Saturday, October 31, 2009

A feeling from the past

Today I really enjoyed myself thru the day.
We went Jusco for Singing, Greenbox !
We have a lots of fun when singing, taking pictures, and the most important thing is, somehow I found back the feeling I have 5 years back.

It is really nice to think back wat I thought of 5 years before,
The first time I feel to like someone.
The ever first time.
But I did nothing to get wat i wanted to.

5 years back, I was a person that is not very sociable and it is becoz i somehow felt shy about it.
As time passes, I know I cannot keep on saying that I'm shy and so I cannot be a sociable person.
When I saw her, this feeling somehow poops up in no where, I wish to know her but becoz Im shy, I did not.
My shyness really keep me away from many things, I felt shy becoz I doesnt have something to admires people to view me as a nice person.

Back then 5 years ago, I was short and a bit "fat".
Becoz of that, I feel that : " nah, such face cant have much new friends ".
but after sometime, I never like the one I knew myself before.
Now Im of course better than before, or i can use the word "handsome" XD than before.
I think so myself.

back to the point,
becoz of shy, I knew her very late and she have already occupied.
It is the first time I wanted to have a relationship with a girl, and becoz of that, I duno wat to do, wat to say, or even wat to think about.

Everyday I just kinda look at her, and wish someday we can be together.
but that is before I knew her.

Thanks to my friends yew and KY,
I finally get to know her until now.
Best friends !!!
But I dun wan to be just friends...

As I know, I just broke up with someone, I settle down myself pretty fast coz I already expected it.
But after today, I really know that I cant be alone like this, I felt something is missing in my life, and now I know wat i missing of.
I cant stop thinking of her sometimes.
She can make me feel so nice and relaxing when we meet.
Even the problems I having can suddenly somehow washed away.

But unfortunately, she was occupied until today.
Such a nice girl, I do not expect that she was not in a relationship with some other boys.
She act as a very good friend infront of me, but I never ever ask her about her view in me.
For all these years, really, NEVER ....
As for why, I really duno, but i wish she can tell me.
She dint not sit infront of the computer all day long.
The only way if i wana ask her is thru phone or SMS.
but if I suddenly ask her such questions, will she finds out my doing?

Back in those years, everyone know that I have interest in her, Yew,Ky everyone knows that.
But all I did is sitting away from her and see her from a distance, sometimes I feels so sad, becoz I cant have her in me.
But sometimes, I saw her smile, well, tat isnt very bad thou...

NoW !!! she still having a relationship with another boy.
So wat can i do?
My friends once told me to wait,
Should I do that ???

How I know if she is interested in me ???
Does she know that I have a crush on her ???
Will she accept me if I ask for a relationship ???

I dun wana waste my time and miss the chance to be with her everytime, I must grab each oppurtunity...
But in the end, will I get wat i wan ??




I'm just a normal, not very handsome and not very good looking, but arent too bad.
Will a girl like her likes me ?
likes me ? likes me not ?










People who knew me 5years ago, will know who I have a crush on...

Friday, October 30, 2009

Boring + Boring = Too Boring...

How come my life seems so boring now...
Gosh, macam nothing to do saja...
Everyday come back sure on computer first, then wait until 5pm then go basketball, after that come back computer again...

Sien looo....

Luckily tmr get to go out with my old gang of friends...
Tmr we are going to jusco, for wat ??
SINGK of course !!! haha....
But somehow after that I will still feel very sien...

If u person likes outdoor, sure U get a feeling like this, U went for an event, play and have fun thru the event, events like outing, travel, vacation, etc. After u came back sure u will feel very very boring and sien.

I always have this feeling, duno why...

Anyway, get to go out with them is better than sitting at home rite...
So wish I had a nice day tmr.
Although it is not that nice like old days but i will still enjoy myself.


- Boring - Boring = - Too Boring <<<< thats wat i wan ^^

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

Final Exam Coming !!!

Final exam coming ad...
It also means that it is going to enter Sem3.
Feels like this semester pass faster than the previous 1.

Anyway, enter Sem3, GOOD NEWS.
Finally get to touch something related to Computing !
And the most important is and if it is not mistaken,
Sem3 only have 3 day classes in a week...
Yeaayyyyy~~~
More time to rest and go out.
Goooddd, tats wat i wish for...

But before that, I still have to finish my Sem3 Final Exam 1st.
Aiks, this time is nothing like the last time.
Subjects are kinda hard, but i think i can handle them.
Hope so I could...

2 more weeks and here comes my birthday.
Hehehehehe~~~~

Wat is gona be like when it comes,
hmmmmmmm,,,
a party? Mayb
Just hope that i have a nice birthday,
Not like Choy's 1,
Duno why that Choy so desperate with tat "girl".
If a girl doesnt likes u, just give up already, wateva u do does nothing good...
Mayb Choy cant see tat himself, he just banging onto the apple tree and wish it drops durians. ( LOLX, think tat out myself )

Choy is DEPERADO, too desperate...
He really needs to settle down his mind awhile and think thru...
Itu nerves sudah sumbat, perlu bersih dulu.

He gets nothing after wat he pay for, to make her happy, to get her attention,
but he gets nothing in return.

Some people (someone we knw very well) get the chance of being attractfull to girls, didnt appreciate when the girl ask for coupling.

One kenot get wateva he wan, but another one can have wateva he wan, but he refuse.

Face problem? LOL
thats wat people mostly say,
but seriously,

WAT MAKES A GIRL LIKE A BOY SO MUCH THAT THE GIRL DO WATEVA FOR HIM ???
WAT MAKES A BOY LIKE A GIRL SO MUCH THAT THE BOY WILL DO WATEVA SHE LIKE ???

I have my own experience and wat I can say is,
Well...
Its nothing like "a piece of cake" really, sometimes u will feel headache becoz of that.
An example for that :

BOY = Share buyer
GIRL = Company

A boy buy shares into a company, sure the boy wish for profit and big money @@, everytime he buy a number of shares, he risk of doing that, but usually, most people will think that it is worth doing it. BUT he will never know wat is happening in the company (girl).
If lucky, he get a big earned profit,
If unlucky, he lost everything, mayb not everything but sure he will lost something, and the company will not responsible to that.

See wat I mean??? (in case of misunderstanding)

It means a boy do so much things to a girl with a risk of losing everything he did just to make her happy and to carry out a relationship.
BUT the girl's thoughts are never like constant, changing all the time,
If the girl like wat the boy did, they will have a good relationship.
If the girl do not like wat the boy did, relationship is a waste.

Maybe I gave the wrong example but it is something like above that I wana tell...
If u have a relationship b4, u should understand that.

Something tat my friends told me today,
Girls can give a Million reasons for break up, and the reasons are always not logical, but still it works...
Boys will only give one reason for break up, that reason is always " I have another Girlfriend outside.", other than tat reason, it will not work except this one.

Weird ???
unbelievable ???

It's true U know ?
It is true.

Last words, : "Don't aim too high, or U will become SOHAI"

Friday, October 23, 2009

Titleless 13

Today is Choy's birthday but I nearly forgot about that.
Today really damn busy, because of the ITA assignment,from morning do until noon,non-stop.
I thought I can return home 12pm-1pm, but because of my frds that is car pulling with me, well I have to wait for him also.
Wasted a few hours waiting for him.
Haizz...
Anyway, i finally pass up my ITA assignment a.k.a The Most Annoying assignment.
A big burden gone from my back...
Yeaaaa...
Now only remains 2 assignment to complete, 1 is presentation,another 1 is RMDS research essay.
Actually today can complete 2 assignment, ITA and Presentation, but because of that stupid CoS lecturer a.k.a Jeane a.k.a Friday Spoiler, she keep on delay the presentation, God Damn It !!!!
At the end of the Semester, in the subject appraisel, I gona throw all my words on her !!!

Another weekend, same weekend, no plans at all.
Gosh, now only I find out I did not plan stuff very long already.
Hmmm....
Everyone R busying something, no one willing to spend a few hours of their day for gathering, hmm....
Why do people can be that busy ???
Even an hour also kenot be spared...
Haiz...

KY !!, U R rite, I do really sacrifies a lot for a gathering, but in the end, I get nothing but FFKs'.
真的是“好人难当”啊。

Others keep saying busy for exams, assignments, but those things surely U have it planned and U R able to finish it before due date rite??
So a few hours "A DAY" wont cause U to procrastinate ur assignments.
Okay??? Got Wat I said???

Haiz, true friends hard to find.
One is better than None.






Woot, someone is reading this :O



Footnote : Procrastinate ~ To delay something.

PS : "Footnote" ~ I learn that from Microsoft Word. LOLX

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

Titleless 12

This few days I seems like not feeling well.
I duno where the hell I'm not actually feeling well.

Now I feel like kinda empty inside me.
Everyday Procedures seems to be useless.
Found out after U left, my habits are still there,
everyday come back, 1st I sure on my com, MSN, check mailbox, facebook,ur blog,my blog, sotblog.
But now it is meaningless for me to do most of them, not get used to it.
But I still cant quit my habit, mayb it is inside me for damn hella long time ad.
Hard to quit...

Guess I just continue doing wat i gona do...

My day are never the same anymore, since the last gathering, we din talk much, we dun wish to talk much, and it is probably the last time I fetch you home.

I cant imagine wat I gona do these days, especially after I enter Sem3, 7 days a week, 3 days of college, 4 days of rest.
How I gona use all the time I have??

Everytime I feel alone, I think back the old times, I feel very empty inside me, is like gone forever and never come back. But memories do sometimes makes me feel better.
Seems like I haven get used to the way of life right now,I do really not comfortable with it but a fact is a fact, changes must be made, we may talk again someday, but whenever we talk, I wish I can talk more than silence.
Hope it goes that way...

Sunday, October 18, 2009

Titleless 11

End of the week, movie marathon finish too, but that is only for now.
Hehe~~~

Last few days watched 2 movies, Pandorum and CloudyWithAChanceOfMeatball.
Both movies are awesome !!!

Especially Pandorum, damn syok a, kena scared 1 time in the movie. LoLX
That story talks about a sickness due to long hyperspace sleep, and after awaking from hyper sleep, humans can mutate,something like that.
Anyway, Im not gona say much here, go watch for urself. ^^

Cloudy Meatball is more like a comedy animation movie, story is not bad,interesting, and of course funny too.

The coming week, I'm gona rush for movies too, a few movies that I can't wait anymore to watch.
2012 !!! The Storm Warrior !!! Alvin & The Chipmunks 2 !!! Ninja Assassin !!!

And some movies that I mayb will watch are Farcry !!! Poker King !!! Whiteout !!!

All together 7 movies...
So that means I need about RM80 to watch all.
Worth watching aaaa, no big deal la...XD


Besides Movie Marathon, I went SingK too...
Gosh, so long never sing ad, that day when I 1st sing my song, I was like "WTH, no air...".
Too long never singK ad, need some time to adapt.
Anyway, it still fun thou.


Stop here, just came back from Basketball, damn tired.
Rest !!!

Thursday, October 15, 2009

Movie Marathon

Pandorum is out !!!
This week gona be MovieCrazy ad.
Long time never have this feeling ad, seems like quite long never have movie marathon.

Tomorrow hope so I get to watch Pandorum, a nice movie...
Anyone need suggestion, Pandorum is the best movie to choose.


Recently kinda shaken up a bit, but I settled down.
Good~


Cont my things 1st, and tmr is movie time.. yeaaayyyy :)

Monday, October 12, 2009

"Expected" expected~~

After a long journey, it finally comes to an end.
Should I use the word "finally", hmmmmm... Sounds like I expect that to happen, but anyway, things would mayb happen, or mayb not.

Anyway, since you ask for a break , then I have nothing more to say to u.

Wat I will say,I will just say it to myself.

Mayb I'm not good to be a good person for u.
Mayb I'm not able to Un u much enuf.
even Mayb I'm not ready for this kinda stuff.

I duno y u ask for break,but anyway, I'm not interested anymore,it means nothing to me now.
U R on ur own.
I know u will be happy without me along ur side.
U got a bunch of good frds over thr along wif u.
Probably a nice guy u wana get along, wish u luck den.

A T-junction, and u goes the opposite of the way i go.

U can be wateva U wanted to be.
I can be wateva I wanted to be.

End of the road.

Friday, October 9, 2009

F**king Friday

Friday is the most F**king day in the week for me.
F**king fedup with Friday...
F**king fedup with CoS...
F**king fedup with Jeane !!!

After the final exam, I gona write a lot of stuff in the appraisal for CoS tutorial class.

Jeane is F**king stupid!! F**king F**k !!!
No other word can decribe her except FUCK !!!

Really wana FUCK U JEANE !!!
Some kind of Bitch being a lecturer.
How idiotic is this !!!

Every Friday morning, once come in the class, since then, the mouth never stop shooting "TORPEDO", not "BULLETS" anymore.
Wat Fucking lecturer teach us CoS,

CoS first lesson, when u present, u must use the first 5mins of the presentation to attract ur audience's interest and must not lose them.
That was wat she taught us in the first lesson.
OKay~~ nvm, we understood tat.
BUT !!!
Everytime she comes in,all of the audiences have already lose interest in her!!!
So wats the point she teaching "good presentation skill" but herself cant do it !!???
See how idiotic is this?

Today she ask us "Why u guys cant show any professionalism in ur work??? WHY????"
Com'On~~~ we are just students, wat professionalism u wan from us?
Professionalism in FUCKING??

Is like wat u knw?
Is like u r going to the chicken rice shop, and u order ChaoKuehTiao.
Sounds funny rite?
We are just students and her expectations are so far away...
Pee Brain......

Cant stand much longer in her class,
So many weeks of holding our anger...

Luckily next week Friday got holiday,Deepavalli.
YES!!! no class on Friday, A BIG BIG GOOD NEWS to all of us.

Screw Jeane la !!!
The worst lecturer or teacher I ever encountered before!!!

Wednesday, October 7, 2009

Still pain ><

After the last time whr i hurted my leg when basketball-ing, I nvr went to the field anymore, coz I scare someone somehow hit my leg. I told myself not to go to the field, oni after I fully heal up.
now my leg still like cacat,every morning when I wake up,when i stretch,my leg sure will pain. Haiz, the skin doesnt show any bruises but innerside was damaged. Not oni the muscle damaged, also possible bone crack.


BUT today, I break the rule, I went basketball and Jogging.
I carefully play thru the game, it goes pretty well, no one hit my leg, that is good, but instead of hurting my leg, I hurt my finger as well.
IShhhhh...
After a game, I went to the pole to sit and rest, it is tat time, I totally 4gt about my leg injury, when the ball drops to me,instead of using my hand to block, I used my leg to block, "Right Leg"....
Damn sakit for awhile,also drop to the ground...
That time I know smth's wrong wif my leg, tats y i said possible bone crack.

Finger kena ball, now looks up a bit bengkak ad.
When I bent,it pains.
Aiks...


I guess I nd to stay away from sport awhile, gv sometime to heal back.

Leg dmg and finger dmg.
Haiz...

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

Titleless 10

Another boring day, but i found myself smth to of course...
Today wake up early in the morning, went out to the field and jog.
Jogging~~~ Quite some time I din jog already,since last years Form5 PJK period.
Jog wif another 2 frds,jog for i think 10++mins, 7 rounds around the garden, really tiring...fuuuU~~

After jogging den play awhile basketball, wait for my another frd,but dint show up.
So head for Bfast, all reach ad, plan for wat to do ltr.

I suppose not to be here now, writing this article,i suppose to go out to my frd's hse. Now just waiting for calls loo.


Last monday,last 2 days,passed up my math assignment.
Finally pass up smth,but more still waiting for me to do.

My frd told me a good news about our Semester3, He said Sem3 is going to be more relaxing.
Why? Coz 1 week oni study for 3 days, and in Sem3 I oni have to study 3 subjects.
GOOD~~~
More time to rest and to do other things.
Sem3 subject are "Computing","Intro to Business","Perspective in Technology".
The subjects sounds good to me,suit my style, but'ta , got business subject agn. Aiksss
Anyway,the points is i oni nd to study for 3 days a week. *thumbs up*

XiaoRou just now told me there is another gathering in November.
XiaoRou ask for gathering, I knw and everyone knw she somehow will FFK, but the recent gathering (BBQ party), she seems to show promising attitude.
So I guess the next gathering will sure ON and perfecto.

So D u gona join?
U din join us much recently, I knw sometimes u cant,I knw tat.
but sometimes u din interested at all.
Ask U why,and u told me u duno.
Is thr smth u cant tell me? Why izit u cant?
Well I nd to knw wat u thinking wad.
I thought we could share our thoughts tgt...


Quite a time I wanted to post this but I always 4gt,now i rmbed so i post it now.
After looking at MYRA's blog, it gv me smth to write ad.
Smth to do wif "10 things u duno about me"<<, smth like tat,for me i modify it.

THE THINGS THAT I LIKE
1)I like outing alot, I not a person that always stick to a house. I will bored to death. Hell No I will stay at home for a week.

2)I like adventurous things, Anything tat related to the word "adventure" sure it will attract my attention. Anything, from Game to Places.

3)I like to be with a bunch of frds. Gathering for example, one of the best! Anything that I do together wif a bunch of frds, sure I'm interested.
Except for those things tat do tgt wif frds but is harmful and dangerous.

4)I like DRINKS more than FOOD. I cant drink alot compare to eat. I duno why I can be that way but seriously, DRINKS are the best... Any chance of having a party oni wif DRINKS available? LOL Sounds like a good idea. "ONI DRINKS" PARTY~~~ XD

5)I like to explore.Sounds fun to me, related to adventure. U explore ur journey~~~ ooooooo. Those feelings are hilarious.

6)I like chit chat. Haha... U knw wat, when u sitting tgt wif a bunch of frds, U talk about and share about ur stuffs wif others, well is fun... U girls do that much rite, a few girls,sitting tgt,chat everything,"gossip" lol. I like tat...

Tat are enuf for a frd to knw, those are some ordinary one.
Thr are more of course but some I cant tell.
Too hard,too soon,and mayb too sensitive to others...
Haha, its secret.

Well D,share urs wif me.
Dun tell me tat u like to "sleep" those kinda stuff la ho.
Tell me those that u wish I knw u about or those tat I nd to knw.

"Sharing is Caring, Caring is Loving" :)

Sunday, October 4, 2009

G-Force

Today went Sunway watch G-Force.
It is a very nice movie, but why I keep hearing people giving bad comments about it.
Duh ....

Anyway, it is still a very nice movie for me.
They are very cute ><
Hahaha...

Anyone who didnt watch it, dun waste ur time, go get a ticket and watch it already.
Time is not waiting !!!

December is going to out Alvin&TheChipmunks 2...
I'm looking into that @@
I cant wait ><

Saturday, October 3, 2009

Mooncake festival + BBQ party

Mooncake Festival~~ Woooooooo
So fast, it's ad mooncake festival.
Time really fly fast eh...haha

Today is also our old frds gathering.
A BBQ party...
The people who went are Me,KY,Yew,YikLim,Chun,ChiHong,YuZai,"Rabbit",Yien,Yien's Bro,YiJun and HuiYin.All tgt 11 plus Rou.
I wish Dear u are thr,it will be very fun wif u in the party.Hmmm

6pm smth and i'm out to Rou's hse for preparation.
Fetch some people and then head to her house.
Reach her house,
OMG, someone forgot about the fire thingy(to make the fire that little bulb thing,duno how to say ==).
Den wait for KY to go out and buy,
Den Yien say her house got, and Yien forgot to bring those fork and spoons.
Swt ==
Everyone is like forgeting things.
KY then ride his motor go Yien's hse and grab all the items.
Came back Rou's hse is ad 6, almost 7pm.
Gosh, waited like half and hour.

After the items came,
The other boys start to "make the fire".
I din included myself in the process because I cant squat down, it still hurting my leg, so I just gave the job to them lo, while I go and prepare the foods for steamboat and For "bakar".

Almost 8pm, the fire was rdy and everyone were rushing for foods.
A min of chaos, and after that was normal again.
Since I cant squat too long, I asked others to help me to burn food for me.
Hahaha~

And for me,,, heh heh heh...
Waiting infront the big pot for food.
Kekekeke XD.

Everyone were enjoying the food.
A lots of food lagi.
Fuuuhhh, eat 99 and full 99.

After the eating finish,
We started chit chating, well it started early before the party begin...
Anyway, we started chating and this was the part I personally appreaciate the most.
Since when is the last time we gather? Hmmmm
I forgot, quite a long time I knw.
So chating was my favorite,
We talk about a lots of stuffs, rabbit tells us about the hand palm.
He said he done research on hand palm, check our future smth like tat lar,
and everyone were attracted to it.

Too much stuff we talked about,
but the point is,
I appreaciate all the chit chats.
Is like having those old times feeling back to me.
Feels so good to have them all together sitting side by side with each other, sharing wateva topic we want.
I hope the time can last forever but time is always moving.
So wat I hope is all my old frds can be tgt forever,
Every month have a small gathering is enuf.
FOREVER FRIENDSHIP !!!

12 smth, we help to clean up the place and the party ends perfectly.
Yien bring YiJun and Rabbit out because both of them duno how to go out from Rou's hse to the bigger road.
I fetch YuZai,Chun and YikLim home.
KY and Yew I guess follow Rabbit's car.

And thats it.
My mooncake festival and BBQ party ended.
A memorable 1...
Not very long but It is enough for me to say "I love u guys". XD
Thanks to all my friends :)


Some pictures taken by Hong...





I duno why this is here, but I just leave it here bah...Hong's Kawasaki Motor XD





Ps: Sry for the bad English and Direct Translation. Peace ^^V

Friday, October 2, 2009

A boring day...

Nothing to do today.
People say, Friday is a "nice day"...
So how nice it is?

Nothing for me to do.
No mood for game,
No mood for movie,
No mood for music.

Wana Yamcha but no calls receive...Haiz
Wana play ball but leg injured ad...Haiz

Just wait for tomorrow's BBQ party, tats it, tmr gona eat as much as I can !!!

After the party,next week nothing awaits me...
No plans at all.

Now almost end of the year ad, should feel happy about it, but I duno wat to happy about.
Holiday??? Mayb
New semester??? Mayb
X-mas??? Mayb
CNY??? Mayb

Anyway,those not gona make me feel happy because it is still a fw months away.
I guess only my birthday will make me feel happy.
:)

Hope I have a nice 18yrs old birthday.
Gai Gor Zai Jor Xp


I just ask my mum to help dye my hair.
Colour is brown but after dying, it still looks black and a bit brown...
Hmmmmmm, mayb not enuf...
Anyway, it still nice to me.
HAHA

First time dye the whole head,I mean hair la,and my mum din stop me also.
One word----- GOOD !!!

Today nothing to do, I guess I just sleep early lo...

Ciaoz

Thursday, October 1, 2009

A bad day......for my leg~~~

Shueh aaaaaa today, hurt my leg 99 aaaa.
First time hurt until so pain.
Knee too my leg...Ouch....

Not even a game ended, half way ad hurt and den gona rest.
Haiz.

Afraid I cant drive for the next few days.
Now cant even walk nicely,but not so ugly also la.
Like Bai Lou =.=

Hope My leg recover soon enough,better before saturday,coz saturday gona go out party lagi...

Haiz, Shueh aaaaaaa~~~