Tuesday, October 20, 2009

Titleless 12

This few days I seems like not feeling well.
I duno where the hell I'm not actually feeling well.

Now I feel like kinda empty inside me.
Everyday Procedures seems to be useless.
Found out after U left, my habits are still there,
everyday come back, 1st I sure on my com, MSN, check mailbox, facebook,ur blog,my blog, sotblog.
But now it is meaningless for me to do most of them, not get used to it.
But I still cant quit my habit, mayb it is inside me for damn hella long time ad.
Hard to quit...

Guess I just continue doing wat i gona do...

My day are never the same anymore, since the last gathering, we din talk much, we dun wish to talk much, and it is probably the last time I fetch you home.

I cant imagine wat I gona do these days, especially after I enter Sem3, 7 days a week, 3 days of college, 4 days of rest.
How I gona use all the time I have??

Everytime I feel alone, I think back the old times, I feel very empty inside me, is like gone forever and never come back. But memories do sometimes makes me feel better.
Seems like I haven get used to the way of life right now,I do really not comfortable with it but a fact is a fact, changes must be made, we may talk again someday, but whenever we talk, I wish I can talk more than silence.
Hope it goes that way...

2 comments:

  1. Seriously, I felt very uncomfortable when you dont even wanna speak out a word
    I thought everything is fine, maybe I expect for too high..din think of your feelings(maybe)
    I really tried my best to talk with you but because you seemed not interesting in talking so I just kept silent

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  2. I duno wat to talk about...
    I cant find any suitable topics to talk about...
    I too feel duno wat to do...
    If i knw smth like tat will happen,better i just wait until they come out oni I go and fetch u...
    I have no idea wat to talk about...

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