If u dun like me... ( cont...)

...So this fucking driver drives the others to the park.
I am very very sorry for those who sit in the car,
I guareentee no next time,
we cancel the event rather than sitting in that car.
The blame should be put on one person, the person who promise to back us up if there is a car problem.
Becoz I trust "you" too much, which make the event not 100% perfect.
and also becoz of this, there are some clashes in opinion in our team, which lead to unwanted arguements.
I want to say to U person who cause this, THANKS TO U AND FUCK U !


I feel everything beside me is falling apart.
almost everything is a failure.

Degree LVL 1 is ending,
This second semester is more dissapointed than the previous semester.
Becoz of the first semester, this second semester me and my frd carefully select our team members, but still it is worst.
My group can say almost being caught plagiarism,
and until now I dun even know if the plagiarism part still exist in my assignments or not.
thanks to the careless person,
which I also trusted 100%, and after that letting me down.
becoz of that, ur image to me is broken.
aside the people who let me down,
I want to thanks the people who helped me and my frd in this period.

In my working area,
things are worst,
ystrday kena scold from the department heads.
scold for becoz they think I dun care of the team.
Seriously,
for so long in the team,
I never sign any letters regarding releasing my duty or couldnt fulfill task given.
this is the first time i signing my duty quota letter due to my exam.
but still they think I din did well for the team...
I can be honest with them that I never did something which is not true or cheating,
The only thing I admit I did wrong is I din get signatures from the supervisors.
Beside that problem, other stuff I did it 100% true.
I believe everything I did they already know how my working style,
but until ystrday, I find out it is not enuf.
All the time I trust people to trust me doing the correct work,
but now they dun think I am that kinda person who can do work correctly.
I can see in their eyes saying u suck at ur work.
So from next week onwards,
I will make sure they understand my working style,
if u think im not capable of doing a good job, u better watch out, I had my eyes on everyone in the team.
When im serious, u better watch out.

I knw thr are people who doesnt like me now.
I can feel it when i talking to them.
I know u say I say bad about u and u think im childish.
I can tell u this,,,
When I talk bad about someone, they are mostly doing the bad thing.
i wouldnt say things that is not true.
Before U say im retarded, u should think of urself 1st.
U say im childish, then i guess u r more childish than me.

I can be a good frd,
u good to me,i good to you,
if i good to you, that means u r really a frd to me.
If u dun like me, say it out, dun backstab me, and dun think i duno u did.
U dun like it then fuckoff or just keep it to urself.
Fucking Bastards !
I will be watching closely on every move u make,
u try to do something that may be bad to me,
i guareentee u, u will suffer later.

If u dun like me, dun read this post ! U have been warned.

I cant believe the last post is so long ago. XD
Anyway, I got alot to list down here.
In this period, so many things had happen, BIG things I mean.

First, the big family is in chao right now.
Everyone is not in the good n happy mood.
No one want to sit down and talk about it oso.
The adults all acting so childish.
I talk to my cousins about wat happening,
we know wat is happening, but we cant help much,
we can only sit there and listen to their "mouth battle".
Now things is in ColdWar, everyone ignore wat they should do becoz they duno wat to do.
I just hope things can get better sooner,
I cant imagine when the coming CNY, everyone will gather at my house or not.
Hope the problem solved soon.

Second,
About my HighSchool friends.
We had have so many events lately until now.
About the previous events :

Genting Event :
We suppose to go PD for the event, but some problems showed up and messed up the whole thing.
I dun wana say I was angry or dissapointed becoz I already expected it.
So when they say there's a problem going PD,
so i suggest to them we go Genting,
coz our goal is to just have fun together,enjoy and relax.
So me, the driver plus another 7 ppl went to Genting for this trip.
Although it is just a few people but it is full of fun.
Conclusion to the event is, everyone enjoyed, everyone is happy,
just that after the event, when we wrap up our event, we found out some problems,
but it was just a small problem.

Bukit Cahaya Event:
This is the most recently one.
This is another one big trip,big in the mean of alot of people joining.
This is also the one with alot of problems.
The organisers is me and chris,formally is yew but we thought he should rest awhile and let the others to do, so me and chris that is.
Chris is the bigboss and me as the smaller one.
The thing is, this big event is happy and also kinda not well.
things starts of at the preparation of the event.
I admit that the preparation is not that perfect due to I myself too trust the people around me.
The problem is always the same, the transportation problem.
All this long, Me, Hong, Nich are the fixed people to be the driver.
I am totally agree with Hong's saying,
everytime when there is an event, we are the only drivers that can find.
previously I am not that mindful of this problem becoz most of them still studying and not even have a license yet.
BUT now it is already so long, everyone should have a license already, althought not many but sure there are some people who have.
BUT still they not even wana contribute to the team.
I understand there are problems with their own,
and I also know they will say alot if i ask them to drive,
luckily me and Hong is the same person(almost same), we think alike i mean.
I dun mind I be the fixed driver always becoz I now have some money for myself to spend, and hong too.
So we dun mind and we know the others are always headache about money problem.
So fine...
As this is the common problem we dun care about it anymore,
As long as u guys happy, we happy.

Another thing I learn form this trip is that PEOPLE kenot be trusted 100% !
never ever 100% trust a person !
The best u can trust is 99% !
but not 100% !

The trip should be as easy as simple as ABC,
but i duno why people always want to bring problems to that.
Plan A n Backup Plan, when Plan A fails, Backup Plan must work, but if Backup Plan fails?
This is the thing why I dun trust people 100% .
Supposely Backup Plan should work becoz is already said, it is a BACKUP PLAN.
I just cant believe BACKUP PLAN can fail...
It is not wat i expected actually, but it happen at the last preparation of the event.
So the solution, we get a FUCKED UP driver to drive the rest to the park.
this leads to wat i always tell people, and also why I hate MYVI drivers so much.
"MYVI is an economic frdly car, not a FUCKING FERARI, so dun think it is for sport usage! "
Why that ?
becoz a bunch of people that I know who drives MYVI are totally retarded !
This only apply to those MALE MYVI drivers!
I can say here, U guys are really FUCKED UP people !
If u wana hate me then fine, I dun like ur type oso.
These people can drive MYVI like a FERARI. Cool rite? Ya, FUCK U !
Im not saying I am good at driving, but please care of others when they are in your car or when u are on the road.