Holiday is here !!!

Just wana say my holidays started already.
Haha...
Can rest ad.
Waiting for gathering.
Hope I enjoy this holiday lo.

Lately nothing special happened.
I still the same, doing the same thing, having the same wishes.
Plus still blur about her.
Duno wat to do or Wat should I do.
and I'm still waiting for opportunity to come.
When it does, I will make good use of it.
Now i think i know wat to do to get that chance, thanks to my frds who give me advise.
All the best to us.

BUT still, this christmas I gona spend my time alone as a single.
Owhhh, how sad ><

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Holiday is coming.
Time to relax a bit...
One more week of study and I'm free...
Luckily Yew plan something for this months events, so I have more time to do other things...
Hope Everyone can join us in the gathering this month lo.

That thing is still twisting my mind, make me going crazy... Haizzz..
Guess this matter wont gona stop for now, probably for a few months until I meet someone that can make me forgot about her.
A long run, well, when we wana archieve something, something must to be paid.
And I paid my time and energy and some money...
Is true that if u wana get something den u gona pay for it ??
I think so is true.

Lets hope for the best...
Everyone have a chance, although small chances but still there is a chance...
Same goes to everyone...
Do not giveup so soon...
Or you will regret that why you giveup...

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Another boring week...
Time really pass slow for this semester.
Seems like a week is 10 days instead of 7 days.
Why is there nothing that can make my life go faster for now...
I seems to have lost my directions, or I should say lost my AIMS.

I'm currently aiming at a target that I will never strike bull'seye.
But why I'm still aiming when I know that is impossible ??
Is better for me to have an AIM than nothing...
Sometimes I feel like I'm wasting my time on things that will not make out.
But sometimes I feel that what I'm doing is not a waste of energy and time.
So again make me to choose which is the best to do.

Really tired of doing it but I know myself that I cant quit.
If I quit, all my secretly hardwork will all gone in a blink of an eye.
I'm not a person of paying for nothing...seriously...

What I'm talking about here is all about my current status.
Walking in a thick fog with no guidance.
I always hope that guidance will guide me walking out this thick fog,
but who will be my guide ?
Even thou someone guide me out, am I going to reach my destination smoothly ?

Everyday before I close my eyes, I will always think about it.
Should I or should I not ...
If I do this, will it be this...
If I not do this, will it be that...
Everyday thinking the same thing, but it is always the questions that pop out, not the answers.

So many years of friendship, almost 4 years...
It is still the same, even thou I left it aside for a year, but what I recover back is still the same.
What will she think about me ?
How will she think about me ?
or Do she think about me ?

I dont even know if she knows all my actions means...

That day in the shop, where she came across this question "Is he your BF".
That time I was in the changing room and she was outside the room.
At the instance when I heard that question, I stop everything that I'm doing and I listen to what her reaction is...
As i thought, the answer is normal friends.
As i thought always~~~~
but I was thinking, is she referring to me, or to Yew, coz yew is also beside her that time....
if she was referring to Yew, then i will feel a bit relief.
but if she was referring to me, then for sure I'm a little bit down...
I was truely beaten in the heart when she answered that...

For this long of friendship, why cant she feel something from me...
Everytime i do things secretly at her back to support her, but these things are always hidden, never bring forword to the light...

yesterday, she ask for help on the homework...
She sent me her assignment question but I forgot that I formatted my PC and I haven install my microsoft office back.
What to do ???
I open up my laptop, try to copy the whole microsoft file into my PC...
but it turned out fail, coz of the registry thing.
So i just copy wateva she sent to me to my laptop.
I was standing and sitting for almost an hour, just to help her out.
I will never give up of doing things for a girl...
althought it is stupid to do so but I still insist...
becoz I know someday,
SOMEDAY, maybe soon or maybe in a few years time, she will know my intention.
but things never always turn out like that...
I will still keep on what I do to her now even thou in return I get nothing...
but still I will feel down about it...

people says " If u love someone, you should let that someone to look for her happiness"... sounds true... but how about myself ??
I love her and I should sacrifies my happiness just to make her happy ??
Izit like that ???
Well, is kinda awful in my view.

I'm not a bad person with bad look or bad taste or bad attitude.
but We know people can change to archieve their goal.
So do I...
Im not that bad actually, Im probably 8marks in scale 10.
Am I not worth being together ???


For now on, I duno if she know that I like her and I'm trying to get to her.
Maybe yes, Maybe no...
But wateva the answer is...
I hope that you can give me a chance to prove to you.
This is the only thing that I want for...

Need to be busy !!!

Need to be busy
Need to be busy
Need to be busy
I dont wana let my mind rest even for a second, if not I will get pissed off again...
Busy~Busy~Busy~~~~~

Not in the good mood recently...
Bad bad bad...

I want !!!

I Cant stand it anymore !!!
I want a DATE, I cant stand being alone anymore...
This is not the life I want...
Even though I know finding a DATE is hard and need a lot of time...
but I can wait, as long as it pays off of wat i did...

Really hope I can get wat I want...
God Bless Me ...

Semester 3 !!!

Finally finish exam liao...
Yessss...
Now waiting for next week's first semester 3 class to start.
Im kinda disspointed with the timetable coz i got 4 days + saturday class= 5 days of classes...
GodDamnIT !!!
In semester 3 I oni have 4 subjects to study, not like last 2 semesters got 5 subjects, so I expected 4 day classes per week, but end up like the same like last 2 semesters. Haizzzzz...
Anyway, wat I hope now is just that the classes are not boring but full of fun.
Hate a few classes in the last 2 semesters, duno why lecturers can be so serious all the time...

December is coming, U know wat?
I also means that holiday is near too.
2 weeks of holiday...
How i gona pass 14 days without being bored to death ???
Thinking of planning something but it seems like a bit hard, coz everyone was busying too.
Hhhmmmmm...

Holiday is on 19Dec so I just gona leave it here for now.

Talking about today, I went Jusco for 2012 for the 2nd time...
Hahaha~~~
Watch 2012 twice already...
Damn syok a, wun feel boring too, just feel that the time pass faster than the first time i watch.
I really like the effects they made in the movie, so damn farking real. Especially when the time YellowStone SuperVolcanoe Erupted that time, so damn real...
Seriously I damn nice movie to watch, 1 week plus showing on cinema, but the seats are always full...

Today bought a shirt too, thx to KahYien and her frd JingJing ( who I just knew her a day ago). Both of them help me look for a lot of shirts, this is also why I like girls to follow me becoz they can be my "eye"s for finding suitable shirt for me. Thanks A lot, probably next time I will ask u both to come out agn, coz I haven buy enough >.< ( I duno since when I like to buy shirts, for me last time, I wun bother about shirts, but now, no new shirt = no fun :( )

Today was a good day and Yeah, I enjoyed seriously...

And as for YEW, U ask me about my " Cat-Fish " thing, I know wat you mean, but something if u wish to accomplish, you need to have more time.
Thats wat i think now...
Probably next time I can sit down together with my "listener"s so that I can tell u guys about it.


I too wish to have her, but is just time, interest and relationship problem I'm having in us.

I regret once but I do not want to regret again, but things always can turn up the way u dun wish to...

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I cant stand my connection anymore >.<
Advertisements ask people to "CUT, CUT, CUT", but limited usage...
"CUT WAT CUT ? ", cable connection is good...
Now I have both of this two combined together, cable go modem and router to PC...
but now wat I get ???
A fuking slow connection...
Fuking fedup now.....GGrrrrrr...
Everytime after rain sure the connection will be hell slow...
Even when I try to surf GOOGLE HOME PAGE, it take at least 5 sec to load...
OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGG.......
Google has the most simplest home page out of all search engine but It still take 5sec to load it...
WTF !!!!

Sienzzzzzz......
If I have my own house, I will definitely buy for a high speed connection.

Since I have very slow connection, it is best for me to blog coz I cant go YOUTUBING, FORUMING, or even GAMING...


I'll talk about last sunday.

Last sunday, I went for Jusco to watch 2012.
Wow, seriously, this movie is hotter than Transformer 2...
10am smth I reached thr and it was already full for the whole day.
Every showtime were fullpack.....
I was like, WTF, so people wana know how we die in the coming year 2012... Xp
but seriously, I was shocked.
But still , I'm deperate too to watch that movie, so me and my few frds end up inthe First Row...
OMG,,, first row also wana watch, too deperate >.<

A total showtime of 2hours and it worth it...
Those who haven watch it,
plzplzplz, go and watch.
You will never wana miss this movie...
Seriously you can feel that you are going to die in thr...
Graphic are so damn real!!!

This saturday gona go and watch the 2nd time.
Hehe...
Wish me luck of getting a nice seat =)


Oh ya,
I forgot, that day I have the most funniest McD meal...
Me and my frd reach Jusco 10smth, after buying ticket, we went got lunch.
And yes we went McD, waited half and hour becoz of the McValue Lunch set.
clock hit 12 and everyone were rushing towards the counter.
I order 5 sets of McValue set, LARGE ones.
After I sat down and look at my meal, smth is wrong.
I found out everything was in REGULAR size.
I pay for LARGE and I get REGULAR.
Wat to do?
Of course go counter get back my money lo...
But becoz that time is busy hour.
The manager just grab my resit and ask me to sit down and wait.
Wait for 5mins,
one of the waiter bring another 5 large FrenchFries for us...
I was like, HUH ,,, that guy say not refundable, so he repay us with food.
Another 5 LARGE frenchfries....
There is still more, awhile later, that guy bring another 5 LARGE COKE.
We were like stunned @@...
Everyone around us are looking at us, actually 5 of us including myself.
It took almost 1 hour and a half to finish everything, and still we have leftovers.
Everyone was stuffed with CALORIES...
Anyway, we get a double set without paying it, good ??? Maybe not ...
Wish to have another situation like this, haha....




I have 2 more days of exam ,,,
Not in the mood of studying also...
I really wana ask why my college doesnt have breaks after final exams...
APIIT seems like rushing, no breaks between semesters but inbetween semester, but not long enough.
u guys like TARC, TAYLOR, SUNWAY, INTI, SEGI, UCSI,probably will have longer holidays compared to mine.
SO gooooddddd....

I guess I will update my blog after my exam....
Wait until then for more adventure =)

2012

So many people are talking and discussing about the movie 2012.

2012 seriously is really a must-watch movie.
In my opinion, 2012 isnt really that scary thou.
Predictions are mostly false for those things, all start from ZERO,

The Mayan first calculated doomsday far more earlier than we are now.
Their so call SUPER-Calender shows that 21 December 2012 is the end of the cycle of of something and thats why we have doomsday.
Sounds real when I first watch the video clips from youtube from historical channel, but ancient civilization can predict events that are gona happened that far ??

Mayans are the first,
second comes the chinese,
WE predicted Doomsday too ???
OMG.....
I found infos about it, said chinese calculated it using 5 coins....
Sounds lame...
Toss the coins and u will found out the future,
but that is not the real point,
the point is the DATE is the same 21 December 2012...

WOW...
Fishhyyy...
Coincedence ???
No idea....

I wana ask this, why doomsday gona be at 21 December 2012 ??
The date only have 3 types of digits...
0,1,and 2... 21-12-2012
Weird....
Anyway, 2012 is very near, a few years later only,
we will eventually find out when the year 2012 comes.

About the movie 2012,
They included a lot of SUPER DISASTER cases that will happen...
Example the Yellowstone National Park,
Infos says that Underneath the Park, thr is a super volcanoe, an eruption from that thing can blow up America...
@@
1 blow and AMERICA is byebye...
As for why,I wont gona explaine, but i know of course Xp...

And then the polar ice cape melts, causing a 7000meter high wave (rumours)...
7000 meter high, WTF... got so serious not ??
mayb i heard it wrong but we saw that from the movie trailer rite ??
A monk went up the hill hit the big bell, looking at the seawave rumbling down HIMALAYAS ( if not mistaken ), and HIMALAYAS is very high... sounds IMBA...

I really cant wait to watch that movie...
My frds wana watch,Yew they wana watch...
I think I will watch this movie twice at least...




PS: I hope we people predict it wrong. People please start recycling and help stop Global Warming if we wana keep on living... I still have bunch of stuff never try before >.<
Humans do not wish for a BURNING DEATH or FREEZING DEATH...

Final Exam Coming~~~~~ HaIzzzz

Exam is just around the corner, and I'm always the same, not in the mood of studying..
What to do ???
I duno also...

Next week SPM gona start also,
My college final sem2 exam is next week also,
Coincedence...
Feel like having SPM back.
Haha...

But college is harder than SPM, in my opinion.
Coz fail 1 subject = 1/4 dead ...
and the 1/4 dead is more than enough to for resitting the whole module,and I dun wan tat...

Guess I will post or update my blog after the exam and tat is next week.

2012 is out, but exam is coming...
Should I go and watch or study ???
......*thinking*.......

NAHHHHHH, movie is better....
Hahahaha XD

Nov 7 & 8 BoD

The most happiest day in 2009.
Friends celebrated my and Hong's Birthday.
Every year we celebrate together, very good rite?
Haha~~~

Nov 7
Hong's actual birthday.
That day early in the morning I went his house to have breakfast with him.
And after that went CC, coz long time din go have fun ad.
Plus nothing to do at home, so went out CC
Afternoon, me ,yew and hong together watching "where got ghost" at hong's house.
Coz gathering and party is at night so afternoon was quite boring.

At night...
haha~~~
fun is on the way...
4 cars going to UMAMI for steamboat.
First time so many people together go for a birthday party.
All together 23 people.
At first I was surprise that the organiser, Yew, get to invite so many people.
6pm we take off str8 to Umami, but we waited HonYuen to come and gather with me before going becoz they duno the way.
We waited for 10mins and they said they remember the way.
I duno wat the heck is tat ~~ ==

but anyway, 6pm wait until 6.10++ then str8 head to UMAMI, traffic was still okay by that time.
We reach UMAMI by 7pm.
And yes, we started to eat like crazy people.
Damn syok...

But a few of them fetched my HonYuen haven reach yet.
Why??
Becoz they forgot the way ==
Gosh, I thought they said they knew the way.
7pm drive around Bandar Sunway for an hour.
OMG~~~~~~~~~~

HonYuen is kinda sux at driving,
when I go and find them, most of them complain a lot.
Gosh~~~~~

but after that everything was perfectly fine.
We have a great steamboat and birthday party.

I got a few presents too.
And one of them is seriously surprise me.
A HAMSTER ..
OMG~~~~~~~

I thought I told u guys no animals as present wad....
Haizzzz.....
But since u bought it, I have to accept it, I just hope my mum wun kill it...@@

After the party,
Me,Yew,KY,KahYien and Hong went Midvalley for movie.
And tat Yew pick PHOBIA2...
OMG~~~
Seriously i hate to watch ghost movie in cinema and then summore midnight.
Gosh,,scary la....
Not my type....

After the movie ,everyone went home happily.
And yeah, Im very very very happy.

Thank U guys for celebrating my birthday and have a great night.
Memorablefull.....

I wish I have this kinda party every year.



PS: I will post up the photos of the hamster, and guess wat, We name it 猪麦. HAHA, in cantonese it sounds like chipmunks.

BoD coming~~~

Birthday is coming~~~~
yeaaaaaa~~~~~~
Time to have fun again...
Yoooohuuuuuuuuuuuuuu....

Next week buffel week,
VERY NICE !!!!

Sunday is my birthday,
I can play until the next morning.
HAHA.....

I'm waiting...
But I cant wait...
=="

A feeling from the past

Today I really enjoyed myself thru the day.
We went Jusco for Singing, Greenbox !
We have a lots of fun when singing, taking pictures, and the most important thing is, somehow I found back the feeling I have 5 years back.

It is really nice to think back wat I thought of 5 years before,
The first time I feel to like someone.
The ever first time.
But I did nothing to get wat i wanted to.

5 years back, I was a person that is not very sociable and it is becoz i somehow felt shy about it.
As time passes, I know I cannot keep on saying that I'm shy and so I cannot be a sociable person.
When I saw her, this feeling somehow poops up in no where, I wish to know her but becoz Im shy, I did not.
My shyness really keep me away from many things, I felt shy becoz I doesnt have something to admires people to view me as a nice person.

Back then 5 years ago, I was short and a bit "fat".
Becoz of that, I feel that : " nah, such face cant have much new friends ".
but after sometime, I never like the one I knew myself before.
Now Im of course better than before, or i can use the word "handsome" XD than before.
I think so myself.

back to the point,
becoz of shy, I knew her very late and she have already occupied.
It is the first time I wanted to have a relationship with a girl, and becoz of that, I duno wat to do, wat to say, or even wat to think about.

Everyday I just kinda look at her, and wish someday we can be together.
but that is before I knew her.

Thanks to my friends yew and KY,
I finally get to know her until now.
Best friends !!!
But I dun wan to be just friends...

As I know, I just broke up with someone, I settle down myself pretty fast coz I already expected it.
But after today, I really know that I cant be alone like this, I felt something is missing in my life, and now I know wat i missing of.
I cant stop thinking of her sometimes.
She can make me feel so nice and relaxing when we meet.
Even the problems I having can suddenly somehow washed away.

But unfortunately, she was occupied until today.
Such a nice girl, I do not expect that she was not in a relationship with some other boys.
She act as a very good friend infront of me, but I never ever ask her about her view in me.
For all these years, really, NEVER ....
As for why, I really duno, but i wish she can tell me.
She dint not sit infront of the computer all day long.
The only way if i wana ask her is thru phone or SMS.
but if I suddenly ask her such questions, will she finds out my doing?

Back in those years, everyone know that I have interest in her, Yew,Ky everyone knows that.
But all I did is sitting away from her and see her from a distance, sometimes I feels so sad, becoz I cant have her in me.
But sometimes, I saw her smile, well, tat isnt very bad thou...

NoW !!! she still having a relationship with another boy.
So wat can i do?
My friends once told me to wait,
Should I do that ???

How I know if she is interested in me ???
Does she know that I have a crush on her ???
Will she accept me if I ask for a relationship ???

I dun wana waste my time and miss the chance to be with her everytime, I must grab each oppurtunity...
But in the end, will I get wat i wan ??




I'm just a normal, not very handsome and not very good looking, but arent too bad.
Will a girl like her likes me ?
likes me ? likes me not ?










People who knew me 5years ago, will know who I have a crush on...

Boring + Boring = Too Boring...

How come my life seems so boring now...
Gosh, macam nothing to do saja...
Everyday come back sure on computer first, then wait until 5pm then go basketball, after that come back computer again...

Sien looo....

Luckily tmr get to go out with my old gang of friends...
Tmr we are going to jusco, for wat ??
SINGK of course !!! haha....
But somehow after that I will still feel very sien...

If u person likes outdoor, sure U get a feeling like this, U went for an event, play and have fun thru the event, events like outing, travel, vacation, etc. After u came back sure u will feel very very boring and sien.

I always have this feeling, duno why...

Anyway, get to go out with them is better than sitting at home rite...
So wish I had a nice day tmr.
Although it is not that nice like old days but i will still enjoy myself.


- Boring - Boring = - Too Boring <<<< thats wat i wan ^^

Final Exam Coming !!!

Final exam coming ad...
It also means that it is going to enter Sem3.
Feels like this semester pass faster than the previous 1.

Anyway, enter Sem3, GOOD NEWS.
Finally get to touch something related to Computing !
And the most important is and if it is not mistaken,
Sem3 only have 3 day classes in a week...
Yeaayyyyy~~~
More time to rest and go out.
Goooddd, tats wat i wish for...

But before that, I still have to finish my Sem3 Final Exam 1st.
Aiks, this time is nothing like the last time.
Subjects are kinda hard, but i think i can handle them.
Hope so I could...

2 more weeks and here comes my birthday.
Hehehehehe~~~~

Wat is gona be like when it comes,
hmmmmmmm,,,
a party? Mayb
Just hope that i have a nice birthday,
Not like Choy's 1,
Duno why that Choy so desperate with tat "girl".
If a girl doesnt likes u, just give up already, wateva u do does nothing good...
Mayb Choy cant see tat himself, he just banging onto the apple tree and wish it drops durians. ( LOLX, think tat out myself )

Choy is DEPERADO, too desperate...
He really needs to settle down his mind awhile and think thru...
Itu nerves sudah sumbat, perlu bersih dulu.

He gets nothing after wat he pay for, to make her happy, to get her attention,
but he gets nothing in return.

Some people (someone we knw very well) get the chance of being attractfull to girls, didnt appreciate when the girl ask for coupling.

One kenot get wateva he wan, but another one can have wateva he wan, but he refuse.

Face problem? LOL
thats wat people mostly say,
but seriously,

WAT MAKES A GIRL LIKE A BOY SO MUCH THAT THE GIRL DO WATEVA FOR HIM ???
WAT MAKES A BOY LIKE A GIRL SO MUCH THAT THE BOY WILL DO WATEVA SHE LIKE ???

I have my own experience and wat I can say is,
Well...
Its nothing like "a piece of cake" really, sometimes u will feel headache becoz of that.
An example for that :

BOY = Share buyer
GIRL = Company

A boy buy shares into a company, sure the boy wish for profit and big money @@, everytime he buy a number of shares, he risk of doing that, but usually, most people will think that it is worth doing it. BUT he will never know wat is happening in the company (girl).
If lucky, he get a big earned profit,
If unlucky, he lost everything, mayb not everything but sure he will lost something, and the company will not responsible to that.

See wat I mean??? (in case of misunderstanding)

It means a boy do so much things to a girl with a risk of losing everything he did just to make her happy and to carry out a relationship.
BUT the girl's thoughts are never like constant, changing all the time,
If the girl like wat the boy did, they will have a good relationship.
If the girl do not like wat the boy did, relationship is a waste.

Maybe I gave the wrong example but it is something like above that I wana tell...
If u have a relationship b4, u should understand that.

Something tat my friends told me today,
Girls can give a Million reasons for break up, and the reasons are always not logical, but still it works...
Boys will only give one reason for break up, that reason is always " I have another Girlfriend outside.", other than tat reason, it will not work except this one.

Weird ???
unbelievable ???

It's true U know ?
It is true.

Last words, : "Don't aim too high, or U will become SOHAI"

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Today is Choy's birthday but I nearly forgot about that.
Today really damn busy, because of the ITA assignment,from morning do until noon,non-stop.
I thought I can return home 12pm-1pm, but because of my frds that is car pulling with me, well I have to wait for him also.
Wasted a few hours waiting for him.
Haizz...
Anyway, i finally pass up my ITA assignment a.k.a The Most Annoying assignment.
A big burden gone from my back...
Yeaaaa...
Now only remains 2 assignment to complete, 1 is presentation,another 1 is RMDS research essay.
Actually today can complete 2 assignment, ITA and Presentation, but because of that stupid CoS lecturer a.k.a Jeane a.k.a Friday Spoiler, she keep on delay the presentation, God Damn It !!!!
At the end of the Semester, in the subject appraisel, I gona throw all my words on her !!!

Another weekend, same weekend, no plans at all.
Gosh, now only I find out I did not plan stuff very long already.
Hmmm....
Everyone R busying something, no one willing to spend a few hours of their day for gathering, hmm....
Why do people can be that busy ???
Even an hour also kenot be spared...
Haiz...

KY !!, U R rite, I do really sacrifies a lot for a gathering, but in the end, I get nothing but FFKs'.
真的是“好人难当”啊。

Others keep saying busy for exams, assignments, but those things surely U have it planned and U R able to finish it before due date rite??
So a few hours "A DAY" wont cause U to procrastinate ur assignments.
Okay??? Got Wat I said???

Haiz, true friends hard to find.
One is better than None.






Woot, someone is reading this :O



Footnote : Procrastinate ~ To delay something.

PS : "Footnote" ~ I learn that from Microsoft Word. LOLX

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This few days I seems like not feeling well.
I duno where the hell I'm not actually feeling well.

Now I feel like kinda empty inside me.
Everyday Procedures seems to be useless.
Found out after U left, my habits are still there,
everyday come back, 1st I sure on my com, MSN, check mailbox, facebook,ur blog,my blog, sotblog.
But now it is meaningless for me to do most of them, not get used to it.
But I still cant quit my habit, mayb it is inside me for damn hella long time ad.
Hard to quit...

Guess I just continue doing wat i gona do...

My day are never the same anymore, since the last gathering, we din talk much, we dun wish to talk much, and it is probably the last time I fetch you home.

I cant imagine wat I gona do these days, especially after I enter Sem3, 7 days a week, 3 days of college, 4 days of rest.
How I gona use all the time I have??

Everytime I feel alone, I think back the old times, I feel very empty inside me, is like gone forever and never come back. But memories do sometimes makes me feel better.
Seems like I haven get used to the way of life right now,I do really not comfortable with it but a fact is a fact, changes must be made, we may talk again someday, but whenever we talk, I wish I can talk more than silence.
Hope it goes that way...

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End of the week, movie marathon finish too, but that is only for now.
Hehe~~~

Last few days watched 2 movies, Pandorum and CloudyWithAChanceOfMeatball.
Both movies are awesome !!!

Especially Pandorum, damn syok a, kena scared 1 time in the movie. LoLX
That story talks about a sickness due to long hyperspace sleep, and after awaking from hyper sleep, humans can mutate,something like that.
Anyway, Im not gona say much here, go watch for urself. ^^

Cloudy Meatball is more like a comedy animation movie, story is not bad,interesting, and of course funny too.

The coming week, I'm gona rush for movies too, a few movies that I can't wait anymore to watch.
2012 !!! The Storm Warrior !!! Alvin & The Chipmunks 2 !!! Ninja Assassin !!!

And some movies that I mayb will watch are Farcry !!! Poker King !!! Whiteout !!!

All together 7 movies...
So that means I need about RM80 to watch all.
Worth watching aaaa, no big deal la...XD


Besides Movie Marathon, I went SingK too...
Gosh, so long never sing ad, that day when I 1st sing my song, I was like "WTH, no air...".
Too long never singK ad, need some time to adapt.
Anyway, it still fun thou.


Stop here, just came back from Basketball, damn tired.
Rest !!!

Movie Marathon

Pandorum is out !!!
This week gona be MovieCrazy ad.
Long time never have this feeling ad, seems like quite long never have movie marathon.

Tomorrow hope so I get to watch Pandorum, a nice movie...
Anyone need suggestion, Pandorum is the best movie to choose.


Recently kinda shaken up a bit, but I settled down.
Good~


Cont my things 1st, and tmr is movie time.. yeaaayyyy :)

"Expected" expected~~

After a long journey, it finally comes to an end.
Should I use the word "finally", hmmmmm... Sounds like I expect that to happen, but anyway, things would mayb happen, or mayb not.

Anyway, since you ask for a break , then I have nothing more to say to u.

Wat I will say,I will just say it to myself.

Mayb I'm not good to be a good person for u.
Mayb I'm not able to Un u much enuf.
even Mayb I'm not ready for this kinda stuff.

I duno y u ask for break,but anyway, I'm not interested anymore,it means nothing to me now.
U R on ur own.
I know u will be happy without me along ur side.
U got a bunch of good frds over thr along wif u.
Probably a nice guy u wana get along, wish u luck den.

A T-junction, and u goes the opposite of the way i go.

U can be wateva U wanted to be.
I can be wateva I wanted to be.

End of the road.

F**king Friday

Friday is the most F**king day in the week for me.
F**king fedup with Friday...
F**king fedup with CoS...
F**king fedup with Jeane !!!

After the final exam, I gona write a lot of stuff in the appraisal for CoS tutorial class.

Jeane is F**king stupid!! F**king F**k !!!
No other word can decribe her except FUCK !!!

Really wana FUCK U JEANE !!!
Some kind of Bitch being a lecturer.
How idiotic is this !!!

Every Friday morning, once come in the class, since then, the mouth never stop shooting "TORPEDO", not "BULLETS" anymore.
Wat Fucking lecturer teach us CoS,

CoS first lesson, when u present, u must use the first 5mins of the presentation to attract ur audience's interest and must not lose them.
That was wat she taught us in the first lesson.
OKay~~ nvm, we understood tat.
BUT !!!
Everytime she comes in,all of the audiences have already lose interest in her!!!
So wats the point she teaching "good presentation skill" but herself cant do it !!???
See how idiotic is this?

Today she ask us "Why u guys cant show any professionalism in ur work??? WHY????"
Com'On~~~ we are just students, wat professionalism u wan from us?
Professionalism in FUCKING??

Is like wat u knw?
Is like u r going to the chicken rice shop, and u order ChaoKuehTiao.
Sounds funny rite?
We are just students and her expectations are so far away...
Pee Brain......

Cant stand much longer in her class,
So many weeks of holding our anger...

Luckily next week Friday got holiday,Deepavalli.
YES!!! no class on Friday, A BIG BIG GOOD NEWS to all of us.

Screw Jeane la !!!
The worst lecturer or teacher I ever encountered before!!!

Still pain ><

After the last time whr i hurted my leg when basketball-ing, I nvr went to the field anymore, coz I scare someone somehow hit my leg. I told myself not to go to the field, oni after I fully heal up.
now my leg still like cacat,every morning when I wake up,when i stretch,my leg sure will pain. Haiz, the skin doesnt show any bruises but innerside was damaged. Not oni the muscle damaged, also possible bone crack.


BUT today, I break the rule, I went basketball and Jogging.
I carefully play thru the game, it goes pretty well, no one hit my leg, that is good, but instead of hurting my leg, I hurt my finger as well.
IShhhhh...
After a game, I went to the pole to sit and rest, it is tat time, I totally 4gt about my leg injury, when the ball drops to me,instead of using my hand to block, I used my leg to block, "Right Leg"....
Damn sakit for awhile,also drop to the ground...
That time I know smth's wrong wif my leg, tats y i said possible bone crack.

Finger kena ball, now looks up a bit bengkak ad.
When I bent,it pains.
Aiks...


I guess I nd to stay away from sport awhile, gv sometime to heal back.

Leg dmg and finger dmg.
Haiz...

Titleless 10

Another boring day, but i found myself smth to of course...
Today wake up early in the morning, went out to the field and jog.
Jogging~~~ Quite some time I din jog already,since last years Form5 PJK period.
Jog wif another 2 frds,jog for i think 10++mins, 7 rounds around the garden, really tiring...fuuuU~~

After jogging den play awhile basketball, wait for my another frd,but dint show up.
So head for Bfast, all reach ad, plan for wat to do ltr.

I suppose not to be here now, writing this article,i suppose to go out to my frd's hse. Now just waiting for calls loo.


Last monday,last 2 days,passed up my math assignment.
Finally pass up smth,but more still waiting for me to do.

My frd told me a good news about our Semester3, He said Sem3 is going to be more relaxing.
Why? Coz 1 week oni study for 3 days, and in Sem3 I oni have to study 3 subjects.
GOOD~~~
More time to rest and to do other things.
Sem3 subject are "Computing","Intro to Business","Perspective in Technology".
The subjects sounds good to me,suit my style, but'ta , got business subject agn. Aiksss
Anyway,the points is i oni nd to study for 3 days a week. *thumbs up*

XiaoRou just now told me there is another gathering in November.
XiaoRou ask for gathering, I knw and everyone knw she somehow will FFK, but the recent gathering (BBQ party), she seems to show promising attitude.
So I guess the next gathering will sure ON and perfecto.

So D u gona join?
U din join us much recently, I knw sometimes u cant,I knw tat.
but sometimes u din interested at all.
Ask U why,and u told me u duno.
Is thr smth u cant tell me? Why izit u cant?
Well I nd to knw wat u thinking wad.
I thought we could share our thoughts tgt...


Quite a time I wanted to post this but I always 4gt,now i rmbed so i post it now.
After looking at MYRA's blog, it gv me smth to write ad.
Smth to do wif "10 things u duno about me"<<, smth like tat,for me i modify it.

THE THINGS THAT I LIKE
1)I like outing alot, I not a person that always stick to a house. I will bored to death. Hell No I will stay at home for a week.

2)I like adventurous things, Anything tat related to the word "adventure" sure it will attract my attention. Anything, from Game to Places.

3)I like to be with a bunch of frds. Gathering for example, one of the best! Anything that I do together wif a bunch of frds, sure I'm interested.
Except for those things tat do tgt wif frds but is harmful and dangerous.

4)I like DRINKS more than FOOD. I cant drink alot compare to eat. I duno why I can be that way but seriously, DRINKS are the best... Any chance of having a party oni wif DRINKS available? LOL Sounds like a good idea. "ONI DRINKS" PARTY~~~ XD

5)I like to explore.Sounds fun to me, related to adventure. U explore ur journey~~~ ooooooo. Those feelings are hilarious.

6)I like chit chat. Haha... U knw wat, when u sitting tgt wif a bunch of frds, U talk about and share about ur stuffs wif others, well is fun... U girls do that much rite, a few girls,sitting tgt,chat everything,"gossip" lol. I like tat...

Tat are enuf for a frd to knw, those are some ordinary one.
Thr are more of course but some I cant tell.
Too hard,too soon,and mayb too sensitive to others...
Haha, its secret.

Well D,share urs wif me.
Dun tell me tat u like to "sleep" those kinda stuff la ho.
Tell me those that u wish I knw u about or those tat I nd to knw.

"Sharing is Caring, Caring is Loving" :)

G-Force

Today went Sunway watch G-Force.
It is a very nice movie, but why I keep hearing people giving bad comments about it.
Duh ....

Anyway, it is still a very nice movie for me.
They are very cute ><
Hahaha...

Anyone who didnt watch it, dun waste ur time, go get a ticket and watch it already.
Time is not waiting !!!

December is going to out Alvin&TheChipmunks 2...
I'm looking into that @@
I cant wait ><

Mooncake festival + BBQ party

Mooncake Festival~~ Woooooooo
So fast, it's ad mooncake festival.
Time really fly fast eh...haha

Today is also our old frds gathering.
A BBQ party...
The people who went are Me,KY,Yew,YikLim,Chun,ChiHong,YuZai,"Rabbit",Yien,Yien's Bro,YiJun and HuiYin.All tgt 11 plus Rou.
I wish Dear u are thr,it will be very fun wif u in the party.Hmmm

6pm smth and i'm out to Rou's hse for preparation.
Fetch some people and then head to her house.
Reach her house,
OMG, someone forgot about the fire thingy(to make the fire that little bulb thing,duno how to say ==).
Den wait for KY to go out and buy,
Den Yien say her house got, and Yien forgot to bring those fork and spoons.
Swt ==
Everyone is like forgeting things.
KY then ride his motor go Yien's hse and grab all the items.
Came back Rou's hse is ad 6, almost 7pm.
Gosh, waited like half and hour.

After the items came,
The other boys start to "make the fire".
I din included myself in the process because I cant squat down, it still hurting my leg, so I just gave the job to them lo, while I go and prepare the foods for steamboat and For "bakar".

Almost 8pm, the fire was rdy and everyone were rushing for foods.
A min of chaos, and after that was normal again.
Since I cant squat too long, I asked others to help me to burn food for me.
Hahaha~

And for me,,, heh heh heh...
Waiting infront the big pot for food.
Kekekeke XD.

Everyone were enjoying the food.
A lots of food lagi.
Fuuuhhh, eat 99 and full 99.

After the eating finish,
We started chit chating, well it started early before the party begin...
Anyway, we started chating and this was the part I personally appreaciate the most.
Since when is the last time we gather? Hmmmm
I forgot, quite a long time I knw.
So chating was my favorite,
We talk about a lots of stuffs, rabbit tells us about the hand palm.
He said he done research on hand palm, check our future smth like tat lar,
and everyone were attracted to it.

Too much stuff we talked about,
but the point is,
I appreaciate all the chit chats.
Is like having those old times feeling back to me.
Feels so good to have them all together sitting side by side with each other, sharing wateva topic we want.
I hope the time can last forever but time is always moving.
So wat I hope is all my old frds can be tgt forever,
Every month have a small gathering is enuf.
FOREVER FRIENDSHIP !!!

12 smth, we help to clean up the place and the party ends perfectly.
Yien bring YiJun and Rabbit out because both of them duno how to go out from Rou's hse to the bigger road.
I fetch YuZai,Chun and YikLim home.
KY and Yew I guess follow Rabbit's car.

And thats it.
My mooncake festival and BBQ party ended.
A memorable 1...
Not very long but It is enough for me to say "I love u guys". XD
Thanks to all my friends :)


Some pictures taken by Hong...





I duno why this is here, but I just leave it here bah...Hong's Kawasaki Motor XD





Ps: Sry for the bad English and Direct Translation. Peace ^^V

A boring day...

Nothing to do today.
People say, Friday is a "nice day"...
So how nice it is?

Nothing for me to do.
No mood for game,
No mood for movie,
No mood for music.

Wana Yamcha but no calls receive...Haiz
Wana play ball but leg injured ad...Haiz

Just wait for tomorrow's BBQ party, tats it, tmr gona eat as much as I can !!!

After the party,next week nothing awaits me...
No plans at all.

Now almost end of the year ad, should feel happy about it, but I duno wat to happy about.
Holiday??? Mayb
New semester??? Mayb
X-mas??? Mayb
CNY??? Mayb

Anyway,those not gona make me feel happy because it is still a fw months away.
I guess only my birthday will make me feel happy.
:)

Hope I have a nice 18yrs old birthday.
Gai Gor Zai Jor Xp


I just ask my mum to help dye my hair.
Colour is brown but after dying, it still looks black and a bit brown...
Hmmmmmm, mayb not enuf...
Anyway, it still nice to me.
HAHA

First time dye the whole head,I mean hair la,and my mum din stop me also.
One word----- GOOD !!!

Today nothing to do, I guess I just sleep early lo...

Ciaoz

A bad day......for my leg~~~

Shueh aaaaaa today, hurt my leg 99 aaaa.
First time hurt until so pain.
Knee too my leg...Ouch....

Not even a game ended, half way ad hurt and den gona rest.
Haiz.

Afraid I cant drive for the next few days.
Now cant even walk nicely,but not so ugly also la.
Like Bai Lou =.=

Hope My leg recover soon enough,better before saturday,coz saturday gona go out party lagi...

Haiz, Shueh aaaaaaa~~~

Home Sweet Home;Busy Shyt Busy

After 3 days and I'm finally back at home.
Miss my bed~ XD
Miss my computer~ XD

Now back at home I can do wateva I want.
yea tats good, my own home is better than others.

This week, or I can say this month is going to be damn busy.
And also damn " POTONG STEAM ".

Everyday once I think about assignment den sure PotongSteam 1.
Wana do assignment but no idea how to start or do.
Damn stupid.

The remain assignments are :~ITA assignment ( hardest T_T )
:~Math assignment ( easiest of all )
:~CoS group presentation(Most PotongSteam,coz gone present
:~RMDS ( Dont even knw the question yet... )

Headache aaaaaaa~~~

ITA is the hardest becoz a lot of things we still dun knw about it.
A checklist given to us for us to check whether all requirements aquired not,but still we dun even knw how to do most of the steps,and tat stupid checklist got probably 50 items needed for distinction.
AIks......

Math assignment is the easiest, pass up next Monday, 1 week time to do.Gona finish it before this weekend. Must !!!

CoS group presentation, Title of presentation is to modify the letter "F" into a product, presentation is about to present the product and talk about it of course.
A letter "F"... WTF ??!!
Why cant the stupid lecturer give us an item, like a stupid chopstick,spoon,fork or wateva,why it is gona be a alphabet???
Duh~~ Lame
Thats y i said most "PotongSteam" 1....

RMDS assignment still an unknown, so many days ad, lecturer haven upload it for us to download and do it.Almost end of Sem2 already,1 more solid month and I'm going for Holiday and entering Sem3.

Time fly so fast,so fast gona end Sem2 ad.
November is end of Sem2, after the final exam in Nov of course.
November is also my birthday month.
Woooooooo....
Bday is around the corner ad.
30+ days and counting.

Hope my Bday this year is a good and memorable 1.

BUT before that, 1st I need to deal with my assignments first....
Aiks, thnk too far suddenly. Xp

Hope everything gona be smooth and safe~

Miss My Own Bed~~

3 days since Sunday I'm not at home, I went to my cousin's house for stay over because my mom and my aunts are going to Sarawak for my elder cousin's wedding. Which I wanted to go but no chance... Haiz

3 days not at home, I miss my bed a lot, and also my Computer !!!
Sick of using this stupid and retarded laptop, bored to hell without games and movies.

First time blogging in this hours.
Coz too boring already.
Should find something to do......

Assignments, I dun have the mood to do now...Seriously~

No games...Duh...Sienzzz

I duno wat to say ad...
Mind is empty...





I really miss my own bed T_T

College restart...bunch of stuff happened

Holidays are over !!!
Time to study again.
Good thing because I can finally concentrate on my unfinished assignments.
Still got 4 more to go.... Aiks, so much >.<

This 2nd Semester break is like faster than the last one.
Hmmmm, duno why so fast,maybe too many things happened in this one week time.
And that keep my head spinning all the time.

Anyway, holiday isnt that good after all,nothing to busy with,seems like I'm useless.
A thing for me to busy is better.

Ystrday and Today are 2 very meaningfull day, my cousin's wedding.
I wish them can be together happily ever after. ^^

Too many things really did happened in this very week.
I broke my specs/I got my favo new game/My cousin's wedding/And finally my own problem....

I have been having dreams( can consider nightmare)about D telling me things I dont wana hear or unexpected things.

After dreaming that, I asked myself about it.
Is this thing I expected?
Is this thing I unexpected?
Should I expect the unexpected?

I do not know when we problems and barriers between us will finally fade away,but I hope 1 day,you can think thru ur mind and make a wise decision." Should I or Shouldnt I".

And seriously,I got a bunch of question lurking in my head,but I cant speak out and ask u str8 forward.
But I dun wana sit and wait anymore.

What I wana ask u is this...
1)你说你累了主动，我想问的是，你是哪一方累了主动？（不是说你完全没有主动过哦。）
2）你有没有想过要主动点来找我谈天？
3）你有没有想过要主动点来关心我？

why I ask is because I cant recall when is the last time My Handphone rang,I the name is urs,and asking me "How do U today"...

I hope u can think about it.
I care about u,I also hope tat u care about me.

Titleless 9

Today I broke my specs !!!
God damn it...

But after 3-4years since the last time I change my specs, well this time really can change already, even the degree of my vision I did not know all these times.

Because of a basketball game and I broke it.
haiz

Anyway, it's not a bad thing.
Just now went SouthCity, order a new spec for RM230.
And is a new style, my old 1 is like too out-dated.

This coming sunday I will get my spec good and rdy to wear.
Haha.

hope I'm still tat good looking wif the new "upgrade"... XD

对你～

为什么你会不理不睬，我想你也心里有数。我也不想多问了。我只希望你不要再不理不睬的对我，我不喜欢那种被忽略的感觉，我想你也一样不喜欢的。

我说我不想听到“对不起”这三个字，是应为那三个字是不会帮助到我们的问题的。
人家说，“对不起，不是大完的”。
如果你是真的觉得对不起，那就抬起头，一起面对问题啊。

我会说你会喜欢有钱，有地位，这些都是我的想法。我自己的想法。
我一个人坐在房间里，没有人与我谈心事，我就会开始胡思乱想，我自己也控制不来，我也更希望有人来告诉我说，“你这样想，就错了。你因该这样想～～～～”。
但是有吗？

你也因该知道，我是一个“想”比“说话”多的人，或许是好，或许是坏，我自己也搞不清楚。
那你说，是好，还是坏啊？

我会说有钱，有地位，一部分，我会那样想是应为我看到你和学院那一帮朋友，男的女的都好，我多多少少都会觉得是那样。
应为我不想失去你。
离开高中，进入学院，这样的事都会发生。
这事已经发生过了，我们还吵了几天。
我真的不想再应为这些事而搞到我们讨厌对方。
如果发生了，就要双方出来搞清楚啊。
两个人的沟通是很重要的，有问题，就一起解决啊。
你说是不是？

你说你讨厌主动。
主动啊，我还搞不清楚到底谁才是最主动的那个。
主动的事，我很想你告诉我，你的“主动”，怎样才算“主动”咯。
我可没有那种觉得“我才是主动的那个”的想法哦，我只是想弄个明白罢了。

你说我的想法很令人讨厌，这我也知道。
但是我的目的，就只是为了要你说出你的感受啊。
我做的每一件事，都有它的目的的。
既然，我这样子想，你很不喜欢，也没有作用，那我就不再这样想了。
你的年龄大过我，或许就是这样，你才觉得我的思想幼稚吧。

我想啊，我发觉了一样东西，我看你还没适合踏入另一种恋爱。
我要的，应该就是你现在不能的。
那好，怪我没注意到这点。
我一直以来都很想更进一步的发展，我看啊，我还是看远了点。
就是应为这样，我才需要你来告诉我啊，然我了解了，那就好了啊。
如果你觉得你还不适合那样子的恋爱，那就告诉我啊，有什么事是不能告诉我的吗？
我们不是应该互相坦白告诉的吗？
你说是不是？

我知道你有问过耀关于我们的事，我也有问过。
他说的靠感觉，是没用的。
那你怎么想啊？

对我呢，他说的没错，恋爱是靠很多方面来维持的。
现在的我们，感觉是没以前那么的强烈，但是那不一定就是永远了啊，感觉还可以找回来的。

你想要听我说的，我已经想尽办法的告诉你，但是我还是在犹豫着的回答，应为我不知道我该说什么好。
每次都在猜测，那答案那会是你真正要的呢？

现在就是再度了解对方的想法的时候。
上了学院，想法肯定有变，所以我们才要追赶啊。

你迷失了方向是吧，
好，我给你一个，就是互相了解，互相明白对方所要的，所希望的。
这就是最好的方向，你我的思想，和距离一样拉得太远了。
是时候拉回来了。

希望你看了之后，真的有去想想。
我也很我们能和好如初，开心在一起。







你看到的悬崖，你要牺牲自己，我是不会允许的。
我会抓住你的手，把你拉上来，不会让你走的。

I want ANSWERS !!!

So many days passed, and u still ignore every messages I sent to u.
What were you doing these days?
Where were you these days?

I was waiting ur messages for 24 hours, but then nothing glows uppon my phone screen.
Wat were u trying to do?

Why u wana make me wait?

I have told u how I feel about us, but u dun even try,not even think of trying to tell me " a thing " about it.

Why u dun wana tell me?

Am I not worth something to u, so that u can share ur thoughts with me?

我们在一起都差不多两年了，难道一点你对我的信任都没有吗？
男女朋友，不是应该互相信任的吗？
我和你分享的，我也希望你能和我分享，但你却连想要告诉我的行动都没有，还要每一次躲避我的问题。
你究竟是怎么了？？

你说，我每次在你需要有人陪伴的时候，我却不在你身边。
对，我是没有陪伴在你身边，但是我也希望我能尽量的逗你开心，安慰你，然你开心。
可是现在，你却不理不睬的不回我的讯息，那我问你，我那会知道你心里想着什么叻?我要怎么知道你开心还是伤心叻？
我知道你有事是要告诉我的，可是你却没有想过要告诉我。
每次我说到这类似的问题，你一定逃避，不回答，快快转话题。

为什么你就不能坦白告诉我呢？

今天，我的心情忐忑不安，讯息给你，但没有回复。做什么事都不能专心。
我究竟是做错了什么让你对我不理不睬。
我很想知道我做错了什么，会让你对我不理不睬，会让你对我感到讨厌。

你讯息也不回，msn 也不开。
我要怎么才能和你坐下来好好谈谈啊？

想了下，你对我厌倦也是应该的，你的学校那么多有钱，有地位，有知识，有样子的男生，是女生都会选择他们。
我只不过是个普通的男生，那斗得过他们啊。。。
你会对我厌倦，都是迟早的事。
你跟到他们，要什么，就有什么。
跟到我，，，还要看情形，才做打算。
如果我是你，我都会选择跟他们，跟何况是你。。。
再加上他们可以天天陪伴着你，也是你最想要的，那我可以回家耕田了。

可能这样说，也就等于可以回答我问你的问题了。
你不回复我问的，就是应为你觉得我不值得你回复。
对我不理不睬，应为你对我已经没什么好感了。

我，只会让你觉得不好受。
每次跟你说话，你都没有眼对着我。
每次跟你说话，你都没心情的。
每次跟你说话，你都没什么想去深入了解。
每次跟你说话，你都觉得是在浪费时间。。。

如果是这样，不理不睬的你，对我，就是答案。
是真的，是假的，我很很很希望有人会告诉我，真正的答案。


明天，你和他们去MV，最初你也没有问过我要不要跟去。
现在问你，你却用一个我很不了解的语气来回答我。
回答我的答案里，也没有一点支持性的句子。
好，竟然你没有想过要我陪你去的话。
那我抢着要去，也是不会让你觉得开心。
我希望你能和他们明天玩的开心。。。


我也不知道你会不会来这读我所写的，
有或没有，我不知道。
但是我怎样都会用乐观的角度，希望你能看得到，也希望你能回复我。


不管你用什么样子来看待我们的关系，
我就算浪费我所有时间，
我都要把你，变回以前那样，
把关系弄好。

我是不会随随便便就放弃你的！！！
我做的每一件事，都会让你觉得我还在乎你！！！

Mines 19909

First day of the holiday, I went out wif my Dear of course, and some of my very very close friends.

Kinda fun today although not much people join us today.

Early in the morning, 7am wake up, 8am prepare to go out.(7am consider early to me already)

Reach Hong hse, rendezvous with Hong and Choy and then went to have breakfast.
Wait for that 2 guys KY and Yew, but they din show up. ZZZzzz

After that went to CC.
OMG for so long I din went thr ad,but there is still the same...
Not so syok went thr.
Play a few rounds of DoTA, and after that went off fetch D.

Fetch D ad, str8 head to TheMines !!!

I forgot when is the last time I went to Mines ad.
Quite a long time din go thr and walk around.
Even thr are things that ad changed, but I din knw.

Rendezvous with the others and head to McD for lunch.
No cold drinks for me... T_T Aiks
Only can look at the drinks ==
And I get a free lunch 2day. @@
I dun even notice that myself at the time I swallow the burger...

After makan, is time to go for movie !!!
Woooo~~

The movie we pick 2day is "Tsunami", the korean movie.
Damn breath taking man...Phew...
But thr is another disaster movie around the corner that is more breath taking than this and that is "2012".
Anyone haven watch the trailer yet plz go and watch it, u wun regret after tat !!
2012 far more realistic than tsunami, plus worldwide disaster. Cant wait to watch that movie... ><

(yew just sms about the question whr which option I gona choose for the ending if it is for me. Wakao,y i always get such a question by others....not much more to say)

After the movie,went hanggai wif D.
I try to get smth that attract me but seems thr is nothing that I like it thr.
No shirts that I really wan.
And 1 more thing, I 4gt to go to the ground floor and check out the pouch.
Shyt, I 4gt about tat. Wasted ~~
Guess I have to wait until next time...

2day brought the "game" Resident Evil 5
wwooooo
Finally grab that DVD
20 bucks for that but hmm,worth to pay for it.
A good game to suggest to others.

RESIDENT EVIL 5 <<< CHUNN !!!

Very damn tiring today, mayb becoz long time nvr walk around shopping ad.
Anyway, today is a good day.
Like it very much...
Hope for another day like this :)

Holiday ~~~ Yeayyyyy

Holiday has arrived !!!
Woooooooooooo....

Today just passed up the essay assignment, less 1 burden... Good thing.
Actually, I skip 1 class for today. Haha
The class in the afternoon skipped, just because I wana go back home early and plan for my holiday.
Yes... 1st time skipping that class, so is no big deal, my attendance is not going to drop below 80% anyway.

Tommorrow going TheMines, to get my latest PC game, "Resident Evil 5".
Is going to be so great after i brought the game, at last I get to play that game... Yes !!!

Oh yea, tommorrow is going to be a boy outing. Haha
but if there are girls wana join, den com'on lets have fun...
Going to watch movie also. Keke

Ask later then, i dun think thr are much girls can come out tmr,plus it is a last minute plan.

My cough is slightly recovered, not so pain ad.
THX god.
But still no cold drinks.
Aiks, but how about tmr??

Grrr,i gona miss a lot of drinks for tmr.

Guess I will just drink a little bit, wun hurt alot i think... (^^)"

Finally Sick.... ><

After a few days of exercising, plus after exercise having cold drinks, I finally sick...

Cough and Flu, or I should say Flu and Cough, coz everything start with the flu 1st.

Owh... Why it comes to this hour to sick... Holiday coming and I was sick...

Too many things happen in this week.

Wednesday I got my Window7 seminar, and I get a original version of Window7. Woooo

Everyday go basketball, hurt everywhere. Hurt my finger, my feet, my toes, even my waist.

Taken too much damage...

Hmmmmmm....

I guess no cold drinks for me this holiday... Wat a waste...Haizz

EXAMS !!!!

Tmr gona have my HISTORY EXAM...
Damn it.
I wonder why I need to study that History subject AGAIN in college.
I dun understand !!!
Nightmare !!!

After the exam, History will be change to either BM subject or Moral.

If is BM subject, then thank god, I can ignore that as I get credit for my BM in SPM.

BUT if is Moral , den shit is falling from the skies.
Another stupid subject... MORAL !!!

We are already in college !!!
So the lecturers think that we still lack of MORALITY???
And thats why they include MORAL in our subjects???

WatDaHell is tat ???
Another Fuking mystery...


And also, the Sport Spirit in APIIT is never thr.
No people interested in Sports.
Every Sport Club are inactive.
Dang, thought I can have some sport mates in college.
Manatau dun have...

In this point of view, I feel like wana change to TARC or INTI or wateva college that is good in Sport and have Sport Spirit.

In sport, I regret to go to APIIT
BUT in academic, I din regret.

Wat to do???

Sien till Die loooo

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Another day at college and home...
Nothing to do except assignments...

I need help with my ITA assignment,questions are so hard. ==

Essay finish !!! Yes, less a thing to worry about.

This week there comes the history exam.
Damn it !!! Hope i can pass that and get credit too.

Anyway, study doesnt makes me feel not boring, but in the opposite way.
I feel bored when I study alone...
Can't study well now, just simply skim and scan.

Guess I just go back,skim and scan now.

Ciaoz

Bored and Lonely~~~

First time blogging in the evening.
Too boring at home.
Nothing to do except study my stupid history subject.

Study ??? I am not those people who like to study u knw ???

So it is boring thru out the day...

All the movies copied from my frd the other day, finish watching each of it.
Now nothing to do, dun feel like gaming too.

Feel like taking nap but I dun wan to.

I suppose to go out today.
With D of course.
but end up cancelled because of exams.
But D , u went out !?

I thought u said u need to concentrate on ur exams, so u dun wana out.
But now u went out......

Sounds wat to me?
Yea, dissapointed.

I should be sitting in the theater with u right now !!
Or anywhr outside togther !!

Because of ur exams, okay, I know u wana concentrate. Fine...
I know exams gives you a lot of stress.

I thought I can sit infront the screen and chat with u the whole day; today.
And wat I knw u end up went out.

I dun understand wat u thinking or probably, I already figure that out myself long time ago~~~

It's been a long long time, and i din tell u about it.
I just leak out a tiny little bit about it, and hope u will know wat i thinking.

Hmmmm, but unfortunately, it din work out.
I am not those straight talking style people, not those people who just vomit out wat they wana say.

Bored !
Sien ! A good word for me now !

Oral Presentation Day

Today is the day !!!
Oral Presentation...
Kinda stupid when I did that presentation.
Afraid too, not because afraid of speaking, but is afraid of comments.
My tutor is damn straight, this is this, no other way.
She (tutor) said we did not improve since the first class started.
WatDaHell ??!!
So she expect we could be able to improve after 6 week of classes?
Now it is still before, havent even pass the mid sem break.
My CoS (comunication skill) lecturer and tutor are both crazy of being the best.

They are like : " Heyyyy!!! Please speak proper English. AND !!! No dialect, this is an English class, not chinese or malay or other foreign language."
We are like : " WatDaHell ??!! "

My lecturer is a probably in his 50s guy,mayb i shouldnt use "guy", he isnt young or in middle age, old guy suits him best. No family, from Singapore.
Damn.....
First, with his attitude, surely no girls will like him. He is like those people who wont admit defeat.
That is my CoS lecturer,~~~ Wat a MoRoN ...

My tutor, fuuussshhhhhh.
A piece of junk...
Same with that "old turd", never admit defeat. There is no such word "defeat" in her dictionary.
Since the first class started, I can hear comments coming out of her "filthy mouth" everytime I went her class.
Is like a never ending story of comments.

Still got 8 weeks to go~~~~
I gona have my ears spoiled by then.

Tomorrow,Saturday there is gona be another assesment.
Or I can say a DRAMA.
Drama about wat?
About HISTORY !!!
Story is about the Portugese and Malacca.
OMG, This is BULLSHIT......!!!

The following Saturday I have exam too,wat exam?
Again HISTORY !!! GOD DAMN THAT MOTHERFUCKER WHO INCLUDE HISTORY IN MY FOUNDATION !!!

Oh god, please help me. I am so bad in history...... I cant memorise all of it......

Afraid of history, I scare I couldnt pass my history exams and the in-course assesments.

SShhhhiiiitttttttttttTTTTTT~~~~~~~~~~~~~*nvr ending*

Wish me luck then :)

For you D

I wana talk you into it but somehow our topic will just diverse to another 1.
So I just write it here and hope u will look at it...

We have been together for almost 2 years. Things happened between us, a lot of things.
We even argue before, just that once i think.
Now college, we cant even meet each other every week, sometimes 2 week oni meet once.
Seriously i duno how our relationship can last this long but somehow it did.
And I probably know why it last this long.

I just wan to have more time to be tgt wif u, sometimes i feel so lonely.
Is like whr r the people around me??

everyday just thinking when the hell I get to meet you.Even if I wan to meet u,do u free to meet me? Hmmmm....

ur college life is busier than mine, we can see that. Mine is not so busy as urs.
But still, weekends we r both free.
Even still I dun feel like there is a chance of meeting u.
something sure blocked us from meeting...

Everytime i heard u couldnt go out wif me for some reasons. I get fedup but after tat, hmm, it happened before, and how many times i get fedup already?
I cant blame u for not going, wat can i do den?

Wat i did after all is wishing, looking and planning another day to meet u agn.
hoping tat nth stands in our way.
Well, it work sometimes, but it doesnt sometimes.

The coming holiday, I just wana make good use of this opportunity, be with u tgt anywhr we go.
I guess u like to go out wif a gang of frds,
1....A part of me says that it is good to go out wif a gang, like that we got much more things to do wif.
2....Another part of me just wan to go out wif u,both, no more other people.

Which part should i choose?
I have no idea...

if i choose ( 1 ) , we couldnt just enjoy the moment tgt, i can miss out a lot of things. wateva i do,dey will just look at it. looks uneasy.

if i choose ( 2 ) , we can have our time to be tgt oni, but we miss the fun when we are tgt wif the gang. and u probably wun like it.( just guessing )

I duno if u like to go out wif me only or the other way around, its been a long time since the last time me and u went out shopping tgt. I barely rmb....proves to be long long time ago...

I cant stop thinking of you. especially when we are together.
It is nice for me to remember back the older days, memories of us.
But it wun last forever, we need to make new ones,nt just rmb the old ones.
I wana hug u so hard that u wun forget it. I really need a hug now.
Im getting gggrrrrrrr, head spinning.....
duno how to say, like mess up....
cant settle down easily. When I get lonely, something reminds me about us,sure i will start spinning.
I am almost 18.... just 2 more months to go....
18 Birthday, how should i celebrate it? finally turn 18...
Sure i wana celebrate with u...
but how?
3 days after that, 1111 , we gona be tgt for 2 yrs full.
Should we celebrate it too?
Sounds fun u knw

I duno if u feel the same and think the same like me.
Lost track of u,ur likes and dont likes, kinda getting blur.
Can we just unblur it?

as for the holiday, i still looking into better plans, mayb this week i will call out all of dem to discuss. Whenever with who,u or the gang tgt. I just wan u to be at my side, teman saya sudah cukup. Maybe somedays after u finish ur diploma, when u have more free time,we can go vacation to further places. but after ur studies,probably thr is no more free time,it gona get busier than before. I duno that for now, but i hope u do have time for me. Anyway, it is still a long time to go...

Too much to say here, if i can, i wish we can sit down at a place and talk side by side.
Remember when u came back from NS, we went midvally,both of us oni, we went starbuck but it was full and after tat we went a coffee shop similar to starbuck ( 4gt the name ). We sat down, we talked to each other, sharing everything and anything, That is the best talk I ever had between us. Just like that, tats wat I wan. No one around to kacao us. Me and you only. Dua. Two. 二.

hope u will understand wat im saying here...

I damn miss u a lot...
I just wana be with u...
nothing more...
Love u so much...
I cant hold myself down thinking of u...

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Another day at home...
Bored...
Bored of looking at the computer...
Bored of doing assignments...
Bored of going college...< "sometimes"

Why can't just something special happen or something memorable happen to me...

Days are boring...

I wish holiday comes fast...but think again, if holiday comes fast, it goes fast too...Haiz...

Bored and somehow thought of blogging, since blogging can somehow give a boost to force me to do my essay assignment.

Essay title : " What benefit can you get in communication skills "

Benefit, my current situation, there's no benefit.
No one to talk to...
Sounds lonely eh...

Really miss the old times...
Izit because of changing from highschool to college?
OR
Izit because the peoples beside me change in a sudden and I can't get used to it?

I guess is both...

I wan a vacation, a place where is peace and chaoless...
And I can just enjoy there and relax of course...
Is there a place like that? Hmmmmm....
When to go? Hmmmmm...

The coming semester break, is a nice time. Rumours says it is 2 weeks, but actual 1 I duno yet, BUT the holiday is for sure at the end of September.

Who I wish will follow me?
Sure I wan D to follow me. HEHE ^^

but how about the others?

Skip that first...

Where to go? Genting?? OMG, personally I dun feel like going to that place, but if I were to go with the old gang, then hmmmm, i guess i will follow them bah. BUT wat can I do there? except those theme parks, cinemas, wateva place there a, all are damn expensive. And if the gang goes there sure theme park is a " must " to them, and when they go, how about me, do I just wonder around myself in Genting while my friends goes? If is like that, guess I will just bring a camera there and snap some sceneries for my desktop background, up in the mountains, sure is a place to take more pics rite...

Well, I guess that is wat i suppose to do if I choose Genting for vacation.

I kinda like to go Bukit Tinggi, but sure the others will say it is boring and nothing to do. Yes it is boring and there is nothing to do other than taking pictures. I will wish to taking pics with D there.

Other than going hilltop, is there another place to go?
Beach?
PD?? OMG, I sure wont choose this for vacation.
I dun have any ideas about beaches near Selangor...

In the end, Genting is the best place to hang out after all. If I just can get permission from my aunt to borrow the room in Gohtong,then probably I can ignore of booking rooms.

Anyway, it is still a mystery unsolved. 2 more weeks until holiday.
Hari Raya is the best week, but I can sure there is a lot of people there.
Personally I dun quite like crowded places,but it depends with who I'm going to that place.

Time to be a planner again, and by this way, I will look like a bit useful and alive.
Lately I was like kinda dead and gone.

Sooner or later I will call u guys for confirmation.
and I need a time to come out and discuss about it.

It is a holiday and I dun wana waste it just like that.
A time to be together with D also.
We have a long time din be together for a longer period ad.
when we meet is just like 2 - 4 hours long.
It is not enough for me and probably for you.

Hoping that week to come by....
Time flies faster...>>>>>>>>>>>>>

Time to get BUSY !!!

The title says it all.
Gona start busy sooner or later.
September is a month where assignments are to be done and submitted.

Haiz,hate the feeling of getting busy with assignments.
Anyway, it is still a must-do so maybe some time i will not be posting.
Even i have the time, there is nothing special too, sometimes that it's.

Independance Day just passed.
So fast it already comes to the "almost end of the year", a few more month, 4 months and it is 2010 already.
Time Flies~~~~~~~

Assignments GGGRrrrrrrrrr, anyway i just looking into the semester break, after the assignment submission date, it is our holiday..
Yeaaaaahhhhhh...

Time to go out and really really get some fun and fresh air...

Looking into it @@>> "holiday"

Is there anyone reading this??

Heroes of Newerth Addicted @@

Heroes of Newerth

Addicted to it, damn fun and interesting.
Everyday i gona play at least once before I went to bed.
Now still in CloseBeta, when it comes to OpenBeta, I afraid it gona need to pay and play.
30USD for the registration, and after that no more paying.
Wish it really like that, but I also hope it dint need to pay anything to play it.

Strongly suggest all DoTA player around the world to join HoN and try to play.
A new generation of DoTA.
Why not try it out?

I just go and play another round 1st. Ciaozz ^^

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Long time never post already....
Nothing special happened recently, so duno wat to blog....

Today evening go basketball, should be a nice day to play but somehow the stupid sun so damn bright and hot.
because of that, I got bubbles in my feet again. HaIZzzzzz....
Damn pain rite now but anyway,I'm used to it. After a few days it should be gone and recover by then.
And in the meantime, I cant play basketball and other sports...... Haizzz... Regret I din wear shoes and go...
Next time gona wear ad, no simply say say liao...
Cham,kesian my feet...

Now cant even walk nicely. Haizzzz....
Speechless, Perhaps someday there is a cure to this problem,cure it faster, or ease the pain.

Another thing is, I just signed up for a seminar about the latest Window 7. About how it function,this and that, and workshop.
First time signed up a seminar in college.
After the seminar, mayb next time I can help my frds who got prob with Window7...Hahaha...

Kena PIJAK gaogao today !!!

Today all chinese students, actually specificly is "Malaysian" kena PIJAK gaogao.

Damn that bastard from Bosnia. He think he is better than anyone in the class.

Fuck him !!! Useless things also wana ask till he satisfied.

Wtf is he thinking? And den when that Hell Ms Jeane said "Malaysian should improve your oral speaking and writing", asshole he say " yaya, they should".

WatDaFuck ?? Our way of studying is different, none of his damn buisness.

Still wana PIJAK us infront of our face... Damn that guy.

Tak leh tahan already, when the next lesson comes, I wun let us kena PIJAK again.

We Malaysian provided so many shortcuts, simple method of living style and communication styles.

I dare to say that "MSN language" ( people similiar to msn chatting should know wat it is) This language originally created by us.

Simple and meaningfull. Fuck those proper english, long and complicated.

Our language is simple and short, PLUS effective !!!

PIJAK not gona happen again, just wait and see, when the time comes, they will know how bad they are...

G3 is getting sucker than before, Gang seperated, Power seperated.

if today's incident happen in another group, sure my frd,especially Wystan( if he cant tahan and knw wat really happened) Sure he will stand up and fight for it.

I dun have the courage to do mouth-fighting coz it is in english. ==

Anyway, I will still fight for it whenever I can...

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These few days dun have the feel to blog, but i still wana post smth here.

Now currently playing 3Kingdom a.k.a 热血三国.

Kinda nice lar, is smth like those facebook game, no need to install, just play in the webpage.

Nothing to do at sch, damn boring, no function, no outing, everyday seems just the same.

How come Sem1 and Sem2 can be so much different ??

Internet world is my only entertainment for now.

Games and movies are my toys~~~

Nothing more to say, post agn next time....

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Critical thinking --- I define it as deep thinking, highest level of thinking.

From this I learnt a lots of new ways to think.
Obviously if u know me well, I'am a thinker. Think is a fun thing to do, no thoughts, no dreams. This issue can be seen everywhere, people used to think and act. It is a fact that humans are more primitive than animals because we are able to think. Does it ring a bell? Common sense okay... But sometimes, over thinking can be lead to misunderstanding. Which I scare I someday will meet this kinda situation.

Just yesterday night, me and my friends are playing basketball, some misunderstood end the match with mouth-fight. Both of my friends are arguing about the match and somehow campur together with another story...

Kinda lame see them argue, I listen to their arguement for I think 30min, from the field to the mamak stall. I just keep quiet because I dun wana pick a stand between them. After the long fight between them, I finally cant stand it I tell wateva I feel is right to tell.

At this point, wat i was going to say is the result of my own thinking. Inside the gang of my neighbourhood frds, problem with personalities always occured. Just after that, we start to share our opinion about our friends.

I found out thoughts cant misjudge a person, or i should say prejudge in this case. Different description from different people.

Sometimes, we need to change our way of thinking another way, be empathy. We could tell much about a person's feelings and attitude of a particular time, because we dun even knw the truth behind, so prejudge is done normally, mayb from his actions, voice tones, or body language. From it is not 100% accurate because mayb he/she can pretend to be fine.

These cases happens a lot among my friends. I duno if i should stand up and say something that helps. I always listen and observed everything but I din speak out because I dun wana get involved into it.

My secondary friends, another case similar to this, some of my 2nddary friends kinda misunderstood the others. For the last gathering, not much of us come out and join it.
Well, from the view of a normal person, sure we will say like, why they dun wana meet us?, izit becoz they ignore us already?, do they still treat us like friends? , or dey dun even care about it??

After so long and now already in the midyear of 2009, half a yr we din study together, I duno if they still treat us friends. After 2nddary, step into a new study environment, college or form6, things surely will change eventually, included attitudes.

Just because of this, some of us starting to hate someone. I personally couldn't understand why they can change so much... but yes, i hate some of them too.
Mayb it is like wat i said, "throw away the old 1 s, keep the new 1 s".

Last few weeks, one of my friend birthday and I found out her closest friend in secondary din get invited. I wonder why, mayb because they were in different school, or she forgot of inviting, or she doesnt care if someone celebrated her birthday wif her, or she din even wana invite. I could hardly believe it, I din ask anything but I know wat is happenning thr.

Do people really can change that fast in a few months time?
Do people really can ignore the "old" and keep the "new" ?

Okay~~ think too much... but I feel good after doing such things.
Haha... My style, My nature.

Sometimes very syok, think until can relate many things combined together. Can use it in my studies lagi. Huhu...

More to tell about, but this article is too long ad, i duno if i missing some points up there.
Almost every article I write here are very long. Hmmm~~~