
facing them is like facing shyt !

I want to have some place and someone to talk and that are u guys.

Maybe I was informed and I did not take note of it,
that u guys are really busy of something.
Anyway, I just hope...
AGAIN hoping !
After the form6 students finish their STPM,
We will gather again.
Since our leader is in Form6, so we just wait for him.
This end of the year, december, better not hear u guys say no free or wateva,
although i have started my second semester by the time, i still will come out.

Our SotClub status is going down...
Too damn quiet !!!
Abnormal !!!
The wish we made at end of Form5 is not coming true.
The wish which says SotClub will be crowded.
Is the Club itself spliting apart ?
So leader's saying is true after all ?

better not...

3 Party in 3 days !!

2010-08-06T09:33:00.000-07:00

This week is very very SYOK !
3 days, 3 nights, 3 PARTY.

I gona be having chicken curry+rice for 3 days str8...

Just hope that I din get sick la.
Just came back from 1 of my frd's newly open restaurant.
Maybe sometimes I should ask my mum to go thr and eat.
GoodLuck to my frd lo...

Wish tmr, my cousin's birthday party is fun la...

Hehe
PARTY PARTY !!

无聊的最后一天假期日

2010-07-25T07:22:00.000-07:00

今天是我假期的最后一天了。
没想到那么快又过完了。
还过得很没有意义咯。
整个假期只是做了一样功课，还有4样还没有开始。咳~~~

现在真的无聊到来这里“泡”~~
外面下着雨，不然我早就出去打球了。
都怪那个天啦，好好地下什么雨 ==
说到到球，我最近又发现了一样东西
一大班人一起打球，90%都是为了练强自己，打比赛。
我呢就不是为了比赛，而是为了增高。
感觉有点好笑 =="
但是还是觉得算了，反正也是为了某某一样东西而练。

今天又梦到一个奇怪的梦了。
梦里是这样，
我和（不知道是家人还是朋友）一起去度假。
好像是去云顶。
但是那个地方不想是云顶喔，为什么叻，等下你就会知道。
梦是这样开始，
我和（~）去到一间屋子，应该就是hotel啦，但是是一间独立式的。
进到去，（读者可以幻想下咯）
所有设备齐全，好像有人住的，
要什么，就有什么，不会觉得缺少东西。
进门，左边是一间房，直走就是客厅，
客厅右边就用两间房，最右边那一间就是普通的房间，左边的叻，就是整个屋子里最大的房间，
走进去那间房，左边就有厕所。
重点就在这个厕所，在我梦里，西北大的咯，可以说是整个屋子的50%
为什么50% 叻，
厕所进去首先就是普通的东西，洗手盆啦，浴缸啦，
过后，开另一个门我就看到一个小型的，水池之类的，不是普通的哦，是设计到美美的咯，
看了就傻眼。。。
过后，在水池对面，有那种好像用塑料做的扇门之类的，打开就有，
一个小空地，但是地上是用木做的，但是木是用来隔开在下面的，也是之类水池的。（想象到吗？）
（就好像下面是水，我用木块来隔开，然后可以走在水上）
这里不是不美哦，也是设计的很美的。
在直走就会有往下走几步，就会到一个更夸张的，
这里也是在屋子的最后了，
这里就可以看到外景了，可是这个外景，我看了就奇怪~~~~~
（刚刚说到云顶，为什么不想云顶，就是这个原因）
看出去，不是看到山和云，而是看到一条大河和对面岸的屋子（应该是同样的屋子）
然后这里夸张是因为这里只有用麻绳绑住的，之类摇篮浆的东东，看下去，就是河了。
（就是好像摇篮绑在河上）
我各人觉得夸张咯。。。
过后，从水池那边，就有另外一个是通去客厅的路，水池左边叻，就是厨房啦。

不知道可以post照片来这吗，如果可以的话我会post上来那个design。

梦就是这样，然后叻
接下来就是part2奇怪的梦。

我去找家人/朋友他们，
整体我忘了是什么，可是我只知道这个，
我的弟弟就好像是在跟我斗嘴，
然后就在这个时候，有一个女的，我看不清楚样子，
就跑过来，来我的手，就说：“不要和弟吵了”，然后我也奇怪了。
这个女的，我很肯定不是我妈，也不是我亲戚之类的。
我可以肯定的是她是我的朋友的样子。
但是她在梦里的感觉就像妹妹一样。
过后，那女的就跑了，然后我听到有人叫我去找我妹回来，
所以肯定那是妹妹，然后还听到那个女生的名，我现在忘了叫什么，我就记得这个字，
唯一一个对我最深刻的字。。。["_"]
（我不会在这里说,要知道，可以猜，不然就来问我咯）^^

接下来的就没什么奇怪了。

说了这样多，到后来也就只是梦而已。
我发觉我的梦幻力量也蛮强的叻，
最近也很喜欢梦到很夸张的东西，
例如求生的啦，追杀啦，迷宫啦，很多。。。
全部都是很complex的，复杂的。。。
好还是坏叻？

我就希望可以有更多新的idea，给梦的idea。
今天在看我可以梦到好的，刺激的。

19 = 9 ???

2010-07-17T08:36:00.000-07:00

Is 19 years old still same as 9 years old ???
Haizz.....

Being treated like a 9 year old isnt something good.
Not about me acting like 9yr old, but outing like a 9yr old.
Must back before 11pm...

My mum said only after u pass 21yr old, then only I will dun care about ur outing time.
But seriously 18-21... got difference?
Is something like 18-21, where u go change ur new IC.
Change when 18 and change when 21 got difference?

I duno why they dun understand,
Dangerous outside, same reason again and again...
U know wat? There is no where is safe in this world.
But they just ignore, ( u think is facebook meh, ignore ignore == )

Fine, better than the others still...
Sometimes I still act like I dun look like a 19 yr old ppl...

So i decide to do something that will make me look like a 19yr old...
Dye my hair,(not smoking)
Talk like a 19yr old ppl,
seriously act like 19yr,
and most importantly,
Get a girlfriend for myself...

I guess is time for me to seek for a relationship already,
since waiting isnt gona do me any good, so just get along with it.
single for too long isnt a good thing too.

next week is my semester break, but still I need to go college for parttime job.
Sounds boring rite?? semester break still need go college,
but be a Technical Assistant as a parttime job, things is going to be different.
Got friends to talk with,better than staying at home.
Wish nothing bad happen during work time this week.

Life is still the same,
but now starting to get a bit more busier than before...
going to start my assignment days...
still need to do it rite...

Just notice about this, Is already Mid of July !!!
Time pass so fast...
last time i pass my days looking at "weeks"...
Now is looking at "months"...

August is going to be a month full of submission of assignment and presentation...
September is Exam month... until October...
November Holiday but still need to go college for part time...maybe not...
holiday until january, then college reopen...

So boring...
nothing to cheer me up :(

Same days,
Same activities,
Same faces,
Same places,
Anything that is going to be different ??

Boring life of 19...

Holiday and Assignments

2010-07-11T06:15:00.000-07:00

Time to blog liao...after this maybe not free ad...
1 more week of study and I will enjoy a week of rest.
but this rest aint rest at all, I still need to do my assigments.

5 assignments in a row, how tiring...
This week gona finish my business management assignment...

Owhhh.... suddenly wana start work on assignments again is very hard...lazy lar...
Haizz....

Besides assignment, I still have my TA part time job...
kinda fun but need time also....

A few more days I will get my 2 months salary, looking forward about it ^^

Anyway, I need to force myself to finish the management assignment by this week.
And finish 2 programming assignment in the holidays...

Wish me luck and not lazy Xp

PD 两天一夜游

2010-06-20T06:05:00.000-07:00

SotClub的旅游真的越来越好玩。
这次去PortDickson可以说是很成功。

6月19日，嘉欣的生日，大家在PD庆祝。
早上11点就出发了，大约一点到达吧。
我们住在GloryResort。
CheckIn了我们就到附近的店走走。
买了些东东，欣还浪费了点钱买到贵的东西。哈哈。
PD真的也没什么好走街的，一路上都没有看到大的百货公司。
走完了我们就去吃冰，天气很热，当然要吃冰咯。
吃完了，我们就回旅店休息，准备去附近的海边走走。

旅店那里的海边真的是有够肮脏的咯。
一嗒嗒黑黑的，油油的，根本就不是人去的。
我们走到很远，才看到稍微干净点的海边。
走了下海边，我们就回去，准备去更干净的海边。

我们去到了SunShine Bay的海边，
哪里真的有够美的咯，
水也很干净，简直是可以看到底的。
这次子康又拿完风头咯。
全部男生都露点了 T_T
没关系吧，去到海边当然要露的咯。

我们从天亮玩到天暗，才肯起来。
过后我们就在哪里海边BBQ咯。
这次BBQ真的有够乱，没有桌子的。。。 ==“
真的很麻烦，但是也好，下次如果再有去海边BBQ，
我们就知道要带什么了。
BBQ我也没吃多，就有吃就算了。

BBQ完了，我们就去抓螃蟹。
很久没有这种感觉了，真的很爽。
晚上走在沙滩上，抓着电筒，寻找螃蟹。
很刺激，很好玩，不想回家。

我们抓到了几只，算很好了。
抓了我都不知道几久，就很久啦。
然后我们就收拾回旅店了。

当然没有就这样玩完了对吧。。。
我们赶着回去庆祝，吹生日蛋糕啦。
我们还决定要嘉欣在厕所吹蛋糕。哈哈。
还有video叻。去FB就有得看咯。
我们也买了一个书包给欣，希望你会喜欢咯 ^^

庆祝之后，我们就休息咯。
我叻，就不想这样就叫作是一天啦。
我就拉了他们又去海边抓螃蟹。哈哈
半夜一点去回sunshinebay抓螃蟹。
这样一去又用了一个小时多，当然也抓到了多几只。
两点多就回旅店了，休息，冲凉。
我呢就四点多五点才睡。

真的觉得，时间不够。
6月19日2010年，这样就过完了。
很开心，也很期待明天的事。

6月20日，PD trip最后一天的旅程了。
大家都睡得很熟，我也不例外。哈哈。
今天，我们又跑去沙滩玩，因为没有东西可以做了。
玩到很爽啊，很不想回哦。
但是，每件事情，有开始就有结束。
结束之前，我们还去了一间”第一次去，也是最后一次去“的肉骨茶店。
我们帮会第一次去吃叫菜的，竟然那么难看，桌子还翻了。
不是我们去翻桌，是桌子自己翻了。haizzzzz

我们吃完过后，就回家了。
虽然是很舍不得，但是还是要回咯。
期待下一次咯。
2010年，年尾我们将会再一次去很好玩的地方。

依依不舍，舍不得-

FULL of STUFF !!!

2010-06-14T08:47:00.000-07:00

Too many things suddenly come rushing into my life.
Recently just joined the ScoreA program where is something like AMway, sell product and recruit member.
And for the TA team, I have been reconsidered and selected to become a TA.
2 part time job for me now...

Sounds like busy ==
Bad part of it is that I need to throw some of my time for these 2 things...
Good part is that I can earn some money for my own...

Well, is it good or bad?

When things haven came in, my days was just wakeup, go college, come back go basketball, then sleep.
Weekends go hanggai, yamcha.

Now after these 2 things come in...
Weekdays, college time, when I have break, I need to go for duty, which sounds kinda good because the break is 3hours and I duno how to kill time, so bo big deal.
BUT sometimes need to work from 8am - 9pm... how tired ==

Weekends, for the scoreA, people always make appointment on weekends, so maybe will use up some time for that..

Haiz...
Busy -- but worth it i guess...

First week in Degree lvl1

2010-06-04T00:16:00.000-07:00

First week, damn boring...
Everyday got almost 3 hours of breaktime...
Oh My God...!!!

Duno wat to do la,
duno how the scheduler put the timetable 1.
Brainless admins.

The subject lecturers are funny and I guess it will be fun when in class bah.
I meet some new frds, some are already met but never talk to each other b4. XD
Anyway, overall is still okay, nothing special.
Just fedup with the timetable and everyday gona go back between 5-6pm.

I wish I have a nice and powerful laptop,
so that I can play my games using that "powerful" laptop in college to kill time.
but now that stupid shytty laptop of mine is only powerful enuf to watch movie.
Ishh...

Damn boring la, 3 hours lagi...
Haizzzz...

Degree LvL 1 !!!

2010-05-30T00:09:00.000-07:00

Tomorrow first day of my degree level.
Duno should be Happy about it or Sad about it... Hmmmm :( / :) ?

Anyway, timetable kinda shit...

Monday - Thursday : Morning until Evening... Haizzz
( badnews, evening cant play basketball ad... )
Friday : no class !!!
( Goodnews !!! coz friday can go a lot of place, can singK also...
plus friday,sat,sun... 3 days str8 rest day...)

So i think got gudnews and badnews bah...

Wish me luck then...
And hope i can find some "true known frd"...

Meteor !!! haha~~

2010-05-23T09:28:00.000-07:00

This meaningful even if is a short one

I saw a METEOR tonight !!!
Saw it with my real eye !!!
It was so close and so beautiful.
Although it is only a few seconds, even milli-seconds.
but it is very very very memorable and meaningful...

BUT i regret to make a wish...AIks >.<

That time I was playing basketball with my frd and it suddenly comes out of nowhere.
So too late to make a wish...

Guess i just make a wish now ^^

I wish _______________ !!!

Wish My dreams come true ^^

I only have one AIM for now.....

2010-05-22T06:57:00.001-07:00

As the title said.
I only have one aim now,
and the aim is to study and grow taller.

GROW TALLER O.o
Wahahaha...

not tall enuf... so bad :(
everyday go basketball,
i knw i grew taller a bit ad compared to form5 tat time.
Happy ^^

but i still short... :(

so so bad... aiks...

Gona gambateh !!!

PS: I combine both aim into one. XD

I cried... in my dream?

2010-05-20T07:14:00.000-07:00

这么久以来，这次是第２次了。
没想到会梦到自己在梦里哭得那么掺。
而且还是为了同样的东西而哭，只是不同的梦境。
这个梦到底要告诉我什么？
到底是为什么我会梦到这样的东西？

人说，梦里的东西就是我想要得到的，可是我没有咯。
没有要，那干嘛还会梦到叻？

更奇怪的是，我竟然会哭得那么掺，
在现实世界，我都没试过哭那么掺。

奇怪的事越来越多了。
Ｈａｉｚｚ　　-_-"

Turning Point

2010-05-15T21:58:00.000-07:00

A turning point in my life.
Is time for me to save as much money as I could.
Money is running low now.

14K for my degree course is a pain in the ass.

I need to sacrifice my SingK time, Outing time, Shopping time.
-: SingK maybe once a month.
-: Outing... after PD trip, i guess i cant waste any money for trips already.
-: Shopping... window shop is nothing, just kenot buy.

The only thing i kenot sacrifice is my yamcha session, it is the only thing that i still have a chance to hang out wif my best frds.

My income for my own is TA.
but things doesnt always comes out like I wanted to.
If I successfully get into TA, I can have my own salary to use, then maybe I can spare some of it for singK or wateva.

BUT if I din get into the Team,
either I wait for another recruitment or I find another job in college or find a part time job outside.

Anyone who is reading this, can intro me some parttime jobs?

I hope everything goes fine.
God Bless !

College Reopen !!!

2010-05-11T01:46:00.000-07:00

College gona start next week.
Hmmm, but haven register yet...
Damn the college la...
out result so slow.
haizzz.....

College reopen, but my TA still same.
TA a TA, so damn boring with U ad.
although I can earn some money, but seriously the teammates are so shyt.
TA more like technical asshole.
Ishh...

Hope this degree lvl I can meet more new frds lo.

DEGREE I gona screw u !!!

I'm selected for Probation Period ~~~??

2010-05-04T06:37:00.000-07:00

WTH... !!
I'm selected for the probation period... ?
Cant believe...
but I did selected...

Gosh...
Another harsh month...
Macam sudah dapat license L tapi ade license P lagi...

Well, not a badnews too..
at least this time I have claims !!!
Yeaiiieeee..... !!! o^^o

RM5 per hour...
sounds great isnt it?
hmmmm...
but maximum claims is only 30 hours..
so 30x5=RM150

O_o
150 only...

1 day work 6hours.
1 day pay RM3 for parking fee.
6hours a day means I have to work 5days to reach 30hours.
5 days I need to pay RM3 parking fee, 5x3=RM15
Maximum claims RM150
Final claims = RM150 - RM15 = RM135

RM135 in the end...
Haven minus the petrols...
So few lo...
Haiz...

Today duty for the 1st day in probation period...
but someone already duty for 30hours ++
O.O
Pro shyt...
Macam mau Lanci saja..

Unfortunately, the TA team speaks of HARDWORKING but not SMARTWORKING.
Wat a waste...

Should I hope I pass this probation period ??
Anyone can tell me?

I Dream a Dream or Reality ?

2010-05-02T01:01:00.000-07:00

My favo topic.
Wat is a dream?
Where did it came from?
Why will I dream?

Questions without solid answers.
Questions with many answers.
Questions that lead to another Questions and to another.

Wat is a dream?
Is it came from the deepest thoughts?
or
Is it came from wat u were thinking before u really fell asleep?

Where did it came from?
From my inner soul?
or
From the influence of the outside world?

Why will I dream?
Is it that is wat I want to see and believe?
or
Is it just some random thoughts in my mind?

Should I believe in dreams?
Should I believe that dreams are things that I wish it would happened?
Should I believe that dreams are predictions?
Is dream like somekind of 6th sence stuff?

All these questions I have no real answer for it.
but i jz nd to answer one question...

"Should I believe that dreams will come true?"
~
~
~
In the Day May 2nd.
I dreamed a dream.
A dream that is very very weird for me.
A dream that is so clear that when I awake, I still can remember every details.
A dream that I do not know if I should believe in.
A dream that I felt so real.

And for so long, why must it appear right now.
is it becoz that is wat my heart want me do to now?
what should i do?

The Day of May 1st + how days gonabe in May

2010-05-02T00:22:00.000-07:00

For so long we members of SOT didnt come out and gather.
Thx to everyone who participated, we made it happened.
We went Putrajaya Wetland and Ampang LookOutPoint [agn].
We have 2 different outing for the day. Morning session go Wetland and night session go LookOutPoint.
A lots of ppl gathered tgt. Me,You2,Yuen,Hong,Choy,CheeFang,ChenWah,YuZai,Bernard,YikLim,Ergao,JiaXin,Karyee,SemNee,YiJune,Jessie,Yien.

8.30am in the morning we departure and 9am +- we reach the wetland.
First time for me to cycle in those parks. Haha
I 4gt when is the last time I cycle already, kinda long...
We cycled for almost 2hours, everyone were exhausted, but it was fun.
Me and Yuen be the cameraperson.
Hong had all the shootings... Ish...
Anyway, the point is everyone enjoyed.
Hope for the next time?
I think we do hope for it. ;)

After the wetlands, we went to Aman Damai[if nt mistaken], we had our lunch thr.
i thought we gona have Ice 1st ? why go eat PanMee ler... Damn hot lo tat day.
Hmmmm... Luckily PanMee thr got aircone, if not we can sweat to death.

After lunch, some of them went home to rest, some go to hong's hse to rest.
I personally wun go home for sure... XD
Went hong thr and I slept for 2 hours if nt mistaken...
Slept in Sweat for 2 hours...
Hong had 3 fans in his room but still I feel very very hot...
not a nice weather to sleep...
but wat to do, at night need energy lagi...
hmmmm...

4 something, hong suggest to go find ABC to eat.
We went to a nearby shop and have ABC,
We were in Heaven...
Hot weather + ABC = HEAVEN XD

After that, we all get rdy and head to Yien's house to gather for the next round.
LookOutPoint round ^^

We gathered at Yien's hse for half and hour...

yien really became one of the organiser in this event lo...
Must thx to her.
she created a excel money record for us...
I was like OMG, "do we need tat?"
anyway, still need to thx to her.
Me,Yien,Hong,Ergao settle the money and in the meantime wait for Jessie to arrive.
Ergao u dumb !!!
Ask him to tell jess about the gather place and time, but instead of calling, he sms-ed ...
Haiz....
next time should ask him to use CALLING if he gona be the organiser.

7smth we wait jess at jusco and tgt we off to LookOutPoint.

Thx GOD !!!!
We have a very nice place to sit this time.
everyone was chatting...
At some moment I felt so relaxing...
and I hope that moment can hold longer for another few hours.
We ate and chatted...
until the most exciting moment...
Time to cut the cake.. woooo...

They chosed a normal looking Jelly Cake !!!
but well, since ergao and yien incharge,i cant say much about it.
Anyway, still that is a nice jellycake...
Even the staff wanted to take picture of the cake.. hoho...

i think that day our table is the noisiest one.
everybody was staring at us...
hmmm...
felt weird =.=

The cake finish quite fast compared to the last time we celebrated at LOP.
Maybe the cake to delicious ad.haha

That time I had a stomachache...
Aiks...
Wrong Timing...
haiz...

after we finish the cake,
Yien and ergao gave the presents to You2 and CheeFang.
[ 4gt about cheefang tim... lol]

You2 got PATRICK.
CheeFang got a nice Wallet.

You2 > next time I want one bigger PATRICK... XD
Jz kidding... XD

The next round, we went for a movie, IRONMAN 2...
Nice movie but i want to watch IPMAN 2 ler...
Hmmm...
Next time oni can watch... cnt wait...

AFter the movie and we all went home with joy.

wat a day, tiring but joyful...

Something to plus in...
Stupid LOP Gasoline ate RM10++ from us...
Shyt...
When the time u guys settle the bill.
I was at the parking lot waiting for u guys, no wonder u guys settle for so long...
We paid an extra RM10 to them...
Haiz...
Next time we should be careful when reading the bill lo...
Wasted ... =.=

May 1st was awesome !!!

but the coming weeks are worst !!!
cant believe I entered to the Probation Period for the TA team.
good or bad?
I duno, in different aspects, different opinion.
Look at the salary, RM5/hour, is gud...
but looking at the time for me to work, makes my day look busier. gud?
hmm...

next tuesday and wednesday gona go and work for 6hours...
luckily this time I can request my own duty time, at least some freedom for myself.
sounds tiring but i needed money...
wat to do?
a chance to earn money...
I guess I should appreaciate it,
but still I'm in the probation Period,
no errors should be made in this period, but I know too little things in the team...
how to succeed ?
haiz...
TA seniors din even guide me in the training period.
haiz...
actually I failed for the training period, just becoz I have good attitude, so they gave me a second chance.
so hard...
try my best lo...

Almost~~~

2010-04-18T21:39:00.001-07:00

Just a few more weeks and I get to change my hairstyle...
also means the start of changing my insides and outsides.

Sometimes felt like there needs a change to have something new.
True?
A few weeks later then I will know.
Hope I get wat I wan...

The New Era is coming~~~
Destiny Awaits~~~

Tired~~~

2010-04-02T05:12:00.000-07:00

Continuous duty these passed 3 days, tmr still got class 1pm to 6pm... haiz...
my time not enuf ad + tired + sleep less + eat less + no time go singk T_T....

Faster pass this TA exam then when become a TA i can plan my own time ad...
Waiting ~~~~

Technical Assistant Training during the holidays....

2010-03-30T09:55:00.000-07:00

As the titles said....
Others are on holiday but Im having training....
Haiz...

Although it will be very useful in the future but now is more like hell...

31st March, tmr gona work from morning till night, and then continue this straight for 3 days...
ZOMG.....
suffer la...

haiz....

But fine... cnt say no also...

Graduated !!!

2010-03-26T08:42:00.000-07:00

Today last day of exam !!!
Woohoooo...
And Im graduated from foundation...
Yes...
Cant believe it is already a year in my college life...

1 month free for me to go for the training...
Others are on holiday but i gona go for training...
AIks..
Anyway, if i got selected as a true TA... then Im in heaven...
1hour RM5... pretty much for a college student rite...
Not bad...

Hope I get to pass this training lo...

Hehe

Gohtong Jaya Crazy Trip !!! 140310

2010-03-16T23:38:00.000-07:00

A new day for a new trip.
We have Bfast at home and is steamboat again....lol
Coz last night's steamboat we have leftovers, so ^^

After Bfast, i thought i can rest awhile and maybe go to the arcade to kill some time and went back home, but others are not thinking like me...

YouYou said why dun we head up to the Temple and look around...

At the moment, my mouth drop to my feet...
Shocked !!!
Drive up to that place !!??
6ppl in a car !!??
Serious !!??
OMG !!??

Fine...
since im the driver and i dun wana ruin their feelings and moods.
And we decided to drive up to the temple.

Again we climb up the temple and luckily nothing happened.
THe road is quite tough but me with a year of driving experiences, it is fine XD
Anyway, we reach there and we started to look around and taking photos...
Only that time I realise i was almost near GENTINH ==, just a few more turns and I was fully at GENTING...
but for me , and Wira is not a powerful vehicle, I din thought of driving up sommore...

BUT WHY !!!???
Why I went the wrong way...

By the time we are going to go back, I went to wrong road and WTH it only lead to GENTING ==

THis is so damn crazy, but no choice...
I have to drive also...
So up we go and we were infront the Outdoor Theme Park Entrance...
THis is my so so first time driving up to GENTING ==
MY parents are going to kill me -.-

BUt i realise the road going up seriously isnt hard at all...
the hardest part is going down the hill...

THe road is no damn "i duno how to say"...
Im so scare that my Car BReak is gona be on fire...

After 15mins, we safely again reach home and we pack up the things and went home...

Phew~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Wat a trip eh...

I learn a lots of things in this trip...
EG : My WIRA betul betul WIRA... XD
How to drive up to GENTING and did not get lost...
Way to the temple...
How to drive down a hill without "fireburing" carbreaks ^^V

I think tats it...
End of the trip...

I hope there is going to be another trip like this...
Maybe next time We decide to go CameronHighlands ???
Haha... who knows?

but if true tat we go thr then I will gona need to be prepared. XD

Thats it...
End of the Trip~

Gohtong Jaya Crazy Trip !!! 130310

2010-03-16T23:12:00.001-07:00

March 13 - Hellofaday... very surprised.
This day our sotclub is going to gohtong jaya for a relaxing trip but it ends up crazily...wth =.=
Early in the morning damn youyou give me a big shock == .
To YouYou : why u wana say jessie is not going? wats the point?
I know wat is he trying to do but please la youyou, I know wat to do with my problem la... she is not going then she is not going also rite? aiks, wats the point doing it...
Anyway, I have made up my mind, since "U" told me to give up, and i think about it...and ya, sorta think through everything... I will put hope on u coz u r occupied, but still when there is chance, i will get hold of it... but for now, the present I gave to u, I hope u can keep it lo... if u r reading here, and u knw wat i mean and who i mean to, i can be a very gud frd and i also have the tendency to be more..okie??

Okay, back to business...

Early in the morning have Bfast with Hong,Ergao,Jessie and youYou...After that we headed off to our destination...

Blaaahhh, stupid intro....
cut that part....

5 ppl in a Wira...
That time i was damn nervous coz the first time in my life i am going to drive up to GENTING, although not GENTING but HALF of GENTING, but it is still challenging.
Eyes open very BIG, pay very full attention on the road coz 5 ppl's life in my hand =.= big burden XD

After Gombak tol then I was relief coz the road is earier after thr...
Just before the Tunnel we turn up the hill and start climbing...

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG....
Even Myvi can go faster than me =.= WTF!!!
5ppl in Wira and 4ppl in Myvi but Myvi can run faster =.=
Climb like a turtle, speed was 20-40KMH...
And i always look at my backmirror to see the cars behind me...
Wat they will think if I keep on moving at the kinda speed ==
but im still infront of them rite and then driving at the left lane so i guess im okay in tat speed. XD

After some times of climbing finally we reach GOhtong Jaya, and thankgod I made it up thr safely...
Actually it isnt that bad or that hard to drive up to gohtong...

After we settle our luggage, we went to the Strawberry Farm opposite the appartment, quite nice but small... well its no big deal...
after tat we rendevour with Kahyien and head back to the house.
Again settle the luggage and the Foods for steamboat...
We gona have steamboat that night ..hohohoho...

THen I bring them to the Arcade at the condominium.
We played around for awhile and everyone was feeling bored ad...
So we drive out to the shop and have a bite in one of the shops, and this is where the crazy part started ==

Since we have nothing to do, they decided(not me decided) to go up GENTING..
I was like OMG !!?? serious??
ANd i think ,quite true, nothing to do also, why dun we just go up and walk around.
SO off we go to the SKyway Station, bought the tickets and off we go in a gondola to GENTING...
i did not expect that day I will sit the cablecar to GENTING..seriously ==

Once we reach there, Fuuuuu, damn place so long never been thr ad...some changes made but the road are still familiar...
We walk around and we go to the MazeGarden to take picture, after that we went McD in the indoor's and unfortunately the sky start to rain ad....
Heavy rain and it is almost 7pm... so scare that we may have to overnight at GENTING ==

Luckily the rain stop fast too, quickly we went down the hill and went back home.

9pm we start our steamboat and we were singing and dancing all the way round.
CRazy !!!

And i think thats all for that day...

THe next day is more crazy than this day...

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2010-03-06T04:01:00.000-08:00

A few events happened this week.
I have done my Interview as a TA in my sch. Now waiting for the result to come out. Hope they hire me lo...

Today morning just had my moral quiz 1. I din even read a thing about it but 13/20 is still fine la... haha

early of march also means that my foundation is going to end, and final exams and test are coming. Owh, geting busier and busier... haiz..

One of the junior QM from SeriIndah just passed away becoz of accident. Wish he can rest in peace. And to all other people who rides motorcyles, please be more careful on the road, u got oni 1 life in this life. dun waste it. also to those who are driving including me.

tats it for this time...

Last day of CNY

2010-02-28T02:57:00.000-08:00

AFter 2 weeks, it finally comes to the end of this year's CNY.
Now it back to normal again, normal study day and working day.

Report of CNY :
~Gamble until I wana vomit, this year's CNY I gamble too much ad, but still, I still got win 50 ++..haha, better than lose rite.

~Drink gas drinks too much, now feel like my throat is not feeling well.haiz.
Even foods make my throat hurt.

~Probably same numbers of ANGPAO.

Conclude for CNY : Lucky year,but nearly sick. Quite boring also, no where to go, many of my frds not at home, cant go bainian. Overall, still okay lar.

This coming week I gona have interview. I recently just pass in a recruiment letter for becoming a Technical Assistant (TA),as a part time job la, hope i can sucuessfully join into the family bah. ^^

This coming week I need to pass up 2 assignment also, damn stupid la this semester. I dun have the mood to do assignment, too lazy for this semester, duno why == maybe because of CNY.

This semester worries me most, one of my assignment is not well done, jz normal normal, i scare i got fail for this semester T_T
Stupid Lecturer give assignment to do during CNY, whr got ppl do work during CNY de...stupid lecturer..puiii~~~~

End of March is my end of foundation, and I'm entering degree. IIiyyyaaaeeee......
But before entering degree, I probably have a month so holiday, because of the PTPTN thingy, Maybe oni lar.But that time, whether I can be a TA or not, I will know by that time, if is successful, then the 1 month holiday I got things to busy with ad, but if unsuccessful, then I guess I can just stay at home, busuk for 1 month. XD

hope everything goes well bah...

Chinese New Year !!!

2010-02-11T07:18:00.000-08:00

YEayyyyy, CNY is here... 2 more days and we gona have fun.
WEeeeeeeee...
A simple secret, I bought something for someone @@
haha...
Anyway, valentine is here also...
ALl the couples sure gona be busy.
Alone this year :( not good, but hope I can be together with the person I want on the next valentine, AND !! also for the rest of the 364days...
Hehe...

Happy Chinese New Year everyone !!! Woooo~~

Immoral Act Movie Trailer

2010-01-28T20:35:00.000-08:00

Just a very very short trailer. Since I'm making a video for the Moral Studies, so why not make a trailer? :)
Enjoy! and hope u guys waiting for the real movie. :)

Movie Editing is TOTAL FUN !!!

2010-01-25T06:49:00.001-08:00

Long time din blog liao...
Haha, very paiseh if someone was waiting for it.

Recently assignments is filling my timetable, and then also other stuff as well.
but assignments took most of the time.

One of the assignment, VIDEO making !!!
Yeahhhh, at last something that I like to do.

My moral studies need to have a short clip.
So yes,,,this is my chance....

I put all my afford in it, sure it is going to be like the Pros' work.

Heheheheh...

When it is done, I will post it here and facebook.

Although acting part is fun but editing part is still great too.

Hope u guys can look into it ^^

I dun wish to stay here too long, coz no special thing to say also.
For normal, my plans for my weeks is still the same, weekday study and weekends movie.

And 1 more thing, at last i can have my favo hairstyle.
HAHAHa... now still not that nice coz is the shorter version of the original version.
So at CNY i think will be long enough to suit me.
Hehehe, im really hoping into that...

Thats it...
end of report ^^

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2010-01-16T22:51:00.001-08:00

Quite some time I din come here to post already.
Since today i have "some" time, i guess i should come here and spit out some words.
Days kinda getting boring everyday, the pattern of my life is constant, which means for me "Not Looking Good"...haizz

post as report updates, the following are the events happened :
~ Know a new friend that study with me at APIIT, good news, more frds.
~ I bought a RM30 reload card with RM10, so nice...haha
~ Finally the first time I change tyres myself, doesnt seems hard but was sweatfull.
~ OHya, got something to help me pass my time faster, got BLEACH, tat anime i wanted to watched and now i can watch ad...yea~~~
~ This week almost fall sick, too much coke and dry stuff... CNY is near, need to take care body o.
~ Assigments increasing... Shyt~~
~ Watched a lot of movies this month... haha

Overall is like that... too many things happened but those are the one more interesting.

Wish CNY come faster, can have fun again...Wahahaha...

Ampang LookOutPoint birthday party !!!

2010-01-01T00:49:00.001-08:00

DEC31st went Ampang LookOutPoint to have my friends birthday party.
Wow that was seriously fun to dead.
So many people at that place all together waiting for 2010 Countdown and also some of them were like us gona celebrate someone's birthday.

Early 5 something I headed out to fetch them already, but everywhere were traffic jam.Well yesterday was last day of 2009, so i surely many people gona go and play and have fun. So 5 something went out, 7.30 only reach LookOutPoint. Took some time for us to find the road leading to destination too.

Once we reach there, we head off to find a suitable restaurant. 3 restaurant ( I thought was 4) Haven, Gasoline, Panaroma. Gasoline have thebest view of the whole KL view, but all the side seat were all full. SO is kinda sad. We went haven but that restaurant is seriously gona burn everyone's wallet...
We decided to choose Panaroma.
Since that restaurant is at the highest point, so it is still gona be beautiful thr.

We were too late to find for nice seats, oni side seat but the view was blocked by a lot of trees. Haiz...
But no choice, there is only one long table for 15 of us to fit in.
So me,KY,Yew,Rou,Yien waited for an hour for the others to come.
And we waited too long ==

Moving on~~~~~

Later on when they reached, we start to order and eat.
(5 of us (above) were damn damn damn hungry...)
while we eat, people celebrated their family and friend''s birthday, the whole restaurant was screeming and singing.

Seriously, I think our table was the noisiest one.
I think if yesterday,those people who went PANAROMA to countdown, they sure remember us.
Our table were the ones who were shouting and screeming all the time.
HAHA... felt like kids...hehe

We were the last to celebrate my frds birthday. So when we were cutting and playing with the cake, the countdown started.
AND YEAH EVERYONE KNEW A THING...

2010 IS HERE !! WOOOOOOO.....
HAPPY NEW YEAR !!!! ( but seriously, i din heard any other people shouting "HappyNewYear"other than us @@" )

Fireworks were everywhere,
first time to see to many fireworks simultaneously shoot up in the sky.
SO NICE !!!

After that we were playing with the cake.
HAha, it was fun but some of us got dirty-ed ...

After the countdown, we went for Second round.
We headed down to Serdang KTM, second round at the mamak stall.
Some of us went back already but we still have followers. HEHE
We chat until 3 something left Me,KY,Yew,Yien sitting at the stall, waiting for sunrise.

Just this morning....
Only 4 of us and we talked about everything. EDU to TRAVEL to NOWHERE.
I just felt nice to have a great chat this morning.
We chat until 7.30am (12hours after we reached LookOutPoint)
and we went for breakfast and after that we went back.

So damn tired now, and i just woke up and write this piece of thing out.

Anyway, I hope we have more events like yesterday's...
Hope to seeing more event coming in this NEW 2010.

HAPPY NEW YEAR !!!

Holiday is here !!!

2009-12-18T03:51:00.000-08:00

Just wana say my holidays started already.
Haha...
Can rest ad.
Waiting for gathering.
Hope I enjoy this holiday lo.

Lately nothing special happened.
I still the same, doing the same thing, having the same wishes.
Plus still blur about her.
Duno wat to do or Wat should I do.
and I'm still waiting for opportunity to come.
When it does, I will make good use of it.
Now i think i know wat to do to get that chance, thanks to my frds who give me advise.
All the best to us.

BUT still, this christmas I gona spend my time alone as a single.
Owhhh, how sad ><

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2009-12-11T19:48:00.001-08:00

Holiday is coming.
Time to relax a bit...
One more week of study and I'm free...
Luckily Yew plan something for this months events, so I have more time to do other things...
Hope Everyone can join us in the gathering this month lo.

That thing is still twisting my mind, make me going crazy... Haizzz..
Guess this matter wont gona stop for now, probably for a few months until I meet someone that can make me forgot about her.
A long run, well, when we wana archieve something, something must to be paid.
And I paid my time and energy and some money...
Is true that if u wana get something den u gona pay for it ??
I think so is true.

Lets hope for the best...
Everyone have a chance, although small chances but still there is a chance...
Same goes to everyone...
Do not giveup so soon...
Or you will regret that why you giveup...

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2009-12-07T06:50:00.000-08:00

Another boring week...
Time really pass slow for this semester.
Seems like a week is 10 days instead of 7 days.
Why is there nothing that can make my life go faster for now...
I seems to have lost my directions, or I should say lost my AIMS.

I'm currently aiming at a target that I will never strike bull'seye.
But why I'm still aiming when I know that is impossible ??
Is better for me to have an AIM than nothing...
Sometimes I feel like I'm wasting my time on things that will not make out.
But sometimes I feel that what I'm doing is not a waste of energy and time.
So again make me to choose which is the best to do.

Really tired of doing it but I know myself that I cant quit.
If I quit, all my secretly hardwork will all gone in a blink of an eye.
I'm not a person of paying for nothing...seriously...

What I'm talking about here is all about my current status.
Walking in a thick fog with no guidance.
I always hope that guidance will guide me walking out this thick fog,
but who will be my guide ?
Even thou someone guide me out, am I going to reach my destination smoothly ?

Everyday before I close my eyes, I will always think about it.
Should I or should I not ...
If I do this, will it be this...
If I not do this, will it be that...
Everyday thinking the same thing, but it is always the questions that pop out, not the answers.

So many years of friendship, almost 4 years...
It is still the same, even thou I left it aside for a year, but what I recover back is still the same.
What will she think about me ?
How will she think about me ?
or Do she think about me ?

I dont even know if she knows all my actions means...

That day in the shop, where she came across this question "Is he your BF".
That time I was in the changing room and she was outside the room.
At the instance when I heard that question, I stop everything that I'm doing and I listen to what her reaction is...
As i thought, the answer is normal friends.
As i thought always~~~~
but I was thinking, is she referring to me, or to Yew, coz yew is also beside her that time....
if she was referring to Yew, then i will feel a bit relief.
but if she was referring to me, then for sure I'm a little bit down...
I was truely beaten in the heart when she answered that...

For this long of friendship, why cant she feel something from me...
Everytime i do things secretly at her back to support her, but these things are always hidden, never bring forword to the light...

yesterday, she ask for help on the homework...
She sent me her assignment question but I forgot that I formatted my PC and I haven install my microsoft office back.
What to do ???
I open up my laptop, try to copy the whole microsoft file into my PC...
but it turned out fail, coz of the registry thing.
So i just copy wateva she sent to me to my laptop.
I was standing and sitting for almost an hour, just to help her out.
I will never give up of doing things for a girl...
althought it is stupid to do so but I still insist...
becoz I know someday,
SOMEDAY, maybe soon or maybe in a few years time, she will know my intention.
but things never always turn out like that...
I will still keep on what I do to her now even thou in return I get nothing...
but still I will feel down about it...

people says " If u love someone, you should let that someone to look for her happiness"... sounds true... but how about myself ??
I love her and I should sacrifies my happiness just to make her happy ??
Izit like that ???
Well, is kinda awful in my view.

I'm not a bad person with bad look or bad taste or bad attitude.
but We know people can change to archieve their goal.
So do I...
Im not that bad actually, Im probably 8marks in scale 10.
Am I not worth being together ???

For now on, I duno if she know that I like her and I'm trying to get to her.
Maybe yes, Maybe no...
But wateva the answer is...
I hope that you can give me a chance to prove to you.
This is the only thing that I want for...

Need to be busy !!!

2009-12-05T03:28:00.001-08:00

Need to be busy
Need to be busy
Need to be busy
I dont wana let my mind rest even for a second, if not I will get pissed off again...
Busy~Busy~Busy~~~~~

Not in the good mood recently...
Bad bad bad...

I want !!!

2009-11-30T00:04:00.000-08:00

I Cant stand it anymore !!!
I want a DATE, I cant stand being alone anymore...
This is not the life I want...
Even though I know finding a DATE is hard and need a lot of time...
but I can wait, as long as it pays off of wat i did...

Really hope I can get wat I want...
God Bless Me ...

Semester 3 !!!

2009-11-21T08:18:00.000-08:00

Finally finish exam liao...
Yessss...
Now waiting for next week's first semester 3 class to start.
Im kinda disspointed with the timetable coz i got 4 days + saturday class= 5 days of classes...
GodDamnIT !!!
In semester 3 I oni have 4 subjects to study, not like last 2 semesters got 5 subjects, so I expected 4 day classes per week, but end up like the same like last 2 semesters. Haizzzzz...
Anyway, wat I hope now is just that the classes are not boring but full of fun.
Hate a few classes in the last 2 semesters, duno why lecturers can be so serious all the time...

December is coming, U know wat?
I also means that holiday is near too.
2 weeks of holiday...
How i gona pass 14 days without being bored to death ???
Thinking of planning something but it seems like a bit hard, coz everyone was busying too.
Hhhmmmmm...

Holiday is on 19Dec so I just gona leave it here for now.

Talking about today, I went Jusco for 2012 for the 2nd time...
Hahaha~~~
Watch 2012 twice already...
Damn syok a, wun feel boring too, just feel that the time pass faster than the first time i watch.
I really like the effects they made in the movie, so damn farking real. Especially when the time YellowStone SuperVolcanoe Erupted that time, so damn real...
Seriously I damn nice movie to watch, 1 week plus showing on cinema, but the seats are always full...

Today bought a shirt too, thx to KahYien and her frd JingJing ( who I just knew her a day ago). Both of them help me look for a lot of shirts, this is also why I like girls to follow me becoz they can be my "eye"s for finding suitable shirt for me. Thanks A lot, probably next time I will ask u both to come out agn, coz I haven buy enough >.< ( I duno since when I like to buy shirts, for me last time, I wun bother about shirts, but now, no new shirt = no fun :( )

Today was a good day and Yeah, I enjoyed seriously...

And as for YEW, U ask me about my " Cat-Fish " thing, I know wat you mean, but something if u wish to accomplish, you need to have more time.
Thats wat i think now...
Probably next time I can sit down together with my "listener"s so that I can tell u guys about it.

I too wish to have her, but is just time, interest and relationship problem I'm having in us.

I regret once but I do not want to regret again, but things always can turn up the way u dun wish to...

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2009-11-17T07:15:00.000-08:00

I cant stand my connection anymore >.<
Advertisements ask people to "CUT, CUT, CUT", but limited usage...
"CUT WAT CUT ? ", cable connection is good...
Now I have both of this two combined together, cable go modem and router to PC...
but now wat I get ???
A fuking slow connection...
Fuking fedup now.....GGrrrrrr...
Everytime after rain sure the connection will be hell slow...
Even when I try to surf GOOGLE HOME PAGE, it take at least 5 sec to load...
OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGG.......
Google has the most simplest home page out of all search engine but It still take 5sec to load it...
WTF !!!!

Sienzzzzzz......
If I have my own house, I will definitely buy for a high speed connection.

Since I have very slow connection, it is best for me to blog coz I cant go YOUTUBING, FORUMING, or even GAMING...

I'll talk about last sunday.

Last sunday, I went for Jusco to watch 2012.
Wow, seriously, this movie is hotter than Transformer 2...
10am smth I reached thr and it was already full for the whole day.
Every showtime were fullpack.....
I was like, WTF, so people wana know how we die in the coming year 2012... Xp
but seriously, I was shocked.
But still , I'm deperate too to watch that movie, so me and my few frds end up inthe First Row...
OMG,,, first row also wana watch, too deperate >.<

A total showtime of 2hours and it worth it...
Those who haven watch it,
plzplzplz, go and watch.
You will never wana miss this movie...
Seriously you can feel that you are going to die in thr...
Graphic are so damn real!!!

This saturday gona go and watch the 2nd time.
Hehe...
Wish me luck of getting a nice seat =)

Oh ya,
I forgot, that day I have the most funniest McD meal...
Me and my frd reach Jusco 10smth, after buying ticket, we went got lunch.
And yes we went McD, waited half and hour becoz of the McValue Lunch set.
clock hit 12 and everyone were rushing towards the counter.
I order 5 sets of McValue set, LARGE ones.
After I sat down and look at my meal, smth is wrong.
I found out everything was in REGULAR size.
I pay for LARGE and I get REGULAR.
Wat to do?
Of course go counter get back my money lo...
But becoz that time is busy hour.
The manager just grab my resit and ask me to sit down and wait.
Wait for 5mins,
one of the waiter bring another 5 large FrenchFries for us...
I was like, HUH ,,, that guy say not refundable, so he repay us with food.
Another 5 LARGE frenchfries....
There is still more, awhile later, that guy bring another 5 LARGE COKE.
We were like stunned @@...
Everyone around us are looking at us, actually 5 of us including myself.
It took almost 1 hour and a half to finish everything, and still we have leftovers.
Everyone was stuffed with CALORIES...
Anyway, we get a double set without paying it, good ??? Maybe not ...
Wish to have another situation like this, haha....

I have 2 more days of exam ,,,
Not in the mood of studying also...
I really wana ask why my college doesnt have breaks after final exams...
APIIT seems like rushing, no breaks between semesters but inbetween semester, but not long enough.
u guys like TARC, TAYLOR, SUNWAY, INTI, SEGI, UCSI,probably will have longer holidays compared to mine.
SO gooooddddd....

I guess I will update my blog after my exam....
Wait until then for more adventure =)

2012

2009-11-13T08:37:00.001-08:00

So many people are talking and discussing about the movie 2012.

2012 seriously is really a must-watch movie.
In my opinion, 2012 isnt really that scary thou.
Predictions are mostly false for those things, all start from ZERO,

The Mayan first calculated doomsday far more earlier than we are now.
Their so call SUPER-Calender shows that 21 December 2012 is the end of the cycle of of something and thats why we have doomsday.
Sounds real when I first watch the video clips from youtube from historical channel, but ancient civilization can predict events that are gona happened that far ??

Mayans are the first,
second comes the chinese,
WE predicted Doomsday too ???
OMG.....
I found infos about it, said chinese calculated it using 5 coins....
Sounds lame...
Toss the coins and u will found out the future,
but that is not the real point,
the point is the DATE is the same 21 December 2012...

WOW...
Fishhyyy...
Coincedence ???
No idea....

I wana ask this, why doomsday gona be at 21 December 2012 ??
The date only have 3 types of digits...
0,1,and 2... 21-12-2012
Weird....
Anyway, 2012 is very near, a few years later only,
we will eventually find out when the year 2012 comes.

About the movie 2012,
They included a lot of SUPER DISASTER cases that will happen...
Example the Yellowstone National Park,
Infos says that Underneath the Park, thr is a super volcanoe, an eruption from that thing can blow up America...
@@
1 blow and AMERICA is byebye...
As for why,I wont gona explaine, but i know of course Xp...

And then the polar ice cape melts, causing a 7000meter high wave (rumours)...
7000 meter high, WTF... got so serious not ??
mayb i heard it wrong but we saw that from the movie trailer rite ??
A monk went up the hill hit the big bell, looking at the seawave rumbling down HIMALAYAS ( if not mistaken ), and HIMALAYAS is very high... sounds IMBA...

I really cant wait to watch that movie...
My frds wana watch,Yew they wana watch...
I think I will watch this movie twice at least...

PS: I hope we people predict it wrong. People please start recycling and help stop Global Warming if we wana keep on living... I still have bunch of stuff never try before >.<
Humans do not wish for a BURNING DEATH or FREEZING DEATH...

Final Exam Coming~~~~~ HaIzzzz

2009-11-12T05:06:00.000-08:00

Exam is just around the corner, and I'm always the same, not in the mood of studying..
What to do ???
I duno also...

Next week SPM gona start also,
My college final sem2 exam is next week also,
Coincedence...
Feel like having SPM back.
Haha...

But college is harder than SPM, in my opinion.
Coz fail 1 subject = 1/4 dead ...
and the 1/4 dead is more than enough to for resitting the whole module,and I dun wan tat...

Guess I will post or update my blog after the exam and tat is next week.

2012 is out, but exam is coming...
Should I go and watch or study ???
......*thinking*.......

NAHHHHHH, movie is better....
Hahahaha XD

Nov 7 & 8 BoD

2009-11-08T08:09:00.000-08:00

The most happiest day in 2009.
Friends celebrated my and Hong's Birthday.
Every year we celebrate together, very good rite?
Haha~~~

Nov 7
Hong's actual birthday.
That day early in the morning I went his house to have breakfast with him.
And after that went CC, coz long time din go have fun ad.
Plus nothing to do at home, so went out CC
Afternoon, me ,yew and hong together watching "where got ghost" at hong's house.
Coz gathering and party is at night so afternoon was quite boring.

At night...
haha~~~
fun is on the way...
4 cars going to UMAMI for steamboat.
First time so many people together go for a birthday party.
All together 23 people.
At first I was surprise that the organiser, Yew, get to invite so many people.
6pm we take off str8 to Umami, but we waited HonYuen to come and gather with me before going becoz they duno the way.
We waited for 10mins and they said they remember the way.
I duno wat the heck is tat ~~ ==

but anyway, 6pm wait until 6.10++ then str8 head to UMAMI, traffic was still okay by that time.
We reach UMAMI by 7pm.
And yes, we started to eat like crazy people.
Damn syok...

But a few of them fetched my HonYuen haven reach yet.
Why??
Becoz they forgot the way ==
Gosh, I thought they said they knew the way.
7pm drive around Bandar Sunway for an hour.
OMG~~~~~~~~~~

HonYuen is kinda sux at driving,
when I go and find them, most of them complain a lot.
Gosh~~~~~

but after that everything was perfectly fine.
We have a great steamboat and birthday party.

I got a few presents too.
And one of them is seriously surprise me.
A HAMSTER ..
OMG~~~~~~~

I thought I told u guys no animals as present wad....
Haizzzz.....
But since u bought it, I have to accept it, I just hope my mum wun kill it...@@

After the party,
Me,Yew,KY,KahYien and Hong went Midvalley for movie.
And tat Yew pick PHOBIA2...
OMG~~~
Seriously i hate to watch ghost movie in cinema and then summore midnight.
Gosh,,scary la....
Not my type....

After the movie ,everyone went home happily.
And yeah, Im very very very happy.

Thank U guys for celebrating my birthday and have a great night.
Memorablefull.....

I wish I have this kinda party every year.

PS: I will post up the photos of the hamster, and guess wat, We name it 猪麦. HAHA, in cantonese it sounds like chipmunks.

BoD coming~~~

2009-11-04T03:20:00.000-08:00

Birthday is coming~~~~
yeaaaaaa~~~~~~
Time to have fun again...
Yoooohuuuuuuuuuuuuuu....

Next week buffel week,
VERY NICE !!!!

Sunday is my birthday,
I can play until the next morning.
HAHA.....

I'm waiting...
But I cant wait...
=="

A feeling from the past

2009-10-31T03:41:00.000-07:00

Today I really enjoyed myself thru the day.
We went Jusco for Singing, Greenbox !
We have a lots of fun when singing, taking pictures, and the most important thing is, somehow I found back the feeling I have 5 years back.

It is really nice to think back wat I thought of 5 years before,
The first time I feel to like someone.
The ever first time.
But I did nothing to get wat i wanted to.

5 years back, I was a person that is not very sociable and it is becoz i somehow felt shy about it.
As time passes, I know I cannot keep on saying that I'm shy and so I cannot be a sociable person.
When I saw her, this feeling somehow poops up in no where, I wish to know her but becoz Im shy, I did not.
My shyness really keep me away from many things, I felt shy becoz I doesnt have something to admires people to view me as a nice person.

Back then 5 years ago, I was short and a bit "fat".
Becoz of that, I feel that : " nah, such face cant have much new friends ".
but after sometime, I never like the one I knew myself before.
Now Im of course better than before, or i can use the word "handsome" XD than before.
I think so myself.

back to the point,
becoz of shy, I knew her very late and she have already occupied.
It is the first time I wanted to have a relationship with a girl, and becoz of that, I duno wat to do, wat to say, or even wat to think about.

Everyday I just kinda look at her, and wish someday we can be together.
but that is before I knew her.

Thanks to my friends yew and KY,
I finally get to know her until now.
Best friends !!!
But I dun wan to be just friends...

As I know, I just broke up with someone, I settle down myself pretty fast coz I already expected it.
But after today, I really know that I cant be alone like this, I felt something is missing in my life, and now I know wat i missing of.
I cant stop thinking of her sometimes.
She can make me feel so nice and relaxing when we meet.
Even the problems I having can suddenly somehow washed away.

But unfortunately, she was occupied until today.
Such a nice girl, I do not expect that she was not in a relationship with some other boys.
She act as a very good friend infront of me, but I never ever ask her about her view in me.
For all these years, really, NEVER ....
As for why, I really duno, but i wish she can tell me.
She dint not sit infront of the computer all day long.
The only way if i wana ask her is thru phone or SMS.
but if I suddenly ask her such questions, will she finds out my doing?

Back in those years, everyone know that I have interest in her, Yew,Ky everyone knows that.
But all I did is sitting away from her and see her from a distance, sometimes I feels so sad, becoz I cant have her in me.
But sometimes, I saw her smile, well, tat isnt very bad thou...

NoW !!! she still having a relationship with another boy.
So wat can i do?
My friends once told me to wait,
Should I do that ???

How I know if she is interested in me ???
Does she know that I have a crush on her ???
Will she accept me if I ask for a relationship ???

I dun wana waste my time and miss the chance to be with her everytime, I must grab each oppurtunity...
But in the end, will I get wat i wan ??

I'm just a normal, not very handsome and not very good looking, but arent too bad.
Will a girl like her likes me ?
likes me ? likes me not ?

People who knew me 5years ago, will know who I have a crush on...

Boring + Boring = Too Boring...

2009-10-30T05:01:00.000-07:00

How come my life seems so boring now...
Gosh, macam nothing to do saja...
Everyday come back sure on computer first, then wait until 5pm then go basketball, after that come back computer again...

Sien looo....

Luckily tmr get to go out with my old gang of friends...
Tmr we are going to jusco, for wat ??
SINGK of course !!! haha....
But somehow after that I will still feel very sien...

If u person likes outdoor, sure U get a feeling like this, U went for an event, play and have fun thru the event, events like outing, travel, vacation, etc. After u came back sure u will feel very very boring and sien.

I always have this feeling, duno why...

Anyway, get to go out with them is better than sitting at home rite...
So wish I had a nice day tmr.
Although it is not that nice like old days but i will still enjoy myself.

- Boring - Boring = - Too Boring <<<< thats wat i wan ^^

Final Exam Coming !!!

2009-10-27T07:58:00.000-07:00

Final exam coming ad...
It also means that it is going to enter Sem3.
Feels like this semester pass faster than the previous 1.

Anyway, enter Sem3, GOOD NEWS.
Finally get to touch something related to Computing !
And the most important is and if it is not mistaken,
Sem3 only have 3 day classes in a week...
Yeaayyyyy~~~
More time to rest and go out.
Goooddd, tats wat i wish for...

But before that, I still have to finish my Sem3 Final Exam 1st.
Aiks, this time is nothing like the last time.
Subjects are kinda hard, but i think i can handle them.
Hope so I could...

2 more weeks and here comes my birthday.
Hehehehehe~~~~

Wat is gona be like when it comes,
hmmmmmmm,,,
a party? Mayb
Just hope that i have a nice birthday,
Not like Choy's 1,
Duno why that Choy so desperate with tat "girl".
If a girl doesnt likes u, just give up already, wateva u do does nothing good...
Mayb Choy cant see tat himself, he just banging onto the apple tree and wish it drops durians. ( LOLX, think tat out myself )

Choy is DEPERADO, too desperate...
He really needs to settle down his mind awhile and think thru...
Itu nerves sudah sumbat, perlu bersih dulu.

He gets nothing after wat he pay for, to make her happy, to get her attention,
but he gets nothing in return.

Some people (someone we knw very well) get the chance of being attractfull to girls, didnt appreciate when the girl ask for coupling.

One kenot get wateva he wan, but another one can have wateva he wan, but he refuse.

Face problem? LOL
thats wat people mostly say,
but seriously,

WAT MAKES A GIRL LIKE A BOY SO MUCH THAT THE GIRL DO WATEVA FOR HIM ???
WAT MAKES A BOY LIKE A GIRL SO MUCH THAT THE BOY WILL DO WATEVA SHE LIKE ???

I have my own experience and wat I can say is,
Well...
Its nothing like "a piece of cake" really, sometimes u will feel headache becoz of that.
An example for that :

BOY = Share buyer
GIRL = Company

A boy buy shares into a company, sure the boy wish for profit and big money @@, everytime he buy a number of shares, he risk of doing that, but usually, most people will think that it is worth doing it. BUT he will never know wat is happening in the company (girl).
If lucky, he get a big earned profit,
If unlucky, he lost everything, mayb not everything but sure he will lost something, and the company will not responsible to that.

See wat I mean??? (in case of misunderstanding)

It means a boy do so much things to a girl with a risk of losing everything he did just to make her happy and to carry out a relationship.
BUT the girl's thoughts are never like constant, changing all the time,
If the girl like wat the boy did, they will have a good relationship.
If the girl do not like wat the boy did, relationship is a waste.

Maybe I gave the wrong example but it is something like above that I wana tell...
If u have a relationship b4, u should understand that.

Something tat my friends told me today,
Girls can give a Million reasons for break up, and the reasons are always not logical, but still it works...
Boys will only give one reason for break up, that reason is always " I have another Girlfriend outside.", other than tat reason, it will not work except this one.

Weird ???
unbelievable ???

It's true U know ?
It is true.

Last words, : "Don't aim too high, or U will become SOHAI"

Titleless 13

2009-10-23T06:58:00.000-07:00

Today is Choy's birthday but I nearly forgot about that.
Today really damn busy, because of the ITA assignment,from morning do until noon,non-stop.
I thought I can return home 12pm-1pm, but because of my frds that is car pulling with me, well I have to wait for him also.
Wasted a few hours waiting for him.
Haizz...
Anyway, i finally pass up my ITA assignment a.k.a The Most Annoying assignment.
A big burden gone from my back...
Yeaaaa...
Now only remains 2 assignment to complete, 1 is presentation,another 1 is RMDS research essay.
Actually today can complete 2 assignment, ITA and Presentation, but because of that stupid CoS lecturer a.k.a Jeane a.k.a Friday Spoiler, she keep on delay the presentation, God Damn It !!!!
At the end of the Semester, in the subject appraisel, I gona throw all my words on her !!!

Another weekend, same weekend, no plans at all.
Gosh, now only I find out I did not plan stuff very long already.
Hmmm....
Everyone R busying something, no one willing to spend a few hours of their day for gathering, hmm....
Why do people can be that busy ???
Even an hour also kenot be spared...
Haiz...

KY !!, U R rite, I do really sacrifies a lot for a gathering, but in the end, I get nothing but FFKs'.
真的是“好人难当”啊。

Others keep saying busy for exams, assignments, but those things surely U have it planned and U R able to finish it before due date rite??
So a few hours "A DAY" wont cause U to procrastinate ur assignments.
Okay??? Got Wat I said???

Haiz, true friends hard to find.
One is better than None.

Woot, someone is reading this :O

Footnote : Procrastinate ~ To delay something.

PS : "Footnote" ~ I learn that from Microsoft Word. LOLX

Titleless 12

2009-10-20T10:58:00.000-07:00

This few days I seems like not feeling well.
I duno where the hell I'm not actually feeling well.

Now I feel like kinda empty inside me.
Everyday Procedures seems to be useless.
Found out after U left, my habits are still there,
everyday come back, 1st I sure on my com, MSN, check mailbox, facebook,ur blog,my blog, sotblog.
But now it is meaningless for me to do most of them, not get used to it.
But I still cant quit my habit, mayb it is inside me for damn hella long time ad.
Hard to quit...

Guess I just continue doing wat i gona do...

My day are never the same anymore, since the last gathering, we din talk much, we dun wish to talk much, and it is probably the last time I fetch you home.

I cant imagine wat I gona do these days, especially after I enter Sem3, 7 days a week, 3 days of college, 4 days of rest.
How I gona use all the time I have??

Everytime I feel alone, I think back the old times, I feel very empty inside me, is like gone forever and never come back. But memories do sometimes makes me feel better.
Seems like I haven get used to the way of life right now,I do really not comfortable with it but a fact is a fact, changes must be made, we may talk again someday, but whenever we talk, I wish I can talk more than silence.
Hope it goes that way...

Titleless 11

2009-10-18T08:22:00.000-07:00

End of the week, movie marathon finish too, but that is only for now.
Hehe~~~

Last few days watched 2 movies, Pandorum and CloudyWithAChanceOfMeatball.
Both movies are awesome !!!

Especially Pandorum, damn syok a, kena scared 1 time in the movie. LoLX
That story talks about a sickness due to long hyperspace sleep, and after awaking from hyper sleep, humans can mutate,something like that.
Anyway, Im not gona say much here, go watch for urself. ^^

Cloudy Meatball is more like a comedy animation movie, story is not bad,interesting, and of course funny too.

The coming week, I'm gona rush for movies too, a few movies that I can't wait anymore to watch.
2012 !!! The Storm Warrior !!! Alvin & The Chipmunks 2 !!! Ninja Assassin !!!

And some movies that I mayb will watch are Farcry !!! Poker King !!! Whiteout !!!

All together 7 movies...
So that means I need about RM80 to watch all.
Worth watching aaaa, no big deal la...XD

Besides Movie Marathon, I went SingK too...
Gosh, so long never sing ad, that day when I 1st sing my song, I was like "WTH, no air...".
Too long never singK ad, need some time to adapt.
Anyway, it still fun thou.

Stop here, just came back from Basketball, damn tired.
Rest !!!

Movie Marathon

2009-10-15T07:57:00.000-07:00

Pandorum is out !!!
This week gona be MovieCrazy ad.
Long time never have this feeling ad, seems like quite long never have movie marathon.

Tomorrow hope so I get to watch Pandorum, a nice movie...
Anyone need suggestion, Pandorum is the best movie to choose.

Recently kinda shaken up a bit, but I settled down.
Good~

Cont my things 1st, and tmr is movie time.. yeaaayyyy :)

"Expected" expected~~

2009-10-12T08:30:00.000-07:00

After a long journey, it finally comes to an end.
Should I use the word "finally", hmmmmm... Sounds like I expect that to happen, but anyway, things would mayb happen, or mayb not.

Anyway, since you ask for a break , then I have nothing more to say to u.

Wat I will say,I will just say it to myself.

Mayb I'm not good to be a good person for u.
Mayb I'm not able to Un u much enuf.
even Mayb I'm not ready for this kinda stuff.

I duno y u ask for break,but anyway, I'm not interested anymore,it means nothing to me now.
U R on ur own.
I know u will be happy without me along ur side.
U got a bunch of good frds over thr along wif u.
Probably a nice guy u wana get along, wish u luck den.

A T-junction, and u goes the opposite of the way i go.

U can be wateva U wanted to be.
I can be wateva I wanted to be.

End of the road.

F**king Friday

2009-10-09T01:45:00.000-07:00

Friday is the most F**king day in the week for me.
F**king fedup with Friday...
F**king fedup with CoS...
F**king fedup with Jeane !!!

After the final exam, I gona write a lot of stuff in the appraisal for CoS tutorial class.

Jeane is F**king stupid!! F**king F**k !!!
No other word can decribe her except FUCK !!!

Really wana FUCK U JEANE !!!
Some kind of Bitch being a lecturer.
How idiotic is this !!!

Every Friday morning, once come in the class, since then, the mouth never stop shooting "TORPEDO", not "BULLETS" anymore.
Wat Fucking lecturer teach us CoS,

CoS first lesson, when u present, u must use the first 5mins of the presentation to attract ur audience's interest and must not lose them.
That was wat she taught us in the first lesson.
OKay~~ nvm, we understood tat.
BUT !!!
Everytime she comes in,all of the audiences have already lose interest in her!!!
So wats the point she teaching "good presentation skill" but herself cant do it !!???
See how idiotic is this?

Today she ask us "Why u guys cant show any professionalism in ur work??? WHY????"
Com'On~~~ we are just students, wat professionalism u wan from us?
Professionalism in FUCKING??

Is like wat u knw?
Is like u r going to the chicken rice shop, and u order ChaoKuehTiao.
Sounds funny rite?
We are just students and her expectations are so far away...
Pee Brain......

Cant stand much longer in her class,
So many weeks of holding our anger...

Luckily next week Friday got holiday,Deepavalli.
YES!!! no class on Friday, A BIG BIG GOOD NEWS to all of us.

Screw Jeane la !!!
The worst lecturer or teacher I ever encountered before!!!

Still pain ><

2009-10-07T05:22:00.001-07:00

After the last time whr i hurted my leg when basketball-ing, I nvr went to the field anymore, coz I scare someone somehow hit my leg. I told myself not to go to the field, oni after I fully heal up.
now my leg still like cacat,every morning when I wake up,when i stretch,my leg sure will pain. Haiz, the skin doesnt show any bruises but innerside was damaged. Not oni the muscle damaged, also possible bone crack.

BUT today, I break the rule, I went basketball and Jogging.
I carefully play thru the game, it goes pretty well, no one hit my leg, that is good, but instead of hurting my leg, I hurt my finger as well.
IShhhhh...
After a game, I went to the pole to sit and rest, it is tat time, I totally 4gt about my leg injury, when the ball drops to me,instead of using my hand to block, I used my leg to block, "Right Leg"....
Damn sakit for awhile,also drop to the ground...
That time I know smth's wrong wif my leg, tats y i said possible bone crack.

Finger kena ball, now looks up a bit bengkak ad.
When I bent,it pains.
Aiks...

I guess I nd to stay away from sport awhile, gv sometime to heal back.

Leg dmg and finger dmg.
Haiz...

Titleless 10

2009-10-06T22:30:00.000-07:00

Another boring day, but i found myself smth to of course...
Today wake up early in the morning, went out to the field and jog.
Jogging~~~ Quite some time I din jog already,since last years Form5 PJK period.
Jog wif another 2 frds,jog for i think 10++mins, 7 rounds around the garden, really tiring...fuuuU~~

After jogging den play awhile basketball, wait for my another frd,but dint show up.
So head for Bfast, all reach ad, plan for wat to do ltr.

I suppose not to be here now, writing this article,i suppose to go out to my frd's hse. Now just waiting for calls loo.

Last monday,last 2 days,passed up my math assignment.
Finally pass up smth,but more still waiting for me to do.

My frd told me a good news about our Semester3, He said Sem3 is going to be more relaxing.
Why? Coz 1 week oni study for 3 days, and in Sem3 I oni have to study 3 subjects.
GOOD~~~
More time to rest and to do other things.
Sem3 subject are "Computing","Intro to Business","Perspective in Technology".
The subjects sounds good to me,suit my style, but'ta , got business subject agn. Aiksss
Anyway,the points is i oni nd to study for 3 days a week. *thumbs up*

XiaoRou just now told me there is another gathering in November.
XiaoRou ask for gathering, I knw and everyone knw she somehow will FFK, but the recent gathering (BBQ party), she seems to show promising attitude.
So I guess the next gathering will sure ON and perfecto.

So D u gona join?
U din join us much recently, I knw sometimes u cant,I knw tat.
but sometimes u din interested at all.
Ask U why,and u told me u duno.
Is thr smth u cant tell me? Why izit u cant?
Well I nd to knw wat u thinking wad.
I thought we could share our thoughts tgt...

Quite a time I wanted to post this but I always 4gt,now i rmbed so i post it now.
After looking at MYRA's blog, it gv me smth to write ad.
Smth to do wif "10 things u duno about me"<<, smth like tat,for me i modify it.

THE THINGS THAT I LIKE
1)I like outing alot, I not a person that always stick to a house. I will bored to death. Hell No I will stay at home for a week.

2)I like adventurous things, Anything tat related to the word "adventure" sure it will attract my attention. Anything, from Game to Places.

3)I like to be with a bunch of frds. Gathering for example, one of the best! Anything that I do together wif a bunch of frds, sure I'm interested.
Except for those things tat do tgt wif frds but is harmful and dangerous.

4)I like DRINKS more than FOOD. I cant drink alot compare to eat. I duno why I can be that way but seriously, DRINKS are the best... Any chance of having a party oni wif DRINKS available? LOL Sounds like a good idea. "ONI DRINKS" PARTY~~~ XD

5)I like to explore.Sounds fun to me, related to adventure. U explore ur journey~~~ ooooooo. Those feelings are hilarious.

6)I like chit chat. Haha... U knw wat, when u sitting tgt wif a bunch of frds, U talk about and share about ur stuffs wif others, well is fun... U girls do that much rite, a few girls,sitting tgt,chat everything,"gossip" lol. I like tat...

Tat are enuf for a frd to knw, those are some ordinary one.
Thr are more of course but some I cant tell.
Too hard,too soon,and mayb too sensitive to others...
Haha, its secret.

Well D,share urs wif me.
Dun tell me tat u like to "sleep" those kinda stuff la ho.
Tell me those that u wish I knw u about or those tat I nd to knw.

"Sharing is Caring, Caring is Loving" :)

G-Force

2009-10-04T06:26:00.001-07:00

Today went Sunway watch G-Force.
It is a very nice movie, but why I keep hearing people giving bad comments about it.
Duh ....

Anyway, it is still a very nice movie for me.
They are very cute ><
Hahaha...

Anyone who didnt watch it, dun waste ur time, go get a ticket and watch it already.
Time is not waiting !!!

December is going to out Alvin&TheChipmunks 2...
I'm looking into that @@
I cant wait ><

Mooncake festival + BBQ party

2009-10-03T10:11:00.000-07:00

Mooncake Festival~~ Woooooooo
So fast, it's ad mooncake festival.
Time really fly fast eh...haha

Today is also our old frds gathering.
A BBQ party...
The people who went are Me,KY,Yew,YikLim,Chun,ChiHong,YuZai,"Rabbit",Yien,Yien's Bro,YiJun and HuiYin.All tgt 11 plus Rou.
I wish Dear u are thr,it will be very fun wif u in the party.Hmmm

6pm smth and i'm out to Rou's hse for preparation.
Fetch some people and then head to her house.
Reach her house,
OMG, someone forgot about the fire thingy(to make the fire that little bulb thing,duno how to say ==).
Den wait for KY to go out and buy,
Den Yien say her house got, and Yien forgot to bring those fork and spoons.
Swt ==
Everyone is like forgeting things.
KY then ride his motor go Yien's hse and grab all the items.
Came back Rou's hse is ad 6, almost 7pm.
Gosh, waited like half and hour.

After the items came,
The other boys start to "make the fire".
I din included myself in the process because I cant squat down, it still hurting my leg, so I just gave the job to them lo, while I go and prepare the foods for steamboat and For "bakar".

Almost 8pm, the fire was rdy and everyone were rushing for foods.
A min of chaos, and after that was normal again.
Since I cant squat too long, I asked others to help me to burn food for me.
Hahaha~

And for me,,, heh heh heh...
Waiting infront the big pot for food.
Kekekeke XD.

Everyone were enjoying the food.
A lots of food lagi.
Fuuuhhh, eat 99 and full 99.

After the eating finish,
We started chit chating, well it started early before the party begin...
Anyway, we started chating and this was the part I personally appreaciate the most.
Since when is the last time we gather? Hmmmm
I forgot, quite a long time I knw.
So chating was my favorite,
We talk about a lots of stuffs, rabbit tells us about the hand palm.
He said he done research on hand palm, check our future smth like tat lar,
and everyone were attracted to it.

Too much stuff we talked about,
but the point is,
I appreaciate all the chit chats.
Is like having those old times feeling back to me.
Feels so good to have them all together sitting side by side with each other, sharing wateva topic we want.
I hope the time can last forever but time is always moving.
So wat I hope is all my old frds can be tgt forever,
Every month have a small gathering is enuf.
FOREVER FRIENDSHIP !!!

12 smth, we help to clean up the place and the party ends perfectly.
Yien bring YiJun and Rabbit out because both of them duno how to go out from Rou's hse to the bigger road.
I fetch YuZai,Chun and YikLim home.
KY and Yew I guess follow Rabbit's car.

And thats it.
My mooncake festival and BBQ party ended.
A memorable 1...
Not very long but It is enough for me to say "I love u guys". XD
Thanks to all my friends :)

Some pictures taken by Hong...

I duno why this is here, but I just leave it here bah...Hong's Kawasaki Motor XD

Ps: Sry for the bad English and Direct Translation. Peace ^^V

A boring day...

2009-10-02T07:18:00.000-07:00

Nothing to do today.
People say, Friday is a "nice day"...
So how nice it is?

Nothing for me to do.
No mood for game,
No mood for movie,
No mood for music.

Wana Yamcha but no calls receive...Haiz
Wana play ball but leg injured ad...Haiz

Just wait for tomorrow's BBQ party, tats it, tmr gona eat as much as I can !!!

After the party,next week nothing awaits me...
No plans at all.

Now almost end of the year ad, should feel happy about it, but I duno wat to happy about.
Holiday??? Mayb
New semester??? Mayb
X-mas??? Mayb
CNY??? Mayb

Anyway,those not gona make me feel happy because it is still a fw months away.
I guess only my birthday will make me feel happy.
:)

Hope I have a nice 18yrs old birthday.
Gai Gor Zai Jor Xp

I just ask my mum to help dye my hair.
Colour is brown but after dying, it still looks black and a bit brown...
Hmmmmmm, mayb not enuf...
Anyway, it still nice to me.
HAHA

First time dye the whole head,I mean hair la,and my mum din stop me also.
One word----- GOOD !!!

Today nothing to do, I guess I just sleep early lo...

Ciaoz

A bad day......for my leg~~~

2009-10-01T05:17:00.000-07:00

Shueh aaaaaa today, hurt my leg 99 aaaa.
First time hurt until so pain.
Knee too my leg...Ouch....

Not even a game ended, half way ad hurt and den gona rest.
Haiz.

Afraid I cant drive for the next few days.
Now cant even walk nicely,but not so ugly also la.
Like Bai Lou =.=

Hope My leg recover soon enough,better before saturday,coz saturday gona go out party lagi...

Haiz, Shueh aaaaaaa~~~

Home Sweet Home;Busy Shyt Busy

2009-09-30T09:06:00.001-07:00

After 3 days and I'm finally back at home.
Miss my bed~ XD
Miss my computer~ XD

Now back at home I can do wateva I want.
yea tats good, my own home is better than others.

This week, or I can say this month is going to be damn busy.
And also damn " POTONG STEAM ".

Everyday once I think about assignment den sure PotongSteam 1.
Wana do assignment but no idea how to start or do.
Damn stupid.

The remain assignments are :~ITA assignment ( hardest T_T )
:~Math assignment ( easiest of all )
:~CoS group presentation(Most PotongSteam,coz gone present
:~RMDS ( Dont even knw the question yet... )

Headache aaaaaaa~~~

ITA is the hardest becoz a lot of things we still dun knw about it.
A checklist given to us for us to check whether all requirements aquired not,but still we dun even knw how to do most of the steps,and tat stupid checklist got probably 50 items needed for distinction.
AIks......

Math assignment is the easiest, pass up next Monday, 1 week time to do.Gona finish it before this weekend. Must !!!

CoS group presentation, Title of presentation is to modify the letter "F" into a product, presentation is about to present the product and talk about it of course.
A letter "F"... WTF ??!!
Why cant the stupid lecturer give us an item, like a stupid chopstick,spoon,fork or wateva,why it is gona be a alphabet???
Duh~~ Lame
Thats y i said most "PotongSteam" 1....

RMDS assignment still an unknown, so many days ad, lecturer haven upload it for us to download and do it.Almost end of Sem2 already,1 more solid month and I'm going for Holiday and entering Sem3.

Time fly so fast,so fast gona end Sem2 ad.
November is end of Sem2, after the final exam in Nov of course.
November is also my birthday month.
Woooooooo....
Bday is around the corner ad.
30+ days and counting.

Hope my Bday this year is a good and memorable 1.

BUT before that, 1st I need to deal with my assignments first....
Aiks, thnk too far suddenly. Xp

Hope everything gona be smooth and safe~

Miss My Own Bed~~

2009-09-29T22:37:00.000-07:00

3 days since Sunday I'm not at home, I went to my cousin's house for stay over because my mom and my aunts are going to Sarawak for my elder cousin's wedding. Which I wanted to go but no chance... Haiz

3 days not at home, I miss my bed a lot, and also my Computer !!!
Sick of using this stupid and retarded laptop, bored to hell without games and movies.

First time blogging in this hours.
Coz too boring already.
Should find something to do......

Assignments, I dun have the mood to do now...Seriously~

No games...Duh...Sienzzz

I duno wat to say ad...
Mind is empty...

I really miss my own bed T_T

College restart...bunch of stuff happened

2009-09-27T02:30:00.000-07:00

Holidays are over !!!
Time to study again.
Good thing because I can finally concentrate on my unfinished assignments.
Still got 4 more to go.... Aiks, so much >.<

This 2nd Semester break is like faster than the last one.
Hmmmm, duno why so fast,maybe too many things happened in this one week time.
And that keep my head spinning all the time.

Anyway, holiday isnt that good after all,nothing to busy with,seems like I'm useless.
A thing for me to busy is better.

Ystrday and Today are 2 very meaningfull day, my cousin's wedding.
I wish them can be together happily ever after. ^^

Too many things really did happened in this very week.
I broke my specs/I got my favo new game/My cousin's wedding/And finally my own problem....

I have been having dreams( can consider nightmare)about D telling me things I dont wana hear or unexpected things.

After dreaming that, I asked myself about it.
Is this thing I expected?
Is this thing I unexpected?
Should I expect the unexpected?

I do not know when we problems and barriers between us will finally fade away,but I hope 1 day,you can think thru ur mind and make a wise decision." Should I or Shouldnt I".

And seriously,I got a bunch of question lurking in my head,but I cant speak out and ask u str8 forward.
But I dun wana sit and wait anymore.

What I wana ask u is this...
1)你说你累了主动，我想问的是，你是哪一方累了主动？（不是说你完全没有主动过哦。）
2）你有没有想过要主动点来找我谈天？
3）你有没有想过要主动点来关心我？

why I ask is because I cant recall when is the last time My Handphone rang,I the name is urs,and asking me "How do U today"...

I hope u can think about it.
I care about u,I also hope tat u care about me.

Titleless 9

2009-09-24T08:40:00.000-07:00

Today I broke my specs !!!
God damn it...

But after 3-4years since the last time I change my specs, well this time really can change already, even the degree of my vision I did not know all these times.

Because of a basketball game and I broke it.
haiz

Anyway, it's not a bad thing.
Just now went SouthCity, order a new spec for RM230.
And is a new style, my old 1 is like too out-dated.

This coming sunday I will get my spec good and rdy to wear.
Haha.

hope I'm still tat good looking wif the new "upgrade"... XD

对你～

2009-09-22T21:46:00.000-07:00

为什么你会不理不睬，我想你也心里有数。我也不想多问了。我只希望你不要再不理不睬的对我，我不喜欢那种被忽略的感觉，我想你也一样不喜欢的。

我说我不想听到“对不起”这三个字，是应为那三个字是不会帮助到我们的问题的。
人家说，“对不起，不是大完的”。
如果你是真的觉得对不起，那就抬起头，一起面对问题啊。

我会说你会喜欢有钱，有地位，这些都是我的想法。我自己的想法。
我一个人坐在房间里，没有人与我谈心事，我就会开始胡思乱想，我自己也控制不来，我也更希望有人来告诉我说，“你这样想，就错了。你因该这样想～～～～”。
但是有吗？

你也因该知道，我是一个“想”比“说话”多的人，或许是好，或许是坏，我自己也搞不清楚。
那你说，是好，还是坏啊？

我会说有钱，有地位，一部分，我会那样想是应为我看到你和学院那一帮朋友，男的女的都好，我多多少少都会觉得是那样。
应为我不想失去你。
离开高中，进入学院，这样的事都会发生。
这事已经发生过了，我们还吵了几天。
我真的不想再应为这些事而搞到我们讨厌对方。
如果发生了，就要双方出来搞清楚啊。
两个人的沟通是很重要的，有问题，就一起解决啊。
你说是不是？

你说你讨厌主动。
主动啊，我还搞不清楚到底谁才是最主动的那个。
主动的事，我很想你告诉我，你的“主动”，怎样才算“主动”咯。
我可没有那种觉得“我才是主动的那个”的想法哦，我只是想弄个明白罢了。

你说我的想法很令人讨厌，这我也知道。
但是我的目的，就只是为了要你说出你的感受啊。
我做的每一件事，都有它的目的的。
既然，我这样子想，你很不喜欢，也没有作用，那我就不再这样想了。
你的年龄大过我，或许就是这样，你才觉得我的思想幼稚吧。

我想啊，我发觉了一样东西，我看你还没适合踏入另一种恋爱。
我要的，应该就是你现在不能的。
那好，怪我没注意到这点。
我一直以来都很想更进一步的发展，我看啊，我还是看远了点。
就是应为这样，我才需要你来告诉我啊，然我了解了，那就好了啊。
如果你觉得你还不适合那样子的恋爱，那就告诉我啊，有什么事是不能告诉我的吗？
我们不是应该互相坦白告诉的吗？
你说是不是？

我知道你有问过耀关于我们的事，我也有问过。
他说的靠感觉，是没用的。
那你怎么想啊？

对我呢，他说的没错，恋爱是靠很多方面来维持的。
现在的我们，感觉是没以前那么的强烈，但是那不一定就是永远了啊，感觉还可以找回来的。

你想要听我说的，我已经想尽办法的告诉你，但是我还是在犹豫着的回答，应为我不知道我该说什么好。
每次都在猜测，那答案那会是你真正要的呢？

现在就是再度了解对方的想法的时候。
上了学院，想法肯定有变，所以我们才要追赶啊。

你迷失了方向是吧，
好，我给你一个，就是互相了解，互相明白对方所要的，所希望的。
这就是最好的方向，你我的思想，和距离一样拉得太远了。
是时候拉回来了。

希望你看了之后，真的有去想想。
我也很我们能和好如初，开心在一起。

你看到的悬崖，你要牺牲自己，我是不会允许的。
我会抓住你的手，把你拉上来，不会让你走的。

I want ANSWERS !!!

2009-09-22T05:33:00.000-07:00

So many days passed, and u still ignore every messages I sent to u.
What were you doing these days?
Where were you these days?

I was waiting ur messages for 24 hours, but then nothing glows uppon my phone screen.
Wat were u trying to do?

Why u wana make me wait?

I have told u how I feel about us, but u dun even try,not even think of trying to tell me " a thing " about it.

Why u dun wana tell me?

Am I not worth something to u, so that u can share ur thoughts with me?

我们在一起都差不多两年了，难道一点你对我的信任都没有吗？
男女朋友，不是应该互相信任的吗？
我和你分享的，我也希望你能和我分享，但你却连想要告诉我的行动都没有，还要每一次躲避我的问题。
你究竟是怎么了？？

你说，我每次在你需要有人陪伴的时候，我却不在你身边。
对，我是没有陪伴在你身边，但是我也希望我能尽量的逗你开心，安慰你，然你开心。
可是现在，你却不理不睬的不回我的讯息，那我问你，我那会知道你心里想着什么叻?我要怎么知道你开心还是伤心叻？
我知道你有事是要告诉我的，可是你却没有想过要告诉我。
每次我说到这类似的问题，你一定逃避，不回答，快快转话题。

为什么你就不能坦白告诉我呢？

今天，我的心情忐忑不安，讯息给你，但没有回复。做什么事都不能专心。
我究竟是做错了什么让你对我不理不睬。
我很想知道我做错了什么，会让你对我不理不睬，会让你对我感到讨厌。

你讯息也不回，msn 也不开。
我要怎么才能和你坐下来好好谈谈啊？

想了下，你对我厌倦也是应该的，你的学校那么多有钱，有地位，有知识，有样子的男生，是女生都会选择他们。
我只不过是个普通的男生，那斗得过他们啊。。。
你会对我厌倦，都是迟早的事。
你跟到他们，要什么，就有什么。
跟到我，，，还要看情形，才做打算。
如果我是你，我都会选择跟他们，跟何况是你。。。
再加上他们可以天天陪伴着你，也是你最想要的，那我可以回家耕田了。

可能这样说，也就等于可以回答我问你的问题了。
你不回复我问的，就是应为你觉得我不值得你回复。
对我不理不睬，应为你对我已经没什么好感了。

我，只会让你觉得不好受。
每次跟你说话，你都没有眼对着我。
每次跟你说话，你都没心情的。
每次跟你说话，你都没什么想去深入了解。
每次跟你说话，你都觉得是在浪费时间。。。

如果是这样，不理不睬的你，对我，就是答案。
是真的，是假的，我很很很希望有人会告诉我，真正的答案。

明天，你和他们去MV，最初你也没有问过我要不要跟去。
现在问你，你却用一个我很不了解的语气来回答我。
回答我的答案里，也没有一点支持性的句子。
好，竟然你没有想过要我陪你去的话。
那我抢着要去，也是不会让你觉得开心。
我希望你能和他们明天玩的开心。。。

我也不知道你会不会来这读我所写的，
有或没有，我不知道。
但是我怎样都会用乐观的角度，希望你能看得到，也希望你能回复我。

不管你用什么样子来看待我们的关系，
我就算浪费我所有时间，
我都要把你，变回以前那样，
把关系弄好。

我是不会随随便便就放弃你的！！！
我做的每一件事，都会让你觉得我还在乎你！！！

Mines 19909

2009-09-19T07:21:00.000-07:00

First day of the holiday, I went out wif my Dear of course, and some of my very very close friends.

Kinda fun today although not much people join us today.

Early in the morning, 7am wake up, 8am prepare to go out.(7am consider early to me already)

Reach Hong hse, rendezvous with Hong and Choy and then went to have breakfast.
Wait for that 2 guys KY and Yew, but they din show up. ZZZzzz

After that went to CC.
OMG for so long I din went thr ad,but there is still the same...
Not so syok went thr.
Play a few rounds of DoTA, and after that went off fetch D.

Fetch D ad, str8 head to TheMines !!!

I forgot when is the last time I went to Mines ad.
Quite a long time din go thr and walk around.
Even thr are things that ad changed, but I din knw.

Rendezvous with the others and head to McD for lunch.
No cold drinks for me... T_T Aiks
Only can look at the drinks ==
And I get a free lunch 2day. @@
I dun even notice that myself at the time I swallow the burger...

After makan, is time to go for movie !!!
Woooo~~

The movie we pick 2day is "Tsunami", the korean movie.
Damn breath taking man...Phew...
But thr is another disaster movie around the corner that is more breath taking than this and that is "2012".
Anyone haven watch the trailer yet plz go and watch it, u wun regret after tat !!
2012 far more realistic than tsunami, plus worldwide disaster. Cant wait to watch that movie... ><

(yew just sms about the question whr which option I gona choose for the ending if it is for me. Wakao,y i always get such a question by others....not much more to say)

After the movie,went hanggai wif D.
I try to get smth that attract me but seems thr is nothing that I like it thr.
No shirts that I really wan.
And 1 more thing, I 4gt to go to the ground floor and check out the pouch.
Shyt, I 4gt about tat. Wasted ~~
Guess I have to wait until next time...

2day brought the "game" Resident Evil 5
wwooooo
Finally grab that DVD
20 bucks for that but hmm,worth to pay for it.
A good game to suggest to others.

RESIDENT EVIL 5 <<< CHUNN !!!

Very damn tiring today, mayb becoz long time nvr walk around shopping ad.
Anyway, today is a good day.
Like it very much...
Hope for another day like this :)

Holiday ~~~ Yeayyyyy

2009-09-18T05:59:00.000-07:00

Holiday has arrived !!!
Woooooooooooo....

Today just passed up the essay assignment, less 1 burden... Good thing.
Actually, I skip 1 class for today. Haha
The class in the afternoon skipped, just because I wana go back home early and plan for my holiday.
Yes... 1st time skipping that class, so is no big deal, my attendance is not going to drop below 80% anyway.

Tommorrow going TheMines, to get my latest PC game, "Resident Evil 5".
Is going to be so great after i brought the game, at last I get to play that game... Yes !!!

Oh yea, tommorrow is going to be a boy outing. Haha
but if there are girls wana join, den com'on lets have fun...
Going to watch movie also. Keke

Ask later then, i dun think thr are much girls can come out tmr,plus it is a last minute plan.

My cough is slightly recovered, not so pain ad.
THX god.
But still no cold drinks.
Aiks, but how about tmr??

Grrr,i gona miss a lot of drinks for tmr.

Guess I will just drink a little bit, wun hurt alot i think... (^^)"

Finally Sick.... ><

2009-09-17T03:53:00.001-07:00

After a few days of exercising, plus after exercise having cold drinks, I finally sick...

Cough and Flu, or I should say Flu and Cough, coz everything start with the flu 1st.

Owh... Why it comes to this hour to sick... Holiday coming and I was sick...

Too many things happen in this week.

Wednesday I got my Window7 seminar, and I get a original version of Window7. Woooo

Everyday go basketball, hurt everywhere. Hurt my finger, my feet, my toes, even my waist.

Taken too much damage...

Hmmmmmm....

I guess no cold drinks for me this holiday... Wat a waste...Haizz

EXAMS !!!!

2009-09-11T06:17:00.000-07:00

Tmr gona have my HISTORY EXAM...
Damn it.
I wonder why I need to study that History subject AGAIN in college.
I dun understand !!!
Nightmare !!!

After the exam, History will be change to either BM subject or Moral.

If is BM subject, then thank god, I can ignore that as I get credit for my BM in SPM.

BUT if is Moral , den shit is falling from the skies.
Another stupid subject... MORAL !!!

We are already in college !!!
So the lecturers think that we still lack of MORALITY???
And thats why they include MORAL in our subjects???

WatDaHell is tat ???
Another Fuking mystery...

And also, the Sport Spirit in APIIT is never thr.
No people interested in Sports.
Every Sport Club are inactive.
Dang, thought I can have some sport mates in college.
Manatau dun have...

In this point of view, I feel like wana change to TARC or INTI or wateva college that is good in Sport and have Sport Spirit.

In sport, I regret to go to APIIT
BUT in academic, I din regret.

Wat to do???

Sien till Die loooo

Titleless 8

2009-09-07T05:49:00.000-07:00

Another day at college and home...
Nothing to do except assignments...

I need help with my ITA assignment,questions are so hard. ==

Essay finish !!! Yes, less a thing to worry about.

This week there comes the history exam.
Damn it !!! Hope i can pass that and get credit too.

Anyway, study doesnt makes me feel not boring, but in the opposite way.
I feel bored when I study alone...
Can't study well now, just simply skim and scan.

Guess I just go back,skim and scan now.

Ciaoz

Bored and Lonely~~~

2009-09-06T01:34:00.000-07:00

First time blogging in the evening.
Too boring at home.
Nothing to do except study my stupid history subject.

Study ??? I am not those people who like to study u knw ???

So it is boring thru out the day...

All the movies copied from my frd the other day, finish watching each of it.
Now nothing to do, dun feel like gaming too.

Feel like taking nap but I dun wan to.

I suppose to go out today.
With D of course.
but end up cancelled because of exams.
But D , u went out !?

I thought u said u need to concentrate on ur exams, so u dun wana out.
But now u went out......

Sounds wat to me?
Yea, dissapointed.

I should be sitting in the theater with u right now !!
Or anywhr outside togther !!

Because of ur exams, okay, I know u wana concentrate. Fine...
I know exams gives you a lot of stress.

I thought I can sit infront the screen and chat with u the whole day; today.
And wat I knw u end up went out.

I dun understand wat u thinking or probably, I already figure that out myself long time ago~~~

It's been a long long time, and i din tell u about it.
I just leak out a tiny little bit about it, and hope u will know wat i thinking.

Hmmmm, but unfortunately, it din work out.
I am not those straight talking style people, not those people who just vomit out wat they wana say.

Bored !
Sien ! A good word for me now !

Oral Presentation Day

2009-09-04T03:45:00.000-07:00

Today is the day !!!
Oral Presentation...
Kinda stupid when I did that presentation.
Afraid too, not because afraid of speaking, but is afraid of comments.
My tutor is damn straight, this is this, no other way.
She (tutor) said we did not improve since the first class started.
WatDaHell ??!!
So she expect we could be able to improve after 6 week of classes?
Now it is still before, havent even pass the mid sem break.
My CoS (comunication skill) lecturer and tutor are both crazy of being the best.

They are like : " Heyyyy!!! Please speak proper English. AND !!! No dialect, this is an English class, not chinese or malay or other foreign language."
We are like : " WatDaHell ??!! "

My lecturer is a probably in his 50s guy,mayb i shouldnt use "guy", he isnt young or in middle age, old guy suits him best. No family, from Singapore.
Damn.....
First, with his attitude, surely no girls will like him. He is like those people who wont admit defeat.
That is my CoS lecturer,~~~ Wat a MoRoN ...

My tutor, fuuussshhhhhh.
A piece of junk...
Same with that "old turd", never admit defeat. There is no such word "defeat" in her dictionary.
Since the first class started, I can hear comments coming out of her "filthy mouth" everytime I went her class.
Is like a never ending story of comments.

Still got 8 weeks to go~~~~
I gona have my ears spoiled by then.

Tomorrow,Saturday there is gona be another assesment.
Or I can say a DRAMA.
Drama about wat?
About HISTORY !!!
Story is about the Portugese and Malacca.
OMG, This is BULLSHIT......!!!

The following Saturday I have exam too,wat exam?
Again HISTORY !!! GOD DAMN THAT MOTHERFUCKER WHO INCLUDE HISTORY IN MY FOUNDATION !!!

Oh god, please help me. I am so bad in history...... I cant memorise all of it......

Afraid of history, I scare I couldnt pass my history exams and the in-course assesments.

SShhhhiiiitttttttttttTTTTTT~~~~~~~~~~~~~*nvr ending*

Wish me luck then :)

For you D

2009-09-02T08:36:00.001-07:00

I wana talk you into it but somehow our topic will just diverse to another 1.
So I just write it here and hope u will look at it...

We have been together for almost 2 years. Things happened between us, a lot of things.
We even argue before, just that once i think.
Now college, we cant even meet each other every week, sometimes 2 week oni meet once.
Seriously i duno how our relationship can last this long but somehow it did.
And I probably know why it last this long.

I just wan to have more time to be tgt wif u, sometimes i feel so lonely.
Is like whr r the people around me??

everyday just thinking when the hell I get to meet you.Even if I wan to meet u,do u free to meet me? Hmmmm....

ur college life is busier than mine, we can see that. Mine is not so busy as urs.
But still, weekends we r both free.
Even still I dun feel like there is a chance of meeting u.
something sure blocked us from meeting...

Everytime i heard u couldnt go out wif me for some reasons. I get fedup but after tat, hmm, it happened before, and how many times i get fedup already?
I cant blame u for not going, wat can i do den?

Wat i did after all is wishing, looking and planning another day to meet u agn.
hoping tat nth stands in our way.
Well, it work sometimes, but it doesnt sometimes.

The coming holiday, I just wana make good use of this opportunity, be with u tgt anywhr we go.
I guess u like to go out wif a gang of frds,
1....A part of me says that it is good to go out wif a gang, like that we got much more things to do wif.
2....Another part of me just wan to go out wif u,both, no more other people.

Which part should i choose?
I have no idea...

if i choose ( 1 ) , we couldnt just enjoy the moment tgt, i can miss out a lot of things. wateva i do,dey will just look at it. looks uneasy.

if i choose ( 2 ) , we can have our time to be tgt oni, but we miss the fun when we are tgt wif the gang. and u probably wun like it.( just guessing )

I duno if u like to go out wif me only or the other way around, its been a long time since the last time me and u went out shopping tgt. I barely rmb....proves to be long long time ago...

I cant stop thinking of you. especially when we are together.
It is nice for me to remember back the older days, memories of us.
But it wun last forever, we need to make new ones,nt just rmb the old ones.
I wana hug u so hard that u wun forget it. I really need a hug now.
Im getting gggrrrrrrr, head spinning.....
duno how to say, like mess up....
cant settle down easily. When I get lonely, something reminds me about us,sure i will start spinning.
I am almost 18.... just 2 more months to go....
18 Birthday, how should i celebrate it? finally turn 18...
Sure i wana celebrate with u...
but how?
3 days after that, 1111 , we gona be tgt for 2 yrs full.
Should we celebrate it too?
Sounds fun u knw

I duno if u feel the same and think the same like me.
Lost track of u,ur likes and dont likes, kinda getting blur.
Can we just unblur it?

as for the holiday, i still looking into better plans, mayb this week i will call out all of dem to discuss. Whenever with who,u or the gang tgt. I just wan u to be at my side, teman saya sudah cukup. Maybe somedays after u finish ur diploma, when u have more free time,we can go vacation to further places. but after ur studies,probably thr is no more free time,it gona get busier than before. I duno that for now, but i hope u do have time for me. Anyway, it is still a long time to go...

Too much to say here, if i can, i wish we can sit down at a place and talk side by side.
Remember when u came back from NS, we went midvally,both of us oni, we went starbuck but it was full and after tat we went a coffee shop similar to starbuck ( 4gt the name ). We sat down, we talked to each other, sharing everything and anything, That is the best talk I ever had between us. Just like that, tats wat I wan. No one around to kacao us. Me and you only. Dua. Two. 二.

hope u will understand wat im saying here...

I damn miss u a lot...
I just wana be with u...
nothing more...
Love u so much...
I cant hold myself down thinking of u...

Titleless 7

2009-09-02T04:12:00.000-07:00

Another day at home...
Bored...
Bored of looking at the computer...
Bored of doing assignments...
Bored of going college...< "sometimes"

Why can't just something special happen or something memorable happen to me...

Days are boring...

I wish holiday comes fast...but think again, if holiday comes fast, it goes fast too...Haiz...

Bored and somehow thought of blogging, since blogging can somehow give a boost to force me to do my essay assignment.

Essay title : " What benefit can you get in communication skills "

Benefit, my current situation, there's no benefit.
No one to talk to...
Sounds lonely eh...

Really miss the old times...
Izit because of changing from highschool to college?
OR
Izit because the peoples beside me change in a sudden and I can't get used to it?

I guess is both...

I wan a vacation, a place where is peace and chaoless...
And I can just enjoy there and relax of course...
Is there a place like that? Hmmmmm....
When to go? Hmmmmm...

The coming semester break, is a nice time. Rumours says it is 2 weeks, but actual 1 I duno yet, BUT the holiday is for sure at the end of September.

Who I wish will follow me?
Sure I wan D to follow me. HEHE ^^

but how about the others?

Skip that first...

Where to go? Genting?? OMG, personally I dun feel like going to that place, but if I were to go with the old gang, then hmmmm, i guess i will follow them bah. BUT wat can I do there? except those theme parks, cinemas, wateva place there a, all are damn expensive. And if the gang goes there sure theme park is a " must " to them, and when they go, how about me, do I just wonder around myself in Genting while my friends goes? If is like that, guess I will just bring a camera there and snap some sceneries for my desktop background, up in the mountains, sure is a place to take more pics rite...

Well, I guess that is wat i suppose to do if I choose Genting for vacation.

I kinda like to go Bukit Tinggi, but sure the others will say it is boring and nothing to do. Yes it is boring and there is nothing to do other than taking pictures. I will wish to taking pics with D there.

Other than going hilltop, is there another place to go?
Beach?
PD?? OMG, I sure wont choose this for vacation.
I dun have any ideas about beaches near Selangor...

In the end, Genting is the best place to hang out after all. If I just can get permission from my aunt to borrow the room in Gohtong,then probably I can ignore of booking rooms.

Anyway, it is still a mystery unsolved. 2 more weeks until holiday.
Hari Raya is the best week, but I can sure there is a lot of people there.
Personally I dun quite like crowded places,but it depends with who I'm going to that place.

Time to be a planner again, and by this way, I will look like a bit useful and alive.
Lately I was like kinda dead and gone.

Sooner or later I will call u guys for confirmation.
and I need a time to come out and discuss about it.

It is a holiday and I dun wana waste it just like that.
A time to be together with D also.
We have a long time din be together for a longer period ad.
when we meet is just like 2 - 4 hours long.
It is not enough for me and probably for you.

Hoping that week to come by....
Time flies faster...>>>>>>>>>>>>>

Time to get BUSY !!!

2009-09-01T04:56:00.000-07:00

The title says it all.
Gona start busy sooner or later.
September is a month where assignments are to be done and submitted.

Haiz,hate the feeling of getting busy with assignments.
Anyway, it is still a must-do so maybe some time i will not be posting.
Even i have the time, there is nothing special too, sometimes that it's.

Independance Day just passed.
So fast it already comes to the "almost end of the year", a few more month, 4 months and it is 2010 already.
Time Flies~~~~~~~

Assignments GGGRrrrrrrrrr, anyway i just looking into the semester break, after the assignment submission date, it is our holiday..
Yeaaaaahhhhhh...

Time to go out and really really get some fun and fresh air...

Looking into it @@>> "holiday"

Is there anyone reading this??

Heroes of Newerth Addicted @@

2009-08-29T00:36:00.000-07:00

Heroes of Newerth

Addicted to it, damn fun and interesting.
Everyday i gona play at least once before I went to bed.
Now still in CloseBeta, when it comes to OpenBeta, I afraid it gona need to pay and play.
30USD for the registration, and after that no more paying.
Wish it really like that, but I also hope it dint need to pay anything to play it.

Strongly suggest all DoTA player around the world to join HoN and try to play.
A new generation of DoTA.
Why not try it out?

I just go and play another round 1st. Ciaozz ^^